~{红蔷薇]

Birthday Riddles^^

2008-11-26T00:09:00.004Z

1) What does every happy birthday end with?
2) What goes up yet does not come down?
3) Which burns longer...blue or pink birthday candle?
4) What age is important to car?
5) What is the beginning of eternity, the end of time and space; the beginning of every end and the end of every place?

p/s: the last question is not exactly a birthday riddle but it just sounds interesting... ^^

星愿

2008-11-25T14:53:00.002Z

星愿这部电影算是旧影片了吧...1999年的影片。。。10年有了吧。。。
最近又回想起片中我觉得值得大家学习的地方。。。
有空的时候慢慢回想。。。慢慢领悟到道理所在

洋葱头：“从小到大我一直都好想打电话到电台，不过一直都做不到，过两天我就要走了，我要做的事情也都做完了，所以我打过来试一下，其实没什么特别的事情。”
主持人：“那你什么都做好了，是不是觉得很开心？”
洋葱头：“比起之前几天，现在舒服多了。”
主持人：“前几天？那就是前几天很不开心了，为什么？”
洋葱头：“因为我看到世界最真实的一面。”
主持人：“真实？你不是要告诉我这个世界很丑恶吧？”
洋葱头：“不，这个世界一点都不丑恶。不过，当你用眼睛去看的时候，这个世界就不同了，原来用眼睛去看东西，你就会有贪念，想拥有她，霸占她，眼睛是会骗人的。”
主持人：“你这个说法到是挺特别的，可不可以详细的跟我分享一下？”
洋葱头：“我想跟大家说，试试不要用眼睛去看，希望大家在接下来的这一分钟里静静地闭上眼睛，用最单纯的心去感受一下这个世界，或者你会发觉一切都会有改变，原来用心去感受一下最美丽和开心的事物，你会有更多的想象空间滋润你的生活。”

是的眼睛的确是会骗人的，看见的一切不是全都是事实，有的时候，要学会相信自己。不要人云亦云。而且最重要的是要学会用内心看透他人的人格，觉得事情不对就不要盲目的往内钻，要懂得自拔。。。

现在又想看《星愿》。。。唉，又将会浪费96 分钟的时间。。。

超重的石头

2008-10-30T22:17:00.004Z

身上曾经有一块很大很重的石头
现在总算有力气把它丢得远远地
丢的越远越好再也不要看到它了
终于明白这看不到是干净的道理
事物变了朋友变了生活不一样了
曾经走过我二十二岁的人生的人
有好有坏有奇怪和神经有问题的
也有莫名其妙也有帮我不少的人
也有曾经是朋友却距离渐渐疏远
也有曾经是路人后来变成了朋友

奇怪莫名其妙神经有问题的那些
先想想是我还是他们自己的问题
搞清楚状况从中学习自己的错误
过后把他们一一封锁把他们删除
好的帮我很多的一定要好好答谢
在我生命留下美好回忆的不可忘
爱说我是非的自己最好小心一点
一定要知道做错事是会有报应的
话到头来我自己也需要时时记得
不要因为一些小事闹得鸡犬不宁
大人有大量要学习宽容不要计较
要会把大事化为小事过后变没事

根本不知道我在胡说八道些什么。。。怎样都好
石头已经丢掉了，因为是时候它/他/她应该从我的生活中消失了吧。。。
就算是超重的我怎样都一定要把它丢掉
过去就让他过去吧，现在的日子也比当时的好过多了
谢谢你把生活还给我 =）

忍字头上一把刀

2008-08-23T08:37:00.004+01:00

觉得我现在的家好像有什么spy 或者是cctv 类似的。。。
蛮恐怖一下。。。
就知道有些人到今天还是不可以相信的。。因为他们的任务就是当别人的间谍，其实应该听我朋友的劝告不要以为他人可以这么快的改变。。。人心不是一天两天就可以变的耶。。。
可是呢至少我有一个人类的生活，虽然无聊，没有像他人哪么精彩可是至少我不会在部落格说了别人一大堆东南西北。。。
是无聊了一点吧。。。。
可是至少我是开心的。。。
不需要像别人哪么精彩的人生，我当宅女我也快乐。。
这种人希望不会在出现在我的生活里吧。。。
忍耐世界里那些复杂又难理解的人
我想要简简单单的生活
很简单很简单很简单的
情愿生活里不多人。。。可是人都是可以相信的。。。
at least i go for quality xD

歐買尬！！

2008-08-06T23:01:00.003+01:00

歐買尬! 哀冬諾花得啊油偷金厄抱?

哈哈，我真的真的真的不知道从哪里学来这句台词。。。真的有够囧
意思是： Oh my god! I Dont know what are you talking about!!

怎样都好，现在我只有一句话要说。。。
欧买尬！！
真的不敢相信我的假期在pharmacy 里度过。。。
一天7.5 小时，一星期 37.5 小时。。。把我一年所学运用在30 天。。。
累咯。。。但我很开心因为财源向我口袋滚滚来 XD
还是要说一句
欧买尬！！
我星巴克新经理真的是他妈的糟糕，没有态度，没有内涵，好管闲事，爱做作，爱装聪明。。。
哎。。。经理。。。。别闹了。。。
差就要承认嘛对不对？人要会不耻下问，从错误中学习才会进步对不对？
带黑脸上班不是个好事知道吗？？

现在不止是冬諾花得啊油偷金厄抱，而且是冬诺花得吐度。。。
不知到怎样对付经理，只会空谈好像不是一个好办法。。

觉得如果我打算保住星巴克工作，是需要一个理智的计划才不会被那爱挑我的毛病，爱鸡蛋里挑骨头的人得逞。。。
歐買尬！！应该怎么办？？

人类的心

2008-06-21T00:16:00.002+01:00

穿梭一段又另一段感情中
爱为何总填不满又掏不空
很快就风起云涌
人类的心是个无底洞

这首歌熟悉吧。。。是的是的，就是那蔡健雅的无底洞。。。
不知为什么今天听起来特别有感觉。。

人类的心的确是个无底洞，摸不着，特别模糊，看不到底，都是一片黑，表里不一
有时候这些是需要我自己跳进那人心里的无底洞才知道那人类的心，是黑是白是红。。。
我也不知道
可是一旦掉进去，就知道永远没有退路，所谓的无法自拔。。应该是吧！

自己坐在电脑前慢慢地想，毕竟看过的人也不少。。不同阶层地，不同地位不同领域的。。。是时候要会分析人类的品格了
可是分析出来后，就会发觉好人不多，好朋友更是少之又少，自己永远都是一个人，自己奋战到底，身边可靠的人，除了家人好像也没有很多人了。
偶尔会有朋友的帮助，可是明白你的人又有多少？
有些人朋友一箩箩，知心的有几位？
表面朋友一大堆，可以相信的有几位？
即使可以相信的有那几位，愿意听你意见的又有几位？
听你意见的朋友也有了，但愿意改正你的人多吗？？
不知道各位有没有很多这一类可相信，又愿意听你的意见而且改正你的朋友
我只知道，我这一类的朋友，是可以用手指头数得出来
是因为我自己的固执，还是我那不相信人，爱起疑心的品格？

奇怪，今天的我感触特别多，有一种鼻头酸酸的感觉。可是也很庆幸我这部落格是个冷门部落格，不多人会来这里看，所以自己发言的机会也明显多了一点。。。
写着写着，又有好想哭的感觉。。
可能是那playback 超过20次的“无底洞”的旋律已打进我的心

人类的心的确是无底洞啊。。。
难于摸索

18 days b4 D-day

2008-06-19T14:33:00.003+01:00

我
想到世界各地走一走，留下足迹。。。
想要再用功读书。。。
想要有一个有光的未来。。。
想要好好孝顺父母。。。
想要好好努力达成自己的愿望。。。
想要减少人人因我而有的烦恼。。。
想要有一个没有很多烦恼的summer。。。
想要好好住在一个是人可以住的家，不要搬。。。
想要年年pass 考试。。。
想要毕业
想要对自己诚实一点。。。
想要对大家一视同仁。。。
想要改进自己的缺点。。。
想要问心无愧地做自己。。。
想要好好充分利用summer充实自己。。。
想要重新再来一次，做好一切。。。
想要好好利用这最后18天。。。

我
不要当垃圾
不要当废物
不要浪费自己的青春
不要对不起自己
不要过毫无意义的生活
不要重蹈覆辙
不要当败家女
不要可耻的历史重演
不要沦落到没有自尊的地步
不要当宅女
不要吊儿郎当地过日子
不要那么恶劣
不要没有品德
不要浪费这最后18 天

不知道会不会实现。。。可是人要有梦才有目标。有目标也要执行目标才会成功。
Wenying自己要加油一点！！

阿信就是阿信

2008-06-06T00:58:00.003+01:00

五月天阿信的部落格是一个我常浏览的网站。。
在半个小时之前看到这篇文章。。。
我希望我可以像他哪么的positive 就好。。。
希望我已经做到我的最好了。。。
大家加油！！

考試萬歲！ (2008-05-02 05:32)

祝福今年要奮戰的同學！咬牙忍耐，後面一定有更繽紛的日子在等著你。

又是五月。

在憂鬱與快樂中不停碰撞，終於慢慢長大的我們，人生中必定走過幾個悶熱而不安的五月。

不知道自己的明天在哪裡，只知道當時的自己，非常不願意的，把自己奉獻給那些永遠讀不完的書，背不起來的單字，搞不懂來龍去脈的公式。

坐在教室裡，趴在課本上發呆，看著桌子與黑板交界的地平線，幻想著考完試的那天，一定要找一個無人的山頭，將課本與參考書，一頁頁的撕下來，丟到熊熊的火中，讓他們永遠埋葬在灰燼之中。然後，輕輕的獻上我最叛逆的禮讚：「X！」。

我恨考試。那是十幾歲的我，第一次真正恨到的東西。

他讓我還沒來得及長大，就已經在教室裡老了

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废物

2008-06-06T00:17:00.002+01:00

本人要在2008年6月6日慎重的宣布，我是一个没用没大脑没上进心不要脸的猪头！！！！
很懊恼为什么自己考试不积极准备，临时抱佛脚还被佛踹一脚。每天口口声声说要在考试期间离电脑远一点，还不是天天坐在电脑面前，根本都不积极准备考试。
后悔有用吗？？
好像是没有
本人今年年纪也不小了，可是做事都没有想想前因后果，像个3岁小孩做事情一样，明知故犯
我应该要对自己的前途负一点责任，可是所剩时间无多，好像没有时间让我忏悔。
是不是很没用呢？？

应该是吧。我自己都觉得我是个废物了。

Lost Generation

2008-04-20T20:07:00.002+01:00

Lost Generation is an audaciously clever video from some 20-year-olds asked to predict where they will be at 50. They read out 200 words of pessimism which, when read backwards, produce a more positive message.

p/s: that was just damn cool =)

Bad bad bad...

