Sunday, March 26, 2006

What say ur name and ur birth month~~

Instructions:
What you do is find out what each letter of your name means.Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU.
(Its TRUE !!)…(Isn’t it GREAT !!)
PS : If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.

For Example : J E N N I F E R

J Jealously
E You are a very exciting person.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
F Everyone loves you.
R You are a social butterfly.

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A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, don’t be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgmental.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
J Jealously
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people’s standards.
V You have a very good physique and looks.
W You like your privacy.
X You never let people tell you what to do.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You’re always fighting with someone

So now, lets see what my name means

W You like your privacy.
E You are a very exciting person.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
N
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.

Oh well...not exactly true la...but i have to admit i cause a lot of trouble...not like u guys dunno me..mwahaha and i always want a break, thou i cannot say exactly that i like to work.
I DONT have exellent ways of veiwing ppl i think...
and i doubted that this thing is evert true la...where got thiss kind of meaning thing one la rite?

-Copy from Sanny Harlie's blog-
(sorry la never ask ur permission)

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---------------JANUARY--------------------
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time torecover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn.

----------FEBRUARY--------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on theinside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

-----------------MARCH--------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy andreserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generousand sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle upfeelings. Observant and assesses others.

------------------APRIL-------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind andsympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Goodmemory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookfor information. Able to cheer evryone up and/ormake them laugh. Able to motivate oneself andothers. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure andtraveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

-----------------MAY-----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed andhighly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves todream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Goodimagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Lovesliterature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislikebeing at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.

------------JUNE-------------
You've got the best personality and are anabsolute pleasure to be around. You love to makenew friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirtand more than likely have an a very attractivepartner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likelythat you have a massive record collection. Youhave a great choice in films, and may one daybecome a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,you've got the looks for it!!!

----------------JULY--------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moodyand easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy attimes.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully. Caring andloving. Treats others equally. Strong sense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges peoplethrough observations. Hardworking. No difficultiesin studying. Loves to be alone. Always broodsabout the past and the old friends. Waits forfriends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut takes long to recover.

------------AUGUST---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds onattention. no self control. kind hearted. selfconfident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.independent. strong willed. a fighter.

------------SEPTEMBER---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tendsto regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving andcaring. Suave and generous. Usually you havemany friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivatesoneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover canunderstand.

---------------OCTOBER-------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Lovesto takes things at the center. Inner and physicalbeauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angryoften. Treats friends importantly. Brave andfearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt butrecovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Doesnot care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

---------------NOVEMBER--------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate anddangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towardsyour inner and outer beauty and independentpersonality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotionaland temperamental sometimes. Meets new peopleeasily and very social in a group. Fearless andindependent. Can hold their own. Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, thegreatest men are born in this month. If you everbegin a relationship with someone from this month,hold on to them because their one of a kind.

---------------DECEMBER---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-lookingperson possible... better than all of these othermonths! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitivein everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential inorganizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know. Easily influenced bykindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots ofideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends todelay. Choosy and always wants the best.Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves tojoke. Good debating skills. Has that someonealways on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.Able to show character. one guy/girl kind ofperson. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to gettingcolds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves todress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom showsemotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.Sensitive.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

No worries~~

well after some talking with someone i think i finally realise that everything will be fine

glad that problem solved

well people sorry for having such a depressing post...but i think and i hope things will turn back to normal real soon. give me a few days and i will b back to normal...i promise =)

but anyway, i just wanna say if u have got something in mind just talk to the person involved and things will always turn out fine...trust me on this. No point keeping things inside your heart forever. this will make u feel really bad and things will seems like they will never be allright u know...but if one day i juz spill out to that person who is involved then things will be allright...

anyway...need a few days of mind therapy to be back to myself again~~
haha jokin jokin =P

I am fine la~

Friday, March 24, 2006

To that someone who will never read this~~

What will you do if one day...
one of your close friend jut walk out of your life without telling you why?
one of your close friend jut walk out of your life when u feel that you have done nothing wrong?

To a friend who will never read this,

I consider myself to be perfectly normal at this point as i have no idea what has happen...
As far as i know i have never offend you in whatever sense...
But why are u deserting me and treat me like i was invisible when i didn't do anything wrong...
I dont mind who you hang out with, who your best friend is...
I dont give a damn on what you have done...
I dont even bother what are you doing
But at least tell me what's wrong with me and what have i done that has annoy you...
I know you have a wide social circle.
U have a lot of great friends
U have great personality
And of course, i was lucky to be your friend.
Lucky enough to be a person you used to trust
And of course lucky enough to be one of your friends that u used to cherish
But things has changed over this few weeks
We barely talk
We never hang out anymore
We seldom see each other
Is not like 2 good friends have a fight...
We haven't fight at all rite?
But the thing is rite
I havent do anything bad or anything that offend u as far as i am concern
so i need an answer to this problem
...
What happen between us this time I dont know.
Have I offend you? i dont think so
Have I say something bad about you? Not at all
Have I ever broken the trust u have on me? Never..
I trusted you as much as you trust me...and I am very sure i have never betray your trust
But things changed overnight~~

of course i cant bear to lose a friend like that when nothing bad has happen between us
I cherish my friends very much...
I respect those who treat me well
and i treated them well too
That applies to you also...
In fact i have to admit
I treat you better than the other...
Is you who is assuming that i was invisible and in the end completely ignore me straight
Of course at 1st i thought u have too much things in mind and need time to cool down
well i think i give u time
and finally u became allright again, as a friend of course i am happy to see that
but the thing is
i have a feeling that u are allright to everyone but our friendship is not right....

