爬得越高，跌得越重~

爬得越高，跌得越重
希望越高，失望越重
期望越高，失落越重
信任越大，伤得越重

终于明白这些词的用意。。。

曾经信任你，曾经优待你，曾经仰慕你，曾经尊敬你，曾经佩服你。。。
你却欺骗我，你却亏待我，你却不理我，你却不信我，你却伤害我。。。

一次又一次。。

越伤越深，越骗越多

关系越来越远， 话题越来越少，感情越来越淡。。。

Someone says that i sounded like an evil abandon woman seeking for revenge, well i dont mind you saying that but i am not any abandon woman...
and wat i mean is just a friend (whom i am damn close with but based on the reasons above i dont think he can b considered a close friend unless some changes is done by that other party)

I so hope that one again you will come here and read, you shd know where is the place that i normally go when i feel like crying~

i think i need to blog like my friend ald...thou mine is some mistrust by some person..
thou my case isnt as serious as that friend...
but
i have to admit...that really hurt a lot...
I so wish that you can feel how i feel right now and understand me more
but that is impossible
I have had enough of you, and i dont wish to be hurt in anyway anymore
you are just a normal friend and you hurt me as if i lost part of my limbs
but i guess losing my limbs wont b as hurtful as what u have been doing to me
All the mistrust and all the treeatment you give me
it will never be the same again

i have been hurt
i have grown up
i learnt a lesson
i hate being cheated
i hate being mistreated
i hate myself for being naive
i hate being like that...
and you are the one who causes all these to happen...

why do you need to do that to me??

But i realise that you are not worth my tears and my time, unless you make a move, or else i should
move on,
live strong,
never giving up,
and thank you for letting me learn a lesson for life


(P/S: y am i still thanking you when u start treating me like a 2nd class grade person when i shd b at least equal level as those younger generations? yea and i juz realise ur family is expanding without my notice...)