2008-03-13T21:58:00.002Z

thought i was suppose to carry out my new term resolution like:
1. Stop work
2. study hard
3. watch less movies
4.spend less

but apparently i didnt carry out any of the above...
slacking all the while, always on youtube and some movies...
still on the same page of notes after 4 hrs...
got tempted on higher pay and higher position at work
omg....very very bad

I think the only resolution i need to set up for myself is to have determination...
as in REAL determination to carry out my new term resolution and make sure it is all talk AND action...

ok so what am i doing here now?

咖啡厅的小帅哥

2008-03-05T20:07:00.004Z

打工也有一段日子了。。。终于我打算停止一个我很享受的工作。。。

曾经在疯狂的工作，打了两份工，做工弄得我不成人形，手掌干得像树皮一样，烫伤的疤痕不计其数，可说是伤痕累累，脸也过度干燥。。。唉，何苦呢？
当过药房售货员,每个礼拜都需要穿的端庄，上妆就为了上班，打工时也要受顾客的气，还要好好的对每位顾客打招呼，人已经累得快跨了还是要保持那个非常有活力的精神（当时心里的OS应该是在诅咒他们吧 ^^），做完了工还要回家温习功课，洗衣做饭，搞得我好像在养一个家庭一样。。。

我也曾经在咖啡厅打工了有一段日子,虽然已经算是个专业的Barista, 但是代价可大了。。。身上从头到脚无数的伤都是因为这份工而来的，手是因为Steamer 的关系而搞得满手都是烫伤的疤痕。脚呢。。。哈哈是我一直不小心撞倒冰箱门和桌脚引起的，再不就是东西无缘无故掉在我脚板上 *痛痛痛痛*
可是这份工作也有它的好处。。。我已经被训练成一个超会喝咖啡的人。。把咖啡当水灌都行。。。对咖啡也有了一些的了解，而且还是一位称职的barista，latte 与 cappucinno 与 mocha 都难不倒我，区别和做法都了如指掌，也可以把牛奶打出几乎完美的泡沫，有点像广告中巧克力成型凝固前那种有质感的流动。。嘿嘿我还蛮骄傲的哩 ^^

好像很厉害对不对。。。我是不是成为一个富婆。。。钱很多了呢？？如果你这样认为那你就错了。。。是的，我也有赚了一点。。。可是目的是不要用父母的钱，但伦敦生活费很高，不足够 cover 开销，所以还是需要用到父母的钱。除此之外，做工的背后还是有那一段的辛酸故事。。
当朋友在搞聚会我却在默默的工作，当朋友去派对我也需要工作，朋友一大伙的去吃晚饭我也因为工作而无法出席。总而言之我是由于工作而失去了我的娱乐时间，失去见朋友的机会，渐渐的也与朋友失去联络。。。朋友也没了，时间也便少了，与家人沟通的时间少了，何苦呢?

于是我终于决定了放下我的工作, 重新当一位Full time student, 找回我应该有的Student Life , 放下工作的那个包袱。。。
可是我觉得我一定会很想念我的顾客。。。天天喝我泡的咖啡，还认得出我的那一些顾客，还有哪一位很爱喝美式咖啡 Tall Black Americano 的小帅哥，以及那位天天都报到就为了一杯 Chai Latte 的美女。。。有些已经是在街上都可以把我认出来的。。。

那一些打工的日子，可说是第一次经历。。毕生难忘。。。虽然我不喜欢我那位超机车的经理，但毕竟是他给了我第一份工作。。。我应该感谢他才对（虽然我是打从心底很不像和他做工，但是当时我没有选择啊）

还有很多很多工作的故事。。。用中文可能一辈子都写不完。。。以后就用英文写吧。。（总觉得我用电脑写中文的技术超烂，是时候停止了吧 =P）

OK 啦。。结束结束结束！！！

p/s: I am so gonna write in English next time...man that takes forever =.=""

如果

2008-01-27T10:58:00.000Z

如果坦白 = 失去一个朋友那我宁愿选择不要把话说出来，当作一切没有发生
如果沉默 = 多了一个仇人那我宁愿选择大声把心中的不满说出来

可是有些事情由不得我
想用沉默避免不必要的争执，结果换来的是一堆犀利+伤人+没有根据的指控和谎言
想用坦白避免伤了别人的心，结果换来的是一个异样的眼光+一个熟悉的陌生人

在这些时候，发现张惠妹的歌声其实是最棒的一个

“别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐”

那是一句名言，一个大家需要学习的一点，也是我在学习的一点。。。
有时候我们不需要因为一些他人的话+ 行为感到自责
当你觉得做过的事，问心无愧，对得起自己，就不要活在那自责的影子下

好久不见

2007-12-10T19:40:00.001Z

whoa... long time no see!! Absolutely have no idea when is the last time i am really blogging (as in proper blogs that i know what i am saying) it has been ages i admit due to the busy wenying with so many things to do these months...so haven't really got up here and blog...main reason is i got bored of my blog layout and design and stuff...at times i really feel like giving up that blog coz i hvae no idea what to do with it...sighh
anyway
it is only 15 more days to xmas as i speak!! this means that sch holidays has started and everyone is going back for xmas holiday so as usual i am here in this empty house with another hsemate of mine.... the other 2 left us ='( nahh..i am just joking, they went back for xmas holidays as well..
and this is when i really feel that this house is extremely quiet, there is only me left blasting music in the kitchen (guess what, the kitchen is really a warm place at this kind of weather) and i absolutely dont feel like doing anything at home...
And i am quite sure that i will be updating my blog after xmas..coz guess what, i am going on a holiday~!!!!! somewhere far from home...and i really hope i enjoy my trip there...
wait til i got back from my holidays and u will know where i go okayy!!!!!

努力与收获

2007-11-16T22:38:00.000Z

不努力哪会有收获？？我从来没有相信过不劳而获，可是事实就将在明天摆在我眼前，把我曾经相信的一切全变成假的。。。
啊。。。怎么可能？？？？？
没有付出的人不可能有收获！！！还要我拼了那老命，哪里知道有些人就是有了天时地利人和，就比我幸运一点。。。。
我不干心！！

习惯

2007-10-16T19:19:00.000+01:00

A life that is long gone but not lost....
i miss those days where i need not worry about anything...
and sitting in front of the computer just to go online
now i am doing everything on my own
not exactly everything but most things
settling a house, keeping it clean, checking the house and keeping it safe...
and need to think how to manage all the expenses ever since i move out
where can i get extras, where i can save
life has been pretty bad nowadays
and i do not have extra time to do anything else...
not even sitting in front of my computer and listen music
life has been pretty hectic these few days and i have to juggle my time around for so many things, between work and play and my own life
not even a day off...(ok rarely a day off)
learning to work fast and accurate...all the basics that i am suppose to learn like 10 yrs ago?
and all the ways to give in all my best in everything and make sure everyone is happy with everything..
it has been tiring..and very bad...
but i should say that i cant make it without my housemates, coz they are good ppl =)

honestly speaking i think i am getting really old these few days, and extremely clumsy as well...
one week i added at least 2-3 bruises on my legs and hands, my CNS is a little bit down these few days, and i keep forgetting things...
and i think i am lagging from the real world
that circle that i draw around me is getting smaller and smaller
things and people seems further and further away
having less time to go socialising...
miss meeting all my coursemates and fellow college-mates
only comfort i get is from the house i am in now
whatever is happening i still have to put up this face with the best smile that i can offer to everyone, pretending nothing is happening
(and i NEVER hide under my pillow and cry or do things similar to this)
i cannot backdown from little things like this, i have to live on since this is the life that i choose.
i take responsibility of the own life that i choose to have...
and now i know i have to search for the life that is long gone
i need to keep everything back on track....soon

and i mean it

灰姑娘传奇 II

2007-09-28T16:29:00.000+01:00

As i said on facebook i am going to write a sequel for cinderella...so now here i am in my super cold room + very slow internet writing my cinderella story。
All of us know that cinderella started off as a so-called maid with a stepmother and 2 stepsisters, and at the night where the prince is holding a ball, she met the fairygodmother and manage to attend. Like normal fairy tales, the prince and the princess (which is cinderella) will live happily ever after.
but does anyone of u ever think of what happen to cinderella after she and her prince charming met? when they say happily ever after, do u ever believe it?
I used to believe in fairytales like this for 21 years...but not anymore.
now let me tell u the sequel of MY cinderella story.... which is called 灰姑娘传奇 II

Cinderella and the prince got married and lived happily in the castle.
However this type of life doesnt really last long. After a year, things start to change.
The neighbouring country had attacked them and the prince and king will have to fight to defend the country. The men will go to war and the women and child will have to run away and hide. Cinderella and loads of women from the castle fled the castle to somewhere safer, whereas the men stayed behind and fight.
As they ran into the woods, cinderella got lost with the crowd and was stranded in the woods. She tried to find a way out but there were too many trees around and she had no idea where she was. She lived on fruits on the trees and water from the river and survived.
After 20 days she manage to find a way out of the woods. But she had the greatest shock in her life when she see all the houses are burnt down. Dead people were all around the streets and at some odd moment u hear people whining and crying due to the intense pain from their wounds. some had lost their family members.
Cinderella was determined to find her prince. So she went asking around for the prince and king's whereabouts. Walking towards the direction towards the castle she saw an unfamiliar flag near the castle entrance. She didnt hesitate and walk towards it.On her way, she met an injured guard that she knew who was from the castle.
"Please my lady do not go there...please...go away...run away..."
"Dear Soldier,have u seen the king and the prince? what happened to the country?what is that flag doing here? what happened to the castle? Tell me please!! "
"My lady, i am so sorry for not being able to protect the king and the country. The king and the prince has been taken hostage by the neighbouring country. They won the war and now took over the country as the leader. Guards from that country will be walking around, killing any people who disobey them. so please go, go hide yourself and do not come back..."

