Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Not my thing~~

Blogging has not been that appealing to me these few days coz i am real busy...with sumthing la...no point telling coz no one understands LoL

And the 2nd reason is that now that everything is over i dont have the mood to study as i am really really drained after so many thing to do

and the 3rd reason is that nothing really interesting is happening around me these few weeks. Even Chinese new year is not as interesting as it is at the past few years; I guess it muz b because i am getting OLD....sobz...

CNY used to be really interesting until when u hit an age where u are about to be an adult...u just realise u cannot shout like the kids...cannot go begging ang paus from elder ppl like wat u did when u are little, cannot run about like a kid and u have to sit down prim-and-proper so that u wont throw ur parent's face away when u meet ur uncles and aunts...

CNY has never been that bad until recently...dunno y...muz b bcoz i didnt celebrate CNy with my family ald la...every year there muz b some ppl missing fro the CNY dining table since my bro go UK ald...never complete...so tts y i guess i start not to like CNY ald...

when the whole family cannot get together and eat a proper reunion dinner during CNY then what's da point of having a reunion dinner at new years eve when the whole family is not reunion at all....with ppl missing from the dining table~

back to my topic...

i am so so so tired...mentally..no mood saja...some really unhappy things happen though so of them i am not directly involved...my frens are involved la...but still...

How to be happy when u have so many troubles in ur mind??
How to be in a festive mood when some of da family members are at somewhere else of da world?
how to celebrate when ur mind is worrying about something else more important...


haiyo~~~

Sigh...

3 Comments:

Blogger yNg said...

gong xi fa cai!!
u sound so down...try 2 cheer up la..
n wat happened to u?? can tell me..frens 4 so long dee wo....

4:13 pm  
Blogger amphibian sp. said...

is there anything worse than falling ill during cny?

3:29 pm  
Blogger {Wenying}© said...

yng -> nothing la..is me who is juz complaining saja =P

amphibian -> alamak...how come like that..then cannot celelbrate liao worr..u get well soon yea ~

9:48 pm  

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