I dont know whether u are trying to act as if nothing has happen in front of ur friends or wat...
but at least dont act in front of me pls...

of course i was very sad about things
at 1st i was angry...and i try to ignore you
but now things are getting worse and worse...
I have been sitting here alone or so long to try work things out
I have been talking to someone about this...
I have to admit...telling someone about it is not easy
tears welled in my eyes as i am speaking
of course because i feel sad about the fact that you dont understand me at all...
when u used to be the person that knows me the most...
and i try to act as if nothing has happen....
because i am so sure that you will say i am touchy bout things

We have great times together...
we use to talk a lot online
we use to share all the tears and joy together
we use to talk about every single things in life
from the not-so-important to the very important things
And i think i have been so attach to a friend like you
and when you start to walk out of my life...of course it is a real bitter pill to swallow
I need time to get over the fact that this friendship starts to sink
Do you know,
ships only sink when something happens that prevent it from functioning properly
but this ship that we are riding
is sinking without any valid reasons.....
i hate to accept this fact, yet i have to
This friendship is sinking without you realising it
U might say that i am touchy
but trust me...for once...i think i am right
and unless we both try to mend it, or else i dont think this ship will survive this weather
I want to play my part in mending it, but i need you to tell me which part of it is wrong so that i can fix that as soon as possible

I dont think i can continue writing this anymore...
the more i write the worse i feel
I havent been that sad for a long time ald...and i have to admit this is the 1st time where i feel so hopeless as i cannot do anything to solve the problem
I have a feeling that you know whats happening, try not to pretend please...
I hate people who are not true....you know that
so please treat me equally as you treat your other friends
coz is quite impossible to ask u to treat me like before
And i will of course treat you well

If i can turn back time
i will change all that has happen that cause our friendship to crumble
i will make sure i treat you as well as how i treat all my friends

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i have written all i want to say to you here ald...and i am pretty sure some of my friends will be reading this and they will know...and i hope you are one of them. I am not good in expressing myself in speech, not like you. I can only write my heart out...not speak, so i hope that one day you will notice this post and let us both do something about it...u have this URL...i know you have.


To that friend who will never read this,
I sincerely hope that one day you will juz read this post...althou i know it is close to impossible...
but i still have hopes
i still wish upon a star,
that one day things will turn out fine, like how i wanted it to be
and turn back to those good old days
where we still remain as good friends

finally...
tell me wats wrong about me and i promise i will change
U know who you are

p/s: I hope i was wrong about everything, i hope that it is juz me who is touchy...if i was really wrong tell me
p/p/s: I forcibly make you read this...so u shd know who am i talking about... and tell me what shd i do if i was wrong in any sense~

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Bad day =(

Today is definately not a good day....

problems are starting to come...and those problems need to be solved by me....
not exactly by me...cause i dont have the power to change things
but it is still sort of a problem that needs solving...

wat the heck am i talking....

anyway...juz to say that that song which is played (read the previous post...that MV) has a good title...it just means that today is not my day..and it is so true....

argh!

dunno how to say lerr....words are not coming in my mind...lack of skills to express myself....oh shoots...

watever....

p/s: i am too bored and not in a good mood tts y i write this...coz there is no way i throw my temper or get sulky when things doesnt get right,rite? so means i need to work hard and solve all the problems...no use complaining and bloggin about it....
and now wat the heck am i doing here???



(boring boring boring post....ZZZZzzzzzz..............)

Friday, March 10, 2006

Addicted to....

Recently addicted to this song which i spend ages to find the MV...

very nice song in fact...

enjoy the song!!!


Daniel Powter - Bad Day

Sunday, March 05, 2006

The random 7

I got this idea from someone else’s blog…and since I am that bored, so I will start doing this…=)

7 things that scare me:

1) When my bank account reaches $0.00 a.k.a no money (touch wood)
2) being deserted by everyone in the world(thank god it is not happening)
3) No uni to get in (choi x3)
4) Interviews….
5) insects,amphibians,reptiles especially cockroaches….they are juz friggin disgusting
6) I ended up being 老姑婆 (touch a lot of wood !!!)
7) and a lot more….

7 random facts about me:
1) I can talk very fast
2) I love SHOPPING!!
3) I have short-term memory loss
4) I can be quite compassionate and caring at times…
5) I love having new handphones even thou mine is still working fine
6) I day dream A LOT
7) I hate my hair for being that unmanageable


7 things I hope to do before I die:
1) marry someone I love~
2) get a good degree in a good uni
3) Be rich
4) Get myself a Mini cooper and a volkwagon…they are just so nice…
5) get a house a Beverly hills, or at least a decent place to stay and 养老。。
6) spend lots of time with my family and my friends
7) achieve my goals...

7 things I can do:

1) talk very fast
2) shopping
3) eat (duh…)
4) talk nonsense
5) giving people hugs when they need it (even thru MSN à emoticons)
6) play poker and black jack (I just learn how to play that…)
7) keep secrets….

7 things that you like:
1) Accessories like earrings, hairclips and necklaces
2) Cute stuffs such as soft toys
3) Ben’s & Jerry’s ice cream
4) MP3 player
5) Shoes, shoes and more shoes…
6) Jay Chou’s song
7) Money (well who doesn’t)

7 things you just can’t live without:
1) money
2) computer + internet
3) friends
4) food (duh~)
5) My brothers and my family
6) Nice pair of shoes à at least need a nice pair of sandals/wedges
7) Music ~> music is part of my life

7 people that should fill in this:

1) Jiah Ling
2) Looi
3) Huey Sian (I doubted but still..hopefully)
4) Ah Moi
5) Sanny(mwahaha...u muz write or else i kill u...)
6) er……….
7) ………I dunno la, all my friends don’t blog one eh =(