Upon hearing this, cinderella was sad. She cried and cried but to no avail. Unable to do anything else in her own country, she will have to leave this place and to the neighbouring country in order to find the prince and save him and the king. CInderella left the guard and walk towards the neigbouring country.
It took her another 20 days to walk to the neighbouring country. Her clothes are shabby and her shoes are all worn out. her face covered with dirt and her lips are dry. She no longer look like a princess anymore. Instead she looked as if she is back to her own self where she lived with her stepmother and stepsisters. She would have to start all over again. Her life is now back to square one. She realised that she is no longer a princess anymore. She, infact, is just another villager who has no money to buy herself a dinner.With no money and nowhere to stay, Cinderella ended up with this family who pitied her and let her do the housework. They do not know cinderella's status and let her stay with them. In return, she will had to do all the housework and become a full-time maid.
To start living wiith a difficult life all over again was never easy to anyone, not even a fairytale character like her. She had to start doing chores that she used to do a year ago before she went to the ball and meet her prince. Everyday she dreamt of seeing the prince or the fairygod mother who was always there to help her when she needed help.
But daydreaming isnt of any use when u are working for other people. She will have to come back from reality and start doing household chores like scrubbing the floor and the laundry. She no longer was the princess that everyone respected and admire. she no longer wear pretty gowns and expensive jewelleries. She no longer feeds on silver spoons and having dozens of maid to serve her. She is now just a normal villager, being looked down by people due to her dressing and her status. But she is determined to move on, determine to work hard and stayed on so that one day she can see her prince and the king being released from the prison so that they can go back to their own country....

I will leave the story here coz u know...things like this doesnt always happen in 10 - 20 days... u dont work for 10-20 days til u get what u want. Hard work is always needed to acheive what u want. I am not writing a true story about myself but what i can tell u is that this is what i learnt from my cinderella story. The idea of the story is pretty random from the start and i do not know why i can write and write all these load of rubbish for so long...
wait til i have time to continue with my 灰姑娘传奇 III

Today..

2007-09-15T16:10:00.000+01:00

Today wasnt a very good day...freaking weather i can't even drive properely...and almost cant see the road and this is just te 1st time i am driving after 354 days!!
and that is not the point...there are other reasons which i think it's not a good day..
saw something that is not very pleasing
did something that i dont really like...
missed out something that i like.....
and therefore i am not very happy (to b honest kinda angry also..and sad of course...)
haih some person never have eyes to see what is happening around
so near yet so far if that is what are saying
and i guess the person involved wont know..
coz i never say anything =P nvm let it be i dont want the person to know... or sometimes wasnt very keen to show the person my existence or my whereabouts...
since that person has nothing to do with me
but what the heck why did i mind so much if that person is a someone on the streets????
but if it is 曹格 having concert in penang which i didnt know and didnt manage to get in then i would reallyreally mind...T___T i wan to go listen him liveee!!!!
neways...just babbling all the way so consider everyhting here rubbish...

p/s: honestly speaking i have no idea why am i saying this??

Notes of the day~

2007-09-08T12:45:00.000+01:00

1st i have to congratulate that friend of mine who had just found his other half =D

and i have to thank those who help me survived this summer holidays!!! small boy and sotong...u both are the best =D summer will be kinda bad without u both..coz now i am rotting in my room.... and i just realised that i am glad that u both actually took up the job...or else i will really cry over here

not to forget i need to thank my flatmates coorperation all the while thou they are all around the world right now =D or else finding houses will not be any good

and the siao chaborr from ULSOP that turned me into a hyper chaborr... (all ur fault la, my image all gone...but no worries i still love u XD)

and the sotong queen who helped me through my studies all this while =D and on MSN and facebook and all sorts...haha chatting almost everyday make me love u more!!! mwahahaha

and the 3 musketeers from IC. the rotten milk guy the old man who gave me a new name(which i dont like it...) and the mushroom, u guys are great....or else IH will be quite boring...kinda miss the times where we are able to sit together and eat dinner thou the food are sometimes kinda disgusting. And all the bday surprises we gave to each other =D its kinda good u know...
make sure u guys ask us for dinner sometime or pay a visit to we 3 other lonely souls during any holidays

i am glad that i met u all on 2006/07

why am i doing this?? coz i am leaving this place really soon and before i forget everything that has happen this spring/ summer or last autumn/ winter....i really need to thank u all =D

funny how time past so quickly without all of us noticing...and did u guys realised something...all of us are getting old(i mean mature)...after having the most dramatic experience of getting a place to stay for the coming semester

and not to forget...my 21st. Cool, my life is surrounded with my 2nd husband aka laptop on that day...haha i never know computers are that good to make my day.
but no worries...now payback time...since i am going back...i will make sure u guys will be out with me at least once....
and i will be going after my brother's new MP3 which he promised to give me if everything goes well for me.
and i miss my karaoke sessions. and the hair salon!!! and the huge building next to my house which provides me unlimited air conditioning supply~

and btw Happy 21st birthday to Pinky!!! the woman who never want to grow up!!(i understand that coz i never want to grow up too =D)

p/s: Edward Li make sure u remind me to take a picture of ur favourite banana tree!!! i will try to take a picture of it for u !!! hahaha

你把我灌醉

2007-09-05T13:29:00.000+01:00

你把我灌醉 -- 黄大炜
开往城市边缘开把车窗都摇下来
用速度换来一点痛快孤单被热闹的夜赶出来
却无从告白是你留给我悲哀
哦爱让我变得看不开
哦爱让我自找伤害
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拼命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎爱得收不回
唔……
猜最好最坏都猜
你为何离开可惜永远没有答案
对我你爱的太晚又走的太快
我的心你不明白
我梦到哪里
你都在怎么能忘怀
你那神秘的笑脸是不是说
放不下你是我活该

Nice song for a peace of mind when u are really worked up and stress up....
neways nothing much to blog these few days. and was quite bz with some stuff...only will update from tmrw onwards...
and will try to edit the side bars...might delete some things over there...have no idea why this blog looks pretty screwed up when using different computers/web browser to open the webpage thou it looks perfectly fine on mine....
wait til i know how to fix it...

wont be here til tmrw then =D
and in a few days time i will be on the plane again!! The dreaded 13 hr flight which i am looking forward for it
very contradicting huh...

Hohoho...

2007-08-15T15:04:00.000+01:00

Hoho i just realised something...
I am going to celebrate my 21st birthday in LONDON!!!

haha London baby...
and the "best" part is that my 21st is not going to be with family and friends...
ALONE~! *eyes open wide*
wat the heck man...i guess its going to be an experience..
so...

I DONT CARE!!
ppl if u are reading this and if i am going back..BEWARE!!! I will make sure that u guys made up for my 21st!!! i dun care when is it but I WANT my 21st bday celebration back......
i am going to wait til that day...
Everything else can wait....

私奔到月球

2007-08-15T00:48:00.000+01:00

Oh well the existence of this blog is pretty useless since i really ran out of things to write and no one ever bother to look. So i will just brag about anything. just in case i forget.
ok people 1st things listen to mayday's song!!

私奔到月球 -- 五月天　陈绮贞
very sweet song. Ashin from mayday is obviously the best...always the best
and the gal 陈绮贞 has a very unique voice i shd say...
think they sang it in their world tour concert and yeap ghee went to watch their concert!!
*envious*
learn that song ppl so when i go back to malaysia we are going to go karaoke-ing!! and sing that!! i wonder whether this song will be out in red box by the time i am back. Hmmmm....
*note: Mayday official website is at my sidebar. and yes their music too. go to the playlist at my sidebar and start listening*

And yes, not to forget.. 苏打绿 Soda Green.A taiwan band. no idea when they start singing. Omg the lead singer is a guy but he has a voice of a girl/guy/whatever u call. I dont think any guy will have that kind of voice.And that applies to girls also. I really have no idea whether to categorise the lead singer's voice as a male/female voice...
and their official website is way coollll....haha London underground map in action xD can actually see circle and district line. But the annoying part is with their under construction link. haha instead of saying Under construction, its with a very "englishman way of speaking chinese" slang of "还没通车" LOL quite funny.But i would say its a very creative website.
official website : http://www.sodagreen.com.tw/
try listening to their songs if you are interested. try youtube. I personally like the song 小情歌．

And lately(ok just today) was listening to W-Inds. I dont know whether it is popular in Malaysia but apparently its very popular in Taiwan. Again the lead singer's voice doesnt really sound like a male. OMG. It's a japanese group of 3 guys. very young ppl.... Their songs are not that great but it sorta bring me back 6 yrs younger when i was in F3 and was really mad and enthu bout all these singers!! Awww how i wish W-inds was popular at that time(or how i wish i know their existence at that time). I am pretty sure that i will really love them during those times =D

Was talking to my friend online the other day and he is telling me that nothing is going right for me during this summer. I had to agree with him. Now that i had settle some of the things that i am suppose to sort out, i kinda feel as if i dun have a life...wait i shd say i really do not have a life. I dont watch movies in cinema. No one is at home/ in their room with me. Siblings are all busy. So i was now living practically on my own. The time i am talking properly to human is during dinner time and that's it. 1 hr max. And i have to help ppl to settle their things. since they think that i am so free. Ok what if i am so free. No one ever appreciates what i do. In fact i had to deal with loads of ppl with all different kind of situations.And some things are even none of my business. But i think i do it for the sake of helping them. they wont thank me for doing it. they wont appreciate me for doing it. But at least i know if i didnt do what i promised to do i will feel so bad. I dont like doing things but i cant stand things not being done properly by someone else. Busybody u mean XD

loads of bragging and complaining. But anyway. please. DO listen to the songs that i mentioned above and try to visit that Soda green website. Haha cool London tube map =)

p/s: next post coming up soon...before i totally lost my internet connection

where my home is:::....

2007-08-09T02:50:00.000+01:00

Ideas from bitter stickgirl

Awwww......

2007-08-09T01:58:00.000+01:00

For the 1st time in my life i miss home....

especially when i looking around in google maps
saw my house, my high sch, my friend's house and a lot more places...
and for once i wish i was back home instead of staying here coz there are so many things to worry about...

hope everything goes allrite and i will be able to go home soon =)

Question:
Spot my house =P (no rewards for getting it right)

Can't find it? Ask me

I miss shopping with mummy and daddy thou they never allow me to buy a lot of things
I miss my friends (but even if i go back i wont be able to see them since they are all around the world) and i really feel like talking bout everything under the sun with them=D
Ok honestly speaking i live my life by talking to the 4 walls in my room most of the time.

This post aint gonna be long coz i will be updating soon and no one will come here and read..so what's the point of saying so much??

p/s: i have a feeling that internet connection is going to get cut off soon...yikes !!

