蔷薇的无奈

I have no idea what i am doing at 2am blogging bout those not so important stuff of the day....

It's just this sudden urge to blog and tell everyone that i am frustrated bout everything!!! and the worst part is, i do not know why!!! everything is running pretty smoothly for me these few days (apart from the atomic absorption spectrometer going on strike when i am trying to use it today, which is quite funny)...

I need determination to move on and i need someone to make sure i am working hard for exams!! I believe almost all of my friends who are in university are studying really hard for the end of year exams... and i probably should be doing the same. But here i am...blogging again when i am suppose to start figuring out what my lecturers arae saying for the past few months (yeap yeap i am a baddd student~~)

btw recently read this online story that ghee introduced to me called “第一次的亲密接触” It is a really simple yet touching story. Simple chinese (which is what i need coz my Mandarin sucks to the max) and simple story line, without bombastic words...yet i really have no idea such simple words manage to touch my heart!! this shows that simplicity is good!! It starts off with the author who is chatting with this person that he doesnt know online. And the story goes on. It wont take long to finish that story so its worth reading (thx to ghee for such good recommendation of stories)

Indeed i need to start brushing up my mandarin. I think i am getting worse and worse in my mandarin and my hokkien. Although i still can carry on a conversation well in chinese but i have a feeling i wont be able to write properely in chinese and i start to forget how to write a lot of words, especially now i only write chinese using the computer there isnt any chance where i had the opportunity to write in chinese....(oh well u dont do assignments using chinese so how will u have thtat much time to write in chinese?)

Oh yea... btw try listening to this song 北极星的眼泪 by Nicholas 张栋梁. very sweet song. very emo song too (in my opinion) I guess that singer really did put in his heart when he sings tts y it just sounds so right.In my opinion, if a song can touches your heart, it will be a good song. If you can actually feel what the singer is trying to convey then it is a good song. And i seriously think this song is so sweettt.....

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念 原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼 被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面 我抬头看着爱不见

tts the chorus part of the song...seriously it melts ur heart!!

(me being hyper XD)

okok me being very random.

Anyway, I have no idea why is this post up... just feel like writing something since nothing is going into my brain...i am meant to work hard and now i am slacking and wasting my time T__T
(oops did i just say that just now?)

Okok back to work!! But i seriously doubt it

*sigh*

p/s: Dont ask me what my post title and blog title means coz i have no idea!!