我与我的北极星

北极星的眼泪
像断了线 消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去 你的脸
再等一会 奢望流星会出现
愿 如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天 或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在 两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着 爱不见

再等一会 奢望流星会出现
愿 如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天 或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在 两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着 爱不见

当对的人 等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱 不见

整个宇宙都 流眼泪

北極星是指任何時候最靠近北天極的顯眼的恆星。北极星是天空的中心点，天上最闪耀的星星，为人指出方向。。。
我正需要那一颗北极星，管它是以什么方式呈现在我眼前，我就是想要一个让我向前走的推动力， 在面对困难时候能一步步走向前的毅力，给我一个人生目标的中心点。。。需要那股力量让我在这困难重重的环境下好好地成为我自己。。。
许多许多的事情在围绕着我，有时候会被这些事情逼得透不过气来，曾经有想要放弃的那一刻，曾经有想逃避现实的那一刻，但到最后没有解决的问题都会把我拉回到原点。。。
所以说，我需要我自己的北极星，是那股推动力也好， 我的朋友也好，我家人也好。。就希望有个能在我跌倒时让我站起来，好让我有个心灵寄托。。。

遇到这些那么烦的人，真的会短命几年。。。

女人就是女人。。麻烦多多，我都没你们那样的问题多多。。。（越想越生气。。。grrrr）
救命啊。。。试问为什么简简单单的事情你们这些人要把它搞得那么复杂，而且把责任推到我头上？？
给我一颗北极星，找到我的中心点，好让我知道要从哪里开始！！
好烦耶！！

p/s: to those who dont know what the heck i am saying...just ask me next time =) and if i am in a good mood i will tell u

蔷薇的无奈

I have no idea what i am doing at 2am blogging bout those not so important stuff of the day....

It's just this sudden urge to blog and tell everyone that i am frustrated bout everything!!! and the worst part is, i do not know why!!! everything is running pretty smoothly for me these few days (apart from the atomic absorption spectrometer going on strike when i am trying to use it today, which is quite funny)...

I need determination to move on and i need someone to make sure i am working hard for exams!! I believe almost all of my friends who are in university are studying really hard for the end of year exams... and i probably should be doing the same. But here i am...blogging again when i am suppose to start figuring out what my lecturers arae saying for the past few months (yeap yeap i am a baddd student~~)

btw recently read this online story that ghee introduced to me called “第一次的亲密接触” It is a really simple yet touching story. Simple chinese (which is what i need coz my Mandarin sucks to the max) and simple story line, without bombastic words...yet i really have no idea such simple words manage to touch my heart!! this shows that simplicity is good!! It starts off with the author who is chatting with this person that he doesnt know online. And the story goes on. It wont take long to finish that story so its worth reading (thx to ghee for such good recommendation of stories)

Indeed i need to start brushing up my mandarin. I think i am getting worse and worse in my mandarin and my hokkien. Although i still can carry on a conversation well in chinese but i have a feeling i wont be able to write properely in chinese and i start to forget how to write a lot of words, especially now i only write chinese using the computer there isnt any chance where i had the opportunity to write in chinese....(oh well u dont do assignments using chinese so how will u have thtat much time to write in chinese?)

Oh yea... btw try listening to this song 北极星的眼泪 by Nicholas 张栋梁. very sweet song. very emo song too (in my opinion) I guess that singer really did put in his heart when he sings tts y it just sounds so right.In my opinion, if a song can touches your heart, it will be a good song. If you can actually feel what the singer is trying to convey then it is a good song. And i seriously think this song is so sweettt.....

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念 原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼 被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面 我抬头看着爱不见

tts the chorus part of the song...seriously it melts ur heart!!

(me being hyper XD)

okok me being very random.

Anyway, I have no idea why is this post up... just feel like writing something since nothing is going into my brain...i am meant to work hard and now i am slacking and wasting my time T__T
(oops did i just say that just now?)

Okok back to work!! But i seriously doubt it

*sigh*

p/s: Dont ask me what my post title and blog title means coz i have no idea!!