失业阵线联盟

2007-07-09T14:01:00.000+01:00

现在是个人人都不online 的季节，平日当我 online时都会看到其他网友仿佛是心有灵犀一点通，不说大家都会一起上网。但是由于时间之差，我好像与世隔绝一样，人人都在暑假时回家，剩下我一个人呆在这里。。。不要问我为什么事事都不顺利，工作上也遇到种种问题的我还呆在这里，故事很长。。相信与我的typing speed 是不可能type完的。总而言之，这几个星期只能用“衰”，“惨”和“倒霉”形容吧~！

部落格里的文章似乎越来越闷了，没有题材嘛。。怎么样写？？？

不管了。。

住在宿舍里也有一段日子，我终于了解失业的滋味，各位失业游民，本人可以体会你们的心情。天天呆在家，不是吃就是睡觉，再不然就是到街头上走走，呼吸“新鲜”的空气（这里是没有新鲜空气的=P）。走在街头上也不是这么安全，最近几天一直听到什么恐怖分子试图搞破坏，车子内含有炸药，钉子等等，再不然就是由什么人把燃烧着的车子撞进机场。。。事情发生前的6个小时我还在案发现场。。。气候也不是很好，天天都在下雨，有些地方都已经开始淹水。。。所以天天都是对着我房间里的四面墙。。闷啊！！！

说实话，我这些暑假住在宿舍里的日子是我自己咎由自取的，难得我可以回家享受假期，自己却告诉父母说不要回家。。现在自己一个人闷着无所事事游手好闲还不失因为自己的固执而造成的？？

闷着的时候又想为我的部落格换换新面貌，可是我的Internet 往往被咔，所以从来没有采取行动，有时候也想终止这个部落格，况且没有人会看，我有时候也懒得在这里写长篇大论，也从来不敢把我心里所想的一切写下来，而且最重要的事是我也不清楚这个部落格存在的理由。。。这下子的我如果把我的部落格终止的话，我可真是个名副其实的失业游民！工作也没，当Blogger 这“职业”也差不多没了，那我当什么好呢？没工作就不能去shopping!! 毕尽用父母的＄＄逛街购物不是我今年暑假留下来的理由！！

给我一些事情做嘛。。。宁愿一天到晚都在忙也不要天天在电脑前发呆！！

Note: 刚刚发现昨天是7/7纪念日，虽然与我无关，但发现这一堆花在我宿舍附近的地铁站，很特别eh，蛮有创意的。Underground signboard 用花做成的喔。。

还有这个。。哈哈想不到槟城极乐寺在地铁站也挺出名的 xD

Apa ini?!?!?!

2007-06-20T21:55:00.000+01:00

Imagine this...
u decide to leave to go on a holiday/trip and the journey is just basically made up of loads of water
u decide to spend ur summer holidays well by doing some meaningful stuff and what happens is that no one is actually taking u seriously
u decide not to sit at home and waste time but u dont know what to do outside

I can say that the weather is the thing that gets me into my bad mood. These few days it has been raining. It started raining when i decided to go on a trip to visit my friend and the rain just never stopped!! For 5 freaking days it has been raining. And i dont have an umbrealla/raincoat!!

Went visiting a friend at her uni on thursday and it started with rain, rain and more rain. And before those days that i left the place it is not raining at all. So hot that u will just melt under the sun. Who knows that the weather changes so quickly!! umpredictable weather...$%^&^%#$^

So with all summer clothes(and without any umbrella and any shoes that are actually waterproof--NO wellingtons btw) i went to visit my friend and as i step out of the train its raining... =.=''' and it rains during the whole evening throughout the night. So i had to stay indoors.

<---In bullring shopping centre with Xan =D And to birmingham....it rained too..it looks fine in d morning and as afternoon approaches it starts to rain AGAIN!! and apparently i heard that its so bad til some parts of that area is actually flooded!! But one good thing is i actualy stayed in the Bullring shopping centre without going out anywhere further or else this will be much worse. And on a saturday....it has been raining since early morning and there is a BBQ party scheduled in the evening. Good thing is that the rain stopped for an hr during the evening so the bbq can be continued. But having bbq at an open field means the field will be very wet and full of mud...and thus there goes my shoes T____T and on our way back...as expected, it rained again.
<---School days (Note: my eyes just dont look normal...spot me~!) And now to the evening/night. there is a clubbing event call school days at my friend's uni so all of us went. Good thing is it doesnt rain at night so that prevent us from being drenched when going to party. And when we are in the club, something unexpected happened(2 things to b exact). One of my friends got drenched from head to toe with Carlsberg!! Some idiot who are at the top of the club actually poured down beer to people at the dancefloor!! the club (which is part of the student union) actually consist of 2 storeys. The upper one serves as a bar where people normally drink. and the lower ones serves as the dancefloor. The student union actually looks like a stage/ halls with upper seating. And one of the idiots upstairs just poured beer from the top. I consider myself being kinda lucky coz i am just standing next to the person who got drenched!! but my shoes and legs smells like carlsberg after that. and the next thing...a fire alarm went off in the sch bar!! FIRE ALARM~~~ OMG how can that happen to a club!! especially when there isnt any fire!! and no one is smoking too!! This is what i called total madness and in d end all of us are chased out of the student union for at least half an hr and all of us spend at least half an hr waiting to get in and continue our clubbing event xD

Me with my shades XD

I stayed there til monday morning and when i arrived at the train station...it rained..again!! and this time is heavier than usual...and i dont have an umbrella!! and with my luggage!! I just look like those typical tourist who got stranded at a station/tourist that got lost in the big city..haha
and more things to settle right after i came back. things to settle with my sch, my hallmates, my family...everything just popped out together waiting for me to settle. everything is just not right on that day... Yikes...

And now i am left here...wondering why nothing turns out right these few days
Hope everything will change to the better in the next few days/weeks/months
i guess i need to start saying more of the 吉利话 such as things like 恭喜发财，事事顺利 and stuff like that....and not to forget 财源广进 money faster come!!
coz i am running out of cash!! cant even pay my rent T___T
havent experience these kind of life til today
Need a change of luck!!!
And neeed to learn how to save money!!!!

Time Machine 时光机

2007-06-06T23:18:00.000+01:00

好后悔好伤心想重来行不行
再一次我就不会走向这样的结局
好后悔好伤心谁把我放回去
我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机

Time machine....
I just love those fancy things....
coz i want to go back
back to the past
doing things that i should have done in the past 20 yrs
changing all the wrong decisions that i had made
doing things that are right
rash decisions made will ruined ones life
will change everything in just a split second
i just wanna go back
and treasure those ppl around me more
treat them better
and do the right thing and stop disappointing people
stop ignoring friends
stop losing touch with them
reconnect with them and their lives
tell them that i treasure friends like them
i finally realised this
when u are just lost in the middle of nowhere
friends are always the ones who keep u company
and make sure that u r still in good shape
when u feel like all comes crashing down
friends are always there to make sure things are allright
thus
i need to learn to appreciate
i need to learn to love
those who are always there for me
friends, family.... everyone
i need to go back to the past
to thank them
to do what is right and learn to appreciate them more
i need a time machine
Time machine

我与我的北极星

2007-05-15T00:00:00.000+01:00

北极星的眼泪
像断了线消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去你的脸
再等一会奢望流星会出现
愿如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远

北极星的眼泪说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱不见

再等一会奢望流星会出现
愿如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远

北极星的眼泪说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱不见

当对的人等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边

北极星的眼泪说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱不见

整个宇宙都流眼泪

北極星是指任何時候最靠近北天極的顯眼的恆星。北极星是天空的中心点，天上最闪耀的星星，为人指出方向。。。
我正需要那一颗北极星，管它是以什么方式呈现在我眼前，我就是想要一个让我向前走的推动力，在面对困难时候能一步步走向前的毅力，给我一个人生目标的中心点。。。需要那股力量让我在这困难重重的环境下好好地成为我自己。。。
许多许多的事情在围绕着我，有时候会被这些事情逼得透不过气来，曾经有想要放弃的那一刻，曾经有想逃避现实的那一刻，但到最后没有解决的问题都会把我拉回到原点。。。
所以说，我需要我自己的北极星，是那股推动力也好，我的朋友也好，我家人也好。。就希望有个能在我跌倒时让我站起来，好让我有个心灵寄托。。。

遇到这些那么烦的人，真的会短命几年。。。

女人就是女人。。麻烦多多，我都没你们那样的问题多多。。。（越想越生气。。。grrrr）
救命啊。。。试问为什么简简单单的事情你们这些人要把它搞得那么复杂，而且把责任推到我头上？？
给我一颗北极星，找到我的中心点，好让我知道要从哪里开始！！
好烦耶！！

p/s: to those who dont know what the heck i am saying...just ask me next time =) and if i am in a good mood i will tell u

蔷薇的无奈

2007-05-02T01:35:00.000+01:00

I have no idea what i am doing at 2am blogging bout those not so important stuff of the day....

It's just this sudden urge to blog and tell everyone that i am frustrated bout everything!!! and the worst part is, i do not know why!!! everything is running pretty smoothly for me these few days (apart from the atomic absorption spectrometer going on strike when i am trying to use it today, which is quite funny)...

I need determination to move on and i need someone to make sure i am working hard for exams!! I believe almost all of my friends who are in university are studying really hard for the end of year exams... and i probably should be doing the same. But here i am...blogging again when i am suppose to start figuring out what my lecturers arae saying for the past few months (yeap yeap i am a baddd student~~)

btw recently read this online story that ghee introduced to me called “第一次的亲密接触” It is a really simple yet touching story. Simple chinese (which is what i need coz my Mandarin sucks to the max) and simple story line, without bombastic words...yet i really have no idea such simple words manage to touch my heart!! this shows that simplicity is good!! It starts off with the author who is chatting with this person that he doesnt know online. And the story goes on. It wont take long to finish that story so its worth reading (thx to ghee for such good recommendation of stories)

Indeed i need to start brushing up my mandarin. I think i am getting worse and worse in my mandarin and my hokkien. Although i still can carry on a conversation well in chinese but i have a feeling i wont be able to write properely in chinese and i start to forget how to write a lot of words, especially now i only write chinese using the computer there isnt any chance where i had the opportunity to write in chinese....(oh well u dont do assignments using chinese so how will u have thtat much time to write in chinese?)

Oh yea... btw try listening to this song 北极星的眼泪 by Nicholas 张栋梁. very sweet song. very emo song too (in my opinion) I guess that singer really did put in his heart when he sings tts y it just sounds so right.In my opinion, if a song can touches your heart, it will be a good song. If you can actually feel what the singer is trying to convey then it is a good song. And i seriously think this song is so sweettt.....

