Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Apa ini?!?!?!

Imagine this...
u decide to leave to go on a holiday/trip and the journey is just basically made up of loads of water
u decide to spend ur summer holidays well by doing some meaningful stuff and what happens is that no one is actually taking u seriously
u decide not to sit at home and waste time but u dont know what to do outside

I can say that the weather is the thing that gets me into my bad mood. These few days it has been raining. It started raining when i decided to go on a trip to visit my friend and the rain just never stopped!! For 5 freaking days it has been raining. And i dont have an umbrealla/raincoat!!

Went visiting a friend at her uni on thursday and it started with rain, rain and more rain. And before those days that i left the place it is not raining at all. So hot that u will just melt under the sun. Who knows that the weather changes so quickly!! umpredictable weather...$%^&^%#$^

So with all summer clothes(and without any umbrella and any shoes that are actually waterproof--NO wellingtons btw) i went to visit my friend and as i step out of the train its raining... =.=''' and it rains during the whole evening throughout the night. So i had to stay indoors.


<---In bullring shopping centre with Xan =D And to birmingham....it rained too..it looks fine in d morning and as afternoon approaches it starts to rain AGAIN!! and apparently i heard that its so bad til some parts of that area is actually flooded!! But one good thing is i actualy stayed in the Bullring shopping centre without going out anywhere further or else this will be much worse. And on a saturday....it has been raining since early morning and there is a BBQ party scheduled in the evening. Good thing is that the rain stopped for an hr during the evening so the bbq can be continued. But having bbq at an open field means the field will be very wet and full of mud...and thus there goes my shoes T____T and on our way back...as expected, it rained again.
<---School days (Note: my eyes just dont look normal...spot me~!) And now to the evening/night. there is a clubbing event call school days at my friend's uni so all of us went. Good thing is it doesnt rain at night so that prevent us from being drenched when going to party. And when we are in the club, something unexpected happened(2 things to b exact). One of my friends got drenched from head to toe with Carlsberg!! Some idiot who are at the top of the club actually poured down beer to people at the dancefloor!! the club (which is part of the student union) actually consist of 2 storeys. The upper one serves as a bar where people normally drink. and the lower ones serves as the dancefloor. The student union actually looks like a stage/ halls with upper seating. And one of the idiots upstairs just poured beer from the top. I consider myself being kinda lucky coz i am just standing next to the person who got drenched!! but my shoes and legs smells like carlsberg after that. and the next thing...a fire alarm went off in the sch bar!! FIRE ALARM~~~ OMG how can that happen to a club!! especially when there isnt any fire!! and no one is smoking too!! This is what i called total madness and in d end all of us are chased out of the student union for at least half an hr and all of us spend at least half an hr waiting to get in and continue our clubbing event xD
Me with my shades XD

I stayed there til monday morning and when i arrived at the train station...it rained..again!! and this time is heavier than usual...and i dont have an umbrella!! and with my luggage!! I just look like those typical tourist who got stranded at a station/tourist that got lost in the big city..haha
and more things to settle right after i came back. things to settle with my sch, my hallmates, my family...everything just popped out together waiting for me to settle. everything is just not right on that day... Yikes...

And now i am left here...wondering why nothing turns out right these few days
Hope everything will change to the better in the next few days/weeks/months
i guess i need to start saying more of the 吉利话 such as things like 恭喜发财,事事顺利 and stuff like that....and not to forget 财源广进 money faster come!!
coz i am running out of cash!! cant even pay my rent T___T
havent experience these kind of life til today
Need a change of luck!!!
And neeed to learn how to save money!!!!

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Time Machine 时光机

好后悔好伤心想重来行不行
再一次我就不会走向这样的结局
好后悔好伤心谁把我放回去
我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机
Time machine....
I just love those fancy things....
coz i want to go back
back to the past
doing things that i should have done in the past 20 yrs
changing all the wrong decisions that i had made
doing things that are right
rash decisions made will ruined ones life
will change everything in just a split second
i just wanna go back
and treasure those ppl around me more
treat them better
and do the right thing and stop disappointing people
stop ignoring friends
stop losing touch with them
reconnect with them and their lives
tell them that i treasure friends like them
i finally realised this
when u are just lost in the middle of nowhere
friends are always the ones who keep u company
and make sure that u r still in good shape
when u feel like all comes crashing down
friends are always there to make sure things are allright
thus
i need to learn to appreciate
i need to learn to love
those who are always there for me
friends, family.... everyone
i need to go back to the past
to thank them
to do what is right and learn to appreciate them more
i need a time machine
Time machine