Tuesday, May 16, 2006

--tagged--

Got Tagged by Jiah Ling...haiz...ok lo i do i do...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Wenying (note that it is not Wen(space)Ying )
2. Chin Wenying
3. WY

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my height?? not v tall but okay-ish la...
2. er.. my hair coz it is so so black...haha like advertistment like that
3. my eyes.... (My eyes are so big til it is sumtimes freakin scary la...but not everyone will have that big eyes)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my weight... no one is ever satisfied bout that la..no doubt
2. my height... I WANT TO BE TALLER!!! NOT TALL ENOUGH!!
3. my face...it looks real roti canai shape and i hate it...so many fats around it...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. hokkien
2. cantonese
3. tts it la...no more ald

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T STAND:
1. being lied, ignored betrayed by a someone u trusted completely
2. the 32 degree celcius Malaysian weather without air conditioning
3. ppl who juz accuse others without even thinking (yea i met one of them...who is complete rubbish...regretted for trusting him that much)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Insects!!!
2. being alone..
3. losing a good friend... (btw this 3 answers same as jiah ling)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SHOWS:
1. Full House (Korean...never get bored of it)
2. xian jian qi xia zhuan (a chinese series)
3. ...... (damn i dun watch many shows la)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE JAPANESE ANIMES:
1. Spirited Away (Best anime)
2. Howl's Moving Castle (Mine is jap version la...but if in english will b better)
3. Bleach (its a cartoon la..not the one u use on clothes)

THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Melody -- David Tao
2. Cai Hong tian tang -- Liu geng hong
3. shou fang kai -- Li sheng jie
(yea becoz of my current mood...this songs are the best in the world =P)

THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1. LOTR -- Eh jiah ling remember my broomstick?
2. matrix 1...only that coz the rest of the sequel sucks
3. Spirited Away (studio ghibili is good)

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH:
1. Da Vinci Code (heard it isnt that good but i still want to watch~)
2. pirates of the Carribean II
3. Brokeback mountain Any other nice movie will do...not gay movies okay?

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Computer with internet access (my comp is my date partner la)
2. food n water as usual
3. Music

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. My pants
2. my top
3. ...and the rest of the essentials....

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. trust trust trust...u dun trust a person then better dun start one...
2. Loyalty and sincerity....that is osso important
3. Love and care...and loads of love and care and loads and loads and loads of it

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. nice smile...(haha i know u got a real nice one)
2. sense of humour... but not to the extend of being over lame
3. good kisser person who cares bout me more than anything else and give me unconditional love (haha i am demanding)

THREE BAD HABITS:
1. Very very touchy a.k.a. perasan
2. Very stubborn and need time to accept ppls opinion
3. talks too loud (think i scare all the ppl around me ald...shoots)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. online
2. music
3. sing to myself...haha

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go out with you all again and again and again and again.......more of haagen dazs?
2. meet jiah ling...haha u know i miss u a lot...dont u? (not flattering u la okay?)
3. study well and get into a good Uni and do medic

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING:
1. Doctor (considering)
2. Pharmacist (still considering)
3. Tauke of some big big company (that will never happen coz i have no idea about econs)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. HK (I juz realise i never been there before)
2. Japan
3. whole europe

THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. my name
2. my kor kor's name
3. my di di's name

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be a doctor (that is impossible la...)
2. have tons of money to spend...not like now where i need to think before i decide to do anything with my money T_T so pathetic
3. Marry a person that i love....

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL (or guy):
1. i shop a lot...and more and more this few days
2. i can never get enough of accessories n handbags n shoes n skirts n dress (in short, nothing's enuf for me...and Ted Baker bags are awesome!!)
3. i can dress up properely like a girl if i want to thou it takes lots of time (haha...that is so not gonna happen)

INITIALS OF THREE CRUSHES:
1. Do~
2. Re~
3. Mi~

THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THE SURVEY:
1. Siow Yng....eh do this tag yea....since jiah ling do ald
2. Sanny Harlie --> U dun do u die (tts a death threat)
3. Anyone else la...whoever read this

Monday, May 01, 2006

爬得越高,跌得越重~

爬得越高,跌得越重
希望越高,失望越重
期望越高,失落越重
信任越大,伤得越重

终于明白这些词的用意。。。

曾经信任你,曾经优待你,曾经仰慕你,曾经尊敬你,曾经佩服你。。。
你却欺骗我,你却亏待我,你却不理我,你却不信我,你却伤害我。。。

一次又一次。。

越伤越深,越骗越多

关系越来越远, 话题越来越少,感情越来越淡。。。

Someone says that i sounded like an evil abandon woman seeking for revenge, well i dont mind you saying that but i am not any abandon woman...
and wat i mean is just a friend (whom i am damn close with but based on the reasons above i dont think he can b considered a close friend unless some changes is done by that other party)

I so hope that one again you will come here and read, you shd know where is the place that i normally go when i feel like crying~

i think i need to blog like my friend ald...thou mine is some mistrust by some person..
thou my case isnt as serious as that friend...
but
i have to admit...that really hurt a lot...
I so wish that you can feel how i feel right now and understand me more
but that is impossible
I have had enough of you, and i dont wish to be hurt in anyway anymore
you are just a normal friend and you hurt me as if i lost part of my limbs
but i guess losing my limbs wont b as hurtful as what u have been doing to me
All the mistrust and all the treeatment you give me
it will never be the same again

i have been hurt
i have grown up
i learnt a lesson
i hate being cheated
i hate being mistreated
i hate myself for being naive
i hate being like that...
and you are the one who causes all these to happen...

why do you need to do that to me??

But i realise that you are not worth my tears and my time, unless you make a move, or else i should
move on,
live strong,
never giving up,
and thank you for letting me learn a lesson for life


(P/S: y am i still thanking you when u start treating me like a 2nd class grade person when i shd b at least equal level as those younger generations? yea and i juz realise ur family is expanding without my notice...)