北极星的眼泪说不出的想念原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪你哭红的双眼被淋湿的诺言淹没在心里面我抬头看着爱不见

tts the chorus part of the song...seriously it melts ur heart!!

(me being hyper XD)

okok me being very random.

Anyway, I have no idea why is this post up... just feel like writing something since nothing is going into my brain...i am meant to work hard and now i am slacking and wasting my time T__T
(oops did i just say that just now?)

Okok back to work!! But i seriously doubt it

*sigh*

p/s: Dont ask me what my post title and blog title means coz i have no idea!!

~{ 红蔷薇]

2007-04-21T01:50:00.001+01:00

Time for a change...

Presenting the new layout of my blog!!!

I have been using the old layout of my blog for quite some time, it's about a year if i am not wrong. My friends had told me to change for a very long time but I never did. So finally 2 days ago i started changing the layout and i want it to be very different from the last one.

And i decided to change the title of my blog. No more Simply me. I am not that simple. A lot of things are happening around me and its not as simple as u see. U need to learn as this is part and parcel of life. I can't stick to the old me where i never bother bout anything. I had been neglecting all the responsibilities that i had to take. So i decided to change........

haha all load of rubbish!! The main reason I actually decided to change is becoz the old blog title sounds so childish!!! Maybe the new title is not any better but at least its less common and it suits the layout!! and for some reason i love the word 蔷薇. Sounds so classy but actually its in the same family as plants like roses.

Changing the layout is not easy business for me coz i am not good in computer. All the pictures had to be downloaded from the internet and i have to go through them and pick... editing the pics are also hard work, especially when u are not using adobe photoshop and using some simple programme such as paint. And the best part is , i need to learn what are those computer language!! U might think that i am mental to actually take so much time to change a layout. I can actually choose those templates provided by the host. But i just want it to be different. It's MY blog. Thus i want it to have more of me and my ideas in.

And one thing... that woman at the top and the bottom of the page is not my favourite singer/actress. I am just allright with her. It just happened that i have this pic of her which is quite nice and it can be used as a header so i decided to change it. Btw, its Elva Xiao 萧亚轩. She acted in Infernal affairs 1 ,and played a really minor role in it. And her songs are kinda okay, thou i have to say i love Jay Chou more =) But i have to say she is hawwwt ^^

oh yea not to forgot the song 蔷薇 is sung by Elva!! (highly recommended song)

This new layout is not completely done...minor touches still had to be made. but i kinda miss my old layout now coz my old layout has animated stars as background!! And this is not animated!!
But the main aim is to keep it simple so i guess i cant put in too many fancy stuff in it. I was thinking that it is now kinda complicated already so i better stop adding more and more stuffs in.

So ppl do tell me what else i need to add in/ take out to make it more interesting!! thankzzz

Wenying's Ten Commandments

2007-04-11T23:47:00.000+01:00

Oh well its not exactly the 10 comandments, it's just some tag where u are suppose to write down 10 things about you which is weird/little known. Time to see what is wenying like... and see how well u know me ^_^

在前几天上网时候，其中一个网站看见这张照片。是朵白玫瑰 -- 流血的白玫瑰。对这花一见钟情。它高贵中带着忧伤，优雅里藏着伤悲哀。就像一些人，拥有坚强的外表，脆弱的玻璃心，一碰就碎。
It just has this sentimental value to me coz it reflects a lot of things to me. What a pretty flower.

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

I have a short term memory…
As in really really short term memory…can’t remember things clearly
I will always need a record for everything and need to repeat the same things to myself for the N times before I remember…even on books and stuff…and my own mobile number. There is once where I have this Maxis number for a few months and I never remember my number…and I only know it starts with a 012. (p/s: N is a variable in this case…)

There is also a something that i am very sure that no one will believe me. I might look very noisy in front of you, I might look very hyperactive and bubbly, but deep down inside I don't really fancy talking...seriously, especially when i am in my room. I always like to be alone in my room where no one will frantically knock on my door and talk. I always enjoy being alone with the peace and serinity with my music player playing my music. I am more of a person who loves being alone undisturbed when at home. My room is everything to me...mind you. (And strictly no intruders!! NO one gets in without asking me/ me inviting )No one comes knocking on my door just to say hello and walk away after that, or talk nonsence at the doorway. It just doesn't feel right doing so. The only time where i enjoy talking is when i am with people that knows me inside out, or people that i trust enough, or when i am hyper. So if u see me keeping quiet....means u are looking at the real me. Sometimes sitting alone in my room might look as if i am antisocial, but i am not that bad yet. Talking is just so not my thing...sometimes.
p/s: the only time to get me talking is to get me out of my room!!!

I am also a contradicting person.
I like clubbing but I don’t like techno and dance hits.
I am addicted to chocolates and have a phobia on chocolates at the same time.
I like being at home and I love going out at party at the same time (so I party in my room?!?! That doesn’t sound right)
I love being alone and I love being with people.
I am noisy but i dont like talking.

And for some weird reasons…I sometimes do dream bout me being "designer labelled" dressed like Paris Hilton with extra large Chanel/ Gucci sunshades with a huge Chloè / Fendi / Dior /Prada bag with Jimmy Choo shoes and some vintage MiuMiu/ Prada dress and holding a LG Prada phone or a D&G Motorola Razor V3 phone thou I am not a fan of bimbos like Paris Hilton (oops if I offended any of her fans) Or have a wardrobe fulled of Ralph Lauren/ DKNY/ Tommy Hilfiger/ Miss Sixty. Hence the Devil wears Prada ( I love that show for the number of those oh-so-glamorous clothes they have ~) wahhh serious day dreaming!!!! And i am NOT a Paris Hilton fan! (oh no...contradicting myself again =.=''')

I am a perfume freak. I love perfumes…and collect them. But I never remember to use them coz I tend to forget. This is because I have a very short term memory. And I tend to have bottles of them with the same smell but different brand…what a waste of money.

And I HATE it when I see others having the same things as me...especially if they are wearing the same clothes as me/ same shoes as me/carrying same bag as me when I am using it. The worst moment is when u see 4 other person wearing the same coat as you when u r d 1st person to get it!! Exact same thing!! Omggggg this is considered “pantang” for me and I won’t tolerate with that…and the worst part is that it took them forever to realize that they wear the same coat as me when it only took me 5 seconds to realise that!!! (I just want to be different but this is a really bad way to be different xD) Message to earth-lings :Don't dress like me coz I'm not trend starter!!

I used to have serious shoe and handbag fetish. I think most girls would love shoes and bags like me. But it’s just that I don’t have money!!! Whenever i walk into stores, the 1st thing i will touch is bags and i will just grab one nice looking ones and stare myself at the mirror (thou i have no intention of buying.) There are times where u can see me walking to and fro of the mirror carrying different bags each time while waiting for my friend to shop.If i shop for things for myself i will get high. Whenever I buy shoes/ handbags I will feel guilty on the 1^st few days (except for the recent ones which I seriously love)…but after that I will be happily using them and craving for more. But now I have been much better than usual…at least I stop walking into shops and buy shoes and handbags. Coz I want to b a good girl and save money =) *with that act cute look*
(p/s: I doubt anyone believe that statement but its true!!)

I like things to go according to plan, no matter how big/ small the plan it is. It JUST has to go according to plan. I do not like unpredictable stuff. And I really do hate it when something or someone pops up and messes up my initial plan coz I hate making changes to plans and stuff. You can call me stubborn or what-so-ever but yes I hate changing plans after a final decision is made in a particular matter. And beware…no one screws my plan up at the very last minute or else I won’t be a happy bunny (u have been warned *chuckles*) One thing i can tell u is that i will be in panic mode and will be fuming if my plans are screwed up by a person or some other unforseen circumstances. I dont have the patience to wait and stuff, even thou it's just waiting 5 mins, for example, for the bus. I always check the time of the bus/train/any other mode of transport before actually leaving the house and strangely enough i will memorise the time where a bus will come and such so that i will have alternatives just in case i missed the 1st bus. This shd b able to show how much I need things to go according to plan!! Punctuality is important!!!!

I love having loads of things around me. Thus the number of things in my room is unimaginable. Though I don’t use almost half of the things in my room, I just like the idea of having loads of things to make u feel contented. My study table has to have loads of things thou they are not academically related. My bed has to have loads of pillows thou I don’t use all of them. The wardrobe has to have loads of clothes though I don’t wear all of them. Or to b exact an empty room sucks. My room is my everything...so means i am practically married to most of the stuff in my room =) especially all my shoes and bags!

I cannot understand why people can’t just arrange their files and folders properly in the computer. There are folders such as “my music” and ‘my pictures’ but I have seen too many ppl who won’t want to use those folders well. I just cannot accept the fact that the music and picture file are scattered around the computer without arranging it. And I have a habit of naming every single song that I hear with the complete album title and album artist and song title. Or else I won’t be listening to the particular song. And I do not like desktop icons. I love my computer to be “desktop icon” free and I will try my best to get rid as many desktop icons as possible.

Oh well i cant be bothered to tag everyone back coz i am pretty sure that no one will do this.Blame that ghee for doing this to me.

p/s: I dont think that what i write is something weird/ little known. Ppl who know me shd know this XD

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2007-03-21T22:49:00.000Z

Have been to loads of places since I last blogged...
Have been running ard for every 2 days just to get my friends bday surprise done properely and to get all those super tempting sushi and to some game arcade to have a good shout and for stress relief sessions...

Yea and some bowling!!!

i had never done bowling back in malaysia i think (awww..how sad can I be~)
but i am serious..i had never been to any where in malaysia to go bowling..and my very 1st bowling sessions is in UK...
and yea i suck in bowling...as in seriously suck in that...

and i have a very unglam pose of bowling (which i initially wanted to post it up, but it's just so not right, thus choose to save my own skin and save all those embarrass moments of mine XD)

And the scores are quite embarassing too....lets see....

I didnt start off well...and was trashed by the others right from the beginning....and it looks as if i still have a chance to catch up since there are still a few more rounds to go...

And i thought that i will be lucky after that....

But it didnt seem to well in the end....yikes i ended up with the worst score that i had ever seen....

the highest is 113 and i only get 39????

omggg this is badddd.....

haha blame all of them for being so good in this...

***there shdnt be any bowling sessions right from the start as we are meant to head for some cheap and nice sushi. But anyway all of us are easily distracted and got dragged to the arcade and there is where everything starts and where all the money will go =(***

neways in the arcade i too tried on playing bumper car that i have not touched for a few years!! haha now that i can drive (with a licence back home) driving that is not a problem. So means its car bumping time!! feels so good coz u cant speed and start hitting other's car as u wish (thou i have to admit i once hit my classmate's car last september)

bringing back the inner child of me (blablabla...full of crap...)

And we found bubble milk tea on the streets of UK...wah miracles sometimes do happen u know!!
and all those bubble tea are made of real fruit!! wahh very nice...especially those black tapioca in it!! (and btw its not called "black balls" it just sounds so wrong!!) thx to william for treating me the watermelon and honey dew bubble tea!!

That is one of the days when i am out...and i have been to the same place 2 days after.. and 5 days after the 2 days...OMG whywhywhy!!!

And i went to some other university for some stupid talk again...just taking that opportunity to go to other universities and look around...and yea i was quite right about my sch coz my sch is very small!!! that uni didnt have such a good reputation but considering its size i think it is quite big already..compared to what I have now...oh well i better learn to appreciate my school!! But i have to say getting away from where i am now is kinda fun coz u get the opportunity to look around and get around with ur friends =D

btw that pic above is my sch, during snow time, which is somewhere ard end of january or early febuary...

And I stopped here for a few days...and never manage to continue the post until recently after there is this powercut where i can't use my computer to write this post down...

and now i shall continue with the things that i am suppose to write

I have a statement to make today...
from 16/3/2007 Wenying is officially terrified of a number...
which is the number "2" a.k.a. "two" in English a.k.a. "dua" in malay a.k.a. ‘二’ in chinese...

coz we have to made loads of confetti made up of the letter 2...

coz its william's 22nd b'day!!
Happy belated bday william!! (thou i had already said that ages ago)

And to carry out the plan (or the prank that scare the hell out of him xD) we had to make posters which has the number 22 on it, steal paper from the lecture theatre to make a giant poster of 22 on it, place a "any hole will do " poster on his door , and stuffing loads of confetti made up of the number "2" under his door. Imagine how much of embarassment my hallmates had to go thru to get everything done on that day....running around posting all those very funny posters ard the hall (which is all torn down by the person in charge in d halls), trying to put stuff underneath the room door and look as if we are trying to break into the room, taking up posters at some public places in London (and looking retarded at the same time). But i have to say that they did a really good job in carrying out the plan and scaring him to the max!!

but i hope u wont be angry bout what we had done...its meant to b a surprise!!!! and i think we did really well right?

Righttttt??????

neway after all those prank we manage to bring him to some restaurant to have a really filling and satisfying dinner (if u compare to the halls) and we had a good time there. And the cream fight in that restaurant is NOT fun okay...

coz i dont like cream fights...
and its super embarrasing to shout in a restaurant with all eyes on you...

Well ur 22nd bday is obviously fun, seeing that everyone of us have a good time on that day..and YES i forgive u for slamming those cream on my face after 20 minutes!!!

p/s: this post is written right after we have our power supply back after 6 hrs...and omg i shd say staying in london without electricity on a cold windy day is not good. The corridors are spooky and u can't even see things in front of u, my friend nearly slammed into the door coz she cant see anything!! not even the colour of the door!! very chaotic i would say. And our rooms are freezing cold!! The heaters arent working! that means no hot water!!! the moral of the lesson : learn to appreciate thhe presence of electricity!!

Shows and more shows...

2007-03-04T06:12:00.000Z

Went watching this Merdeka: the Rock musical with some friends on a friday night after much persuasion by friends and family. (yeap, my brother) It is a musical run by KCLMSS and its a 3 day event.

"Seng is a simple, young bicycle repairman in the restless Singapore of the mid-60's, his only joys in life being the wellbeing of his teenage sister, nights out at the local teenage hangout, and his trusty old Stratocaster electric guitar. In many ways, he is your average young man, living an average life.

All that changes when he befriends Mok, a recent arrival from Batu Pahat, who shares his passion for rock music, but hides a mysterious past.

Seng also falls in love with Yip, a waitress at the teenage hangout, but their bliss is short-lived, as the violent emergence of communist-inclined students threaten the safety of all. Alas, Seng’s sister is seduced by the utopian dogma of Communism.

As the world around them crumbles, Seng retreats deeper and deeper into the interior world of his music, believing it to be a talisman against the hostile forces of the outside world. He realizes only too late his folly, when in the end he loses all that he holds dear, the end of his happiness ironically marked by the independence of two new countries.

MERDEKA ends on a hopeful note of reconciliation and kinship, however, as an older Seng of thirty years later truly discovers the meaning of love and forgiveness.

Filled with soaring melodies, romantic lyricism and progressive rock tunes uncommon in the modern musical, MERDEKA is a sweeping love story, breath-taking in its scope and beauty."

So i went with some friends to watch the musical, and surprisingly it is really good. I had some of my friends in that play (yeap both the lead actresses are my friend =P).And i have to say, kudos to the whole team who made this a real success. The halls are full on the friday night and I personally think that the price paid is well worth =)

And i had to say one thing...my brother rocks...like a batu.....
when i 1st saw my brother on stage i was like wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and after that i start to laugh my head off coz my brother is seriously stoning!!!
LOL

expressionless is the word i guess.
but still he manage to made up on stage for once to act, which is kinda cool
so now i can go ard and tell my friends that i had a brother who actually had act before in a sch play xD
(thou he is a very minor character that u wont even realise...or he isnt any significant person in that play also i think xD)

and so that is for friday...and saturday comes....

there is another Malaysian night going on in Imperial College this time. It is suppose to start at 7 but we are really late due to some unforseen circumstances （ie some tube station closure and stuff） but we still manage to get in on time....

The title of the Imperial M-night performance is titled "The silent cacophony" .

"The silent cacophony is a comedic drama set in the 1950s in Malaysia. the story is concerned around Tasha, the only daughter of an affluent couple living in the city. Tasha's life was blissful until she found herself faced with a life- changing dilemma.

It all started when Tasha's parents decided it was time for her to marry. Following the custom of arranged marriage in those days, they introduced her to two men - hoping that she would fall in love with one of them.

As they had hoped, Tasha did fall in love. Unortunately, with neither of their choices. Instead, she fell for her poor music teacher from the kampung(village) - a man who was still struggling to build a career.

And so Tasha found herself lost in a pool of choices. Choosing between three different men; Choosing between a life of definate wealth, and an uncertain future; choosig between obeying the rules, and rebelling against the social norms; choosing between her family, and her true love.

Will love triumph all = as the hopeless romantics believe? And if so, is it for the love of a man or the love of family?"

And guess what, the whole show is juz fabulous!!! The performances are carried out pefectly according to the original story line...omg juz great. Had never actually went for any of the malaysian nights before but i had to say they are really impressive. With loads of different dances and a lucky draw prizes and stuff, i really did enjoy a good laugh. And apparently, the narrator of the whole story is called "captain jack pipet" xD The whole Imperial night has this pirate theme and dancers dressed in costumes =)

and i really did enjoy the dikir barat performances!!
It is always the highlight for any M nights coz its always the most amazing and the best performance of all time!!!
I will post up some pictures of the M night if possible =)
But this time round no pics are taken so i had to get it from some friends.
just go try google it and see whether u can find the videos of the imperial M night (and the dikir) =)

And not to forget,,,Jimmy Choo is there!! He is at the Imperial M- night thingy and giving out lucky draw prizes. But anyway right, i see him!! Finally!! haha he is a very short fella eh >< )

So as the M night starts late, so normally it will end late right??? So the whole thing ended at ard 12. And my friends and I went for some drinks and supper (or breakfast u can call) til almost 430am only we start heading back home...

OMG i havent been out this late since dunno when....but one thing for sure, the place we went is not a good place to go especially at weekends and late nights like this. U can see a lot of ppl getting really high and start singing on the streets, drunkards are normal at that place too. Yikes. a very scary place that i do not recommend anyone to go at that time of the day.

And now its almost 5 which is way beyond my sleeping time so here i am blogging at some weird hr of the day instead of catching up with sleep.

p/s: btw right, on the 3rd of march there is some lunar eclipse in UK. And the moon is red in colour!! i manage to catch a glimpse of the moon just before i went taking the tube back to some other places on that night. It is really beautiful. And the next lunar eclipse will be somewhere around august which can be visible in aussie and the eastern countries =)

And below are some of the pics of lunar eclipse that i didnt take...coz i was in the Imperial M-night!!

Compilation by me =)

And those are the pics taken at Stonhenge. Found it online and thinks that this pic is great!!

And this pic on my right is the whole sequence of the lunar eclipse...very very pretty =)

28/2/2007

2007-02-28T00:40:00.000Z

This post is just for a friend and no one else. Absolutely no one else. It's just for you and you and only for you. It might sounds a little bit weird for some of u guys who are reading this if u dont know who am i talking about.

but 1st...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY !!!

Just wanna say thanks to u coz
I know that i will always have
A friend like you who is there for me no matter what and
How and where and when. though now we are
Living so far apart from each other and seldom meet, but deep down inside
I will always cherish our friendship and remember you
No matter where am I. I'm
Grateful to have such a good friend like you

Thanks for being there
Especially through the hard time during
Our high school years...
Having you as a friend is what i call 三生有幸！！

neways i hope u have a great time back home and may all your dreams come true!!!
sorry that i cant get to ur bday party

and btw 21 yrs old alr leh...haha a very important number...
this means freedom in a way....
haha thou the number 21 looks scary but nvm u will always be young in heart!!
and looking young at the same time =)
not old lerr okay???

I wanted to post some pics of us together but i just realised none of them are in my computer coz all of them are in my photo album and i dont have a scanner here =(
and not to forget u are the pro in photography but not me...
so i will just leave out the photo uploading session in order not to make a fool out of myself xD

and i cant celebrate ur birthday with u back in malaysia T_T
so sorry...
so here is a birthday cake for the "tiny_fish_228"

haha 够有诚意吧 XD
and the presents will be on their way!!!

hugs all the way from somewhere far far away to u!!!!

I am not sure whether you will be reading this but still i want to wish u happy birthday!! May all ur dreams come true and u will be happy always =D

- Dream -

2007-02-12T17:59:00.000Z

The one week break after the exams had made me a dreamer...

A friend told me that I am a dreamer. I think of the impossibles, i imagine things that will never happen, those that are absurd and next to impossible...
But who can live without a dream? Everyone needs a dream. No matter how stupid the dream will be, everyone still needs a dream --- a dream that will make people have an aim and work hard for it. everyone needs their very own personal dreamland, even if the dreamland consists of the impossibles. Imaginations need to fly, they need space to move around and make life more colourful.

.......

And that is what i have been doing these few days...imagining things, dreaming the impossibles...

(and of course cracking my head to write something down over here coz i have ran out of ideas....and i bet everything here are serious waffle)

I always believe that having too much spare time is not a good sign. You need to keep urself occupied enough so that u wont start thinking about some random stuffs that will make u laugh or cry for no reason. Maybe that seems as if i was running away from reality, but for now, I have to run. I have to keep myself occupied so that i will stop dreaming. Coz i always love all my dreams, and i do not want to wake up. Once i woke up, i know all the dreams will shatter. Those are always lovely things in my mind, and i want them to live on.

But reality doesnt allow me to do so.

Everyone needs a dream and you gotta wake up from it when the time comes. I must be one of the weird people who doesnt want to wake up. So if u know that u will make urself miserable after dreaming then might as well dont start....

I choose to run away.

And that is why i keep myself occupied...
i used to run around the city and browse around the shops to get myself occupied....

but now Wenying is scared of the idea of shopping...

so Wenying starts to download movies and series....

haha and i exceeded the download/uploading limit of 7GB in 3 days!!!!
Means no internet til the start of a new week...

so now I will be good and sit at home in my room with my laptop, watching all the series that i have in the external hard drive...damn my harddrive is already full !!

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Taiwanese series had been part of my life these few days due to the holidays that i have....

yea..i cant grow up..i still like taiwanese series with those really cheesy conversations.
The guy confess to the girl under the rain la...the girl confess ad the guy rejected la... haha typical scene =P They always have the same concept so means all of them are similar...but i still like watching it ^_^

*silent gasps*

they are just so cool =)

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Me being very random.....

coz i wasnt in a blogging mood... dreams and nightmares are bugging me... workload is piling up on me, series are taking time away from me, thus i am shunning myself away from people and live in my own world of internet and series....

but i was thinking that when the sch term starts again i wouldnt have much time to blog anymore...
so better grab the chance before its too late

And CNY is coming too ^^ so happy chinese new year to all...

And Happy valentines day to all too =)

歌曲：遇到
歌手：方雅贤 专辑：恶作剧之吻电视原声

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

p/s: wthhhh........this new upgrade of blogger thingy is so not user friendly!!!! malas nak update and change the settings of it!!! so i am gonna stick to this format for some more time
p/s/s: hope another post will b up soon =)

Up, up and away~

2007-01-01T02:24:00.000Z

Up we go 135m above the sea level at the very windy and cloudy day...where you see the night view of one of the world's busiest city (and my personal favourite city at times) for half an hour one will be mesmeriesed by the pretty sight of the city, the lights, the sunset...

Being in one of the 32 capsules, we manage to have a good view of the city including some of the very significant landmarks in pretty lights ie House of Parliment, St Paul's Cathedral, River Thames etc etc...

Let me just show u that place...

(p/s: i didn't take that picture... )

Yes I am up in the London eye, the world's tallest observation wheel at 135m high at one of the evenings in year 2006. It wasnt a really pleasant day coz it was quite cloudy, but still we manage to get into one of the capsules and have a good night view of London. The queue looks really long but it only take us 5-10 minutes to get into the eye...well the crowds are moving really fast.
And for the next half an hr, we are in one of the capsules looking over London. Never thought that London will look so good during the night though it is a lil cloudy on that day. At least it didnt rain =)

<-- I took that pic from London eye ^_^

But we kinda missed the sunset coz it is so dark and to be honest u cant really tell when is sunset. It is a good feeling to be on top of the wheel, looks as if you are on the top of the world, getting to see the birds eye view of London. However as you are way up high inside the capsule, one can actually hear the wind!! And i am serious coz it is really really windy on that day!!!

And when both of us get off the London eye, as expected the wind is really strong. So walking straight will be a problem =) (C'mon peeps i am really really serious!!!!)

It wasn't a really good weather but at least we had a good time up there right???

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Haha thinking of some "small kid" getting over hysterical about going up London eye...at least that is a wish fulfilled ^^

Oh well no one will believe what i just said...

Anyway that is one of the 4 week xmas vacation holiday plan...

And now the next day comes~~

An hour train from London to Oxfordshire, and a 5-10 minute taxibus ride and we reach one of my favourite place..or to be honest a shopping heavan for the shopaholics

Good place...to be honest =) For us i think...haha guess ur wallet/ purse have to be on diet for some time ^^

So an hr journey took us to this very amazing place. It is a peaceful lil village, with LOADS of shops, with loads of people but amazingly one dont feel as if they are in a huge crowd. So much better than oxford circus (oxford street is utter rubbish) And the best part their shop houses are so darn cute!!! Looks like cottages!! NO wonder it is called bicester "village". And it looks really really posh!!

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Those are some of the stores that one might see in bicester village~

Shops are meant to be visited as early as possible so that one can have enough time to browse through everything. We left quite early for the place on a saturday morning. The weather is perfect for shopping ^^ not too cold, not to hot (in fact i think its a lil hot for winter...we walked around without jackets!!) , great sunshine, no strong winds!! So much better than yesterday....

A perfect start for a good shopping trip...

After an hr or so we reached Bicester Village. Thou there are some events that almost lead us into missing the correct stop as that train station is just so small and there aren't any prominent signs showing that we are approaching the station. Anyway we still manage to be alert and get off on time =)

So this started at approximately 11am and i think it lasted for 6 and a half hours, no food no drinks!!!!
And as usual, people like me just cannot resist the temptations of walking into those stores and have a good look at all those good stuffs, from bags to shoes to clothes.. From Dior to Polo Ralph Lauren to Jimmy Choo to DKNY to cK...

As i used to tell my friends, the propere british museums to me are things like Harrods and Selfridges. Good to see, nice to touch... but they are damn ex in those places. And Bicester village serve as a good 'museum' Lol
(not exactly a museum but a place which is a good walk for me and at the same time for me to keep fit^^ told u shopping is a form of exercise but no one believes me T_T)

And btw, Jimmy Choo shoes really live up with its name. They are just so gorgeous and darn comfortable!! But the prices are still damn damn damn ex... that's why those places are just like art gallery with an exhibition of shoes and bags..

the day went on really really well 'til when it reaches late afternoon, then it start pouring. And guess what, my shoes (and socks) are soaked with water!!! and our shopping is half done!!! not completed!!!!
but anyway we still survived and we manage to get ourselves some really good bargain of stuffs ^^ weeeee.....
and that adds on to my collection of bags!!! Everyone loves it so do I =) thx for that very good 眼光~

<---One of the stores in Bicester Village : things there are damn ex...but there is one of the bags that make me drool.... but i am glad that i didnt get it =P So much of those blings=) everything in that place is damn ex (DUH~~)
Another art gallery of shoes and bags just like Jimmy Choo

And one of the best part, self satisfaction!! After the one quarter of the day shopping trip, no doubt £££ has to be spent, but considering that one gets things which are much more cheaper than normal prices, one cant help but to have a huge smile in their heart =)

FAQ:
Satisfying trip?? u bet it is...
what happens next?? need to save up for the rest of the year i think....
Good bargain?? obviously
More of it next time?? Duh~~ what a question to ask
Having a good time?? DUH!! That is not a question, it's a statement =)

Anyway dude, thx for coming with me to bicester Village =) can we have more of those events next time??
but still sorry that i teach u to become one of my kind---shopaholics!!
As the chinese saying goes --> 青出于蓝而胜于蓝 (direct translation : green out of blue and better than blue) so i can proudly say that i am the Blue and you are the Green!!! *evil laughs*

~Joking~

But still thx for coming =) at least there is something done on 2 of the 28 days of my xmas vacation

lesson of the day --> "you see, you like, you buy"
Story behind the lesson learned:
Don't hesitate!! or else there goes your favourite pair of shoes!!!
learn from me leh...student ^_^ But i bet you will be better than me one day!!

At least my year 2006 ended in a very pleasant way (especially when u are not in the middle of the crowds at the london eye...i bet one will be squashed to death in that huge crowd of at least 10,000 people)

Greetings 2007=)

p/s: one year ago on new years day ie 1/1/2006 i was blogging and now i am still blogging...exactly one year ago, same time... dejavu
p/s: and i am pretty sure you wont write this so...

Have you ever~

2006-12-21T23:37:00.000Z

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get in your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep

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OK Wenying is just very random today coz she doesnt feel like writing up a biochemistry report which has something to do with some glucose concentration of 2 patient name alan and ben...lol

But neways....xmas in London is BORING~~~~ no such thing as white xmas in london, damn this place doesnt even snow!!!
the streets are practically empty, and london IS a ghost town on xmas day...total madness!! Imagine when u watched those chinese horror movies where the streets are empty with only one or 2 street lamps which are working, with those fog and those breeze, and u can see papers flying around across the streets occasionally... London is that typical scene!!!

yeap London has this very bad fog during that week til loads of flights have to be cancelled...

On the brighter side... the sale after xmas is good ^_^
Can't believe that i am actually up at 6am to go to a shop at 7am...and when i was walking there i see people walking in opposite directions with the store's shopping bag!! OMFG
And here i thought i was mad enough to do that =P
and going to buy more...yay!!
more shoesss...
more clothessss...
more and more shoesss...
more and more clothessss...
*evil laughs*

Well nothing much to update, honestly....
that song is great btw =P never knew that til recently ( ok fine i am slow....)

24 more days~~

2006-12-02T21:38:00.000Z

24 more days to Xmas!!! Weee..... thou i don't celebrate it, still when the Xmas spirit is wandering around London u will just feel like celebrating it with them!!!(OK the main reason i cant wait is because i want to do Xmas shopping right after boxing day~~) I still remember somewhere this time last year its damn cold...but its rather hot for winter now...don't know what has happenned to the weather. Hmmm...
this time last year all of us are still fooling ard in school with our A levels exams coming up on its way, sending ppl off to airports are something that we will normally do during this time =) Miss those times that we used to spend....Yes i miss CTC for some odd reason. The school isn't that marvellous compare to the other schools but still i heart my college and the Xmas party we had in school and that oh so familiar xmas tree!! With all the chocolates we got from our lecturer!!!!

Life wasnt that interesting in here after all. Apart from lectures and tutorials and homeworks and lab works, i dont think there is much more life in london. hence i start to decorate my room ~~
(look closely u might see your face over there, peeps!!)
Yes that is my wardrobe with all my pictures that i took!! Those are the sweet memories that i have in CTC with thos ppl that i love!! there are pics we took during the snow, CNY 2006 our International evening 2005 and the band of 2006 in CTC, and the football team that we have, the outing we have at greenwich and the sch prom!! Good times they are...

haha and i am quite proud of those pics!!!
And its the easiest way to show ppl about my life for the past several months!!
I think that i had never mention to anyone about my life in the UK...but basically i can tell u my life here is made up of lectures and lectures and tutorials!!! with some bday parties to attend and occasionally some events by other universities

And this is some random pics that i took with my friends in some place for lunch (Chiristine from Malaysia and Hannah from Vietnam)
These are the ppl from my school..i just show part of them cause i dont have a clear picture of all of them!!
So basically, u can say that i am not a sociable person cause i am not close to the locals, as in those typical british people. I have more friends who are from the asian origin such as those 2 and some chinese and some HK and some canadian friends. And i manage to make some friends from my lab. But i have to say those ppl in the same lab as me are the coolest people in the school!!! They are witty they are smart they are cool they are just so fun to hang out with!!

And that is those ppl who lived with me!! Loads of different people from different places but there are those few that i normally hang out with!! Well they are just so totally different from the people in my school. As in they are those u live with so u will hang around with them and see them almost everday during meal times. Different school, means more places to go (ie party crashing and event crashing!!) told u before my school is quite boring without much events that's why i love going to other events in other schools.

(the one above is taken during steph's bday ...yes~~ happee belated 18th birthday steph!!)

And not to mention that i never told everyone about the Nottingham Malaysian games (aka notts games) that i went last month. and guess what i met the Education minister of malaysia!!! And he is actually playing badminton over there!! Hishamudin or something like that right!! Yes I saw him playing badminton as i was sitting somewhere around the badminton court!! Apparently people say that he will normally go to the Notts games and give out prizes and attending the Opening ceremony every year... That time the weather in Nottingham is freezing and I cant imagine how the players can play in the cold!!! And of course it is a Malaysia thing in Uk therefore i met a lot of malaysians, ate typical malaysian curry (woohoo...) and met some of my friends from my old college!! and my high school!!! can u imagine that!!! OMG I am really speechless when i met people who came from penang like me and they use to be my classmate back in school in penang!! That feeling is good~~ I went with a bunch of people who are really good fun and that weeteng who is full of rubbish!! I bet those in the train will really really hate us for being so noisy at 7am in the morning in the train!!

And there is this thing called malam bakti which is there for the sole purpose of charity to the Mercy Malaysia. Those Mercy thingy are meant to collect money donated by genorous people like us and give them to charity and help those people in need. I went for the Malam Bakti which is suppose to be for the charity (woohoo..angelic wenying) Basically by watching a play in the Malam Bakti, ypu are actually donating the money to Mercy Malaysia as we need to get tickets to go to watch the play. The play is called The Amourous Ambassodor. It is actually quite a good show as we laughed non stop coz the plot and the cast are so funny. I think they are all the LSE ppl who are acting (FYI, LSE is a Uni called London School of Economics) and thumbs up for making it such a successful event.

(The pic is what we took during the break of the play...yes yes my face seems a little bit out of shape i think...but who cares)

Oh well this are basically what has happened to me with those people around me for the past few months that i am here, I can't believe that i actually start telling others about my life, for once..i am telling others about me and what is happening around me after so many months in UK!!

So much of telling others about my story but i am sure that there wont be much people reading it...haha and the best part is I dont think anyone from Penang actually see me in my winter coat before!!! Not even my parents ^^

Korean wave~~

2006-11-07T11:44:00.000Z

When the whole world (okok mebbe half of the world) has ald been hit by this korean wave...i have juz started to do so...my goodness i think the reason might b that i juz finish watching korean dramas which are cool...

and finally i manage to find a super touching music video by a Korean band called Kiss...the song is super nice =) all girls will love it (and FYI steph u dun need to cry on every single music video ^^ Joking =P)

Because I am a girl - Kiss

Okok go back to my korean wave over here...
I have been watching series since 2 weeks ago and now i fall sick!!! That is what happen when u cant control urself in watching series...

And i have a korean classmate who promise to lend me his series if i want to!! woohoo!!!! but dun have chinese subtitlees and that is a little bit problem already lol

Talking about the series that i am watching (yes sanny i know i am way behind time...) I finally manage to finish the korean series The Palace (a.k.a 《宫》 or 《我的野蛮王妃》 in chinese) Korean series are normally made up of some kawaii actress and some cool actor (and nowadays they want to find actor with those body like Rain for korean series...) haha love the plot coz its damn funny. Its talking about some Korean Royal family during year 2006 (which is way off coz korean only has a president not some king and queen in year 2006) so its kinda funny when they blend the 20st century and the 19th century together....

haha i juz love those stupid plots of korean series like Full house instead of those Winter sonata type...my goodness winter sonata is so freaking boring~

Perhaps Love -- <宫> OST

neway this post is up as a result of me overslept and skipping 2 lectures =)

Who am I?? The carrot, the Egg or the coffee bean???

2006-10-26T14:35:00.000+01:00

Saw something interesting in my mail and i wanted to share with the others :-

CARROTS, EGGS AND COFFEE BEANS

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans.

She let them sit and boil without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?"
"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

She brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft and mushy. She then asked her to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hardened egg. Finally, she asked her to sip the coffee.

The daughter smiled as she tasted its deep flavour and inhaled its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What's the point, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity - boiling water - but each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it became weak.

The egg had been fragile. Its thin, outer shell had protected its liquid interior. But, after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.

The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg, or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong? But with pain and adversity, do I wilt and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a fluid spirit but, after death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and a hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water - the very circumstance that brings the adversity, the pain, the hardship into something quite wonderful. When the water gets hot, it releases it's fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better, and change the situation around you for the better.

When the hours are the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate to another level? How do you handle adversity?

ARE YOU A CARROT, AN EGG, OR A COFFEE BEAN?

(Somehow, wake up and smell the coffee takes on a whole new meaning)

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Good story?? yeah i think so...

I have been thinking loads since my lessons started, now that i have finished a part of my pharmacology class and now into biochemistry and chemistry. thinking how the heck i would manage to survive for the next 4 yrs if i keep on slack and slack...

Life aint easy here...study in this school is also not easy... One will always think that studying in a pharm school is much more easier than a med sch... but in reality it isnt.. or to be precise there isnt anything easy in this world. You will have to work hard to get what you want....

Lessons are quite ok thou my chem lecturer is super boring.... he looks old...looking at him makes u feel like sleeping and there is a rumour that he has a 25 yr old girlfriend and he drives posh cars!!! gossip sessions on again Lol

The atmostphere?? pharmacists are so boring!!!! I am surrounded by so many nerds in the school!! (apart from some of them who are really really cool) And the people here are damn smart.... and very hardworking. U wont see anyone slacking away in class (ok apart from me =P) this school is super small, it is suppose to b a university but it is just so small!!! Kinda regret why i choose this place at the 1st place....

I am currently trying to make myself enjoy all my lessons and the people around me in the school. God they are just so not sociable, and super racist!! Yes trust me they really are!!! Those 'Aminah' will stick to their own 'Aminah's (as in the Arab ones who have their face covered--- ok at least they still show their face in UK not like in M'sia where u can only see a pair of eyes ) The locals will stick to the locals, the hongkies will stick to the hongkies, the black with the black, the white with the white....calling London a multicultural society??? yes they are but the people here aren't sociable!!

Anyway i think i complain too much...

Sometimes it makes me wonder why on earth do i choose to come here and study at the 1st place. There isnt much life for a Uni student here...especially if u are staying in a city where everything is expensive (even without converting) Clubs are damn ex and not my type, movies are super ex in London compare to other parts of UK, wanna go shop but things here are not cheap...no sales on currently, travelling here is also super ex...nothing is cheap, even staying in the halls is not that cheap.... window shopping has become my hobby now that there arent much free entertainment around here.... and nowadays i had stopped taking the bus and travel coz i am now walking ard the places fro one to another...30 min walk is nothing to me now... (yay!! but even with walking i still pile up all the spare tyres...T_T )

And i am so lazy to go to the activities of the clubs....lol so that is part of the reason i get bored...
Suddenly just hope that christmas is over and the sales are on so that i can shop more

I just love shops =)
Coz they are my only entertainment...which i would have to pay a very high price if i dont stop

Sometimes you will think that London is a super-duper cool place....but in reality it isnt. Although London is one of the biggest city with such a huge population with loads of shops and tourist attractions and is accessible to almost anything; from the high street shops to those small little coffee house which makes u feel so much like home, from the worlds busiest airport to the very traditional Double decker bus which now some ppl rent it to have parties on (yes i really saw one last saturday, ard 20-30 ppl in a bus partying as the bus moves along Picadilly circus and leicester sq)...Honestly London looks fun but if you are at a place for a few years u will get bored at all the entertainment that it provides. Maybe it is just me who still havent start to explore the real london...from the busiest streets and the smallest paths...give me time and find me the right person to go with then i am sure that i will start exploring this place... i want to start love this place...but i seriously do need time...

I need to survive here...long enough to keep me sane when u guys next see me...
I have to learn to love those future pharmacist, like what my friend once told me ' You change to fit the society, the society won't change to fit you'

I suddenly miss all my friends back home and who are here with me in college...
I miss those company and those joy and laughther that we used to share...
But i know you guys have to move on, you have your own life to live....
And so i shall learn to move on too...

People out there...
come see me if u have time ....i miss u so much T_T

anyway...this post is super boring...i know i know but its my blog so i have the right to write anything i want XD

P.S: current new entertainment..watching Prison Break...honestly Wenworth Miller is drop dead gorgeous ^^ and i gonna continue with Grey's Anatomy and House and the korean drama 《宫》~~

My Friend Kissed a Storm Trooper!!

2006-10-07T21:27:00.000+01:00

For the 1st time i am in London wandering ard the streets with a different group of ppl~~

Yea they have some connection wif the halls that i am staying. We dont study the same University and all thx to the International Hall we know each other...

The day start off quite late as our brains starts functioning properely during lunch time
Oh yes watching the FOW/ FOV throwing food into FOR's plate during lunch time is quite stupid~~

So walking to leicester Sq from my place is ok-ish about 20 mins (yes it is 20 mins!!!)
and the FOR and FOW are fighting along the way...guess that's what happen when u manage to get all the energy from lunch~~

So we left those 2 guys and we 2 gals juz go walking ard from Leicester Sq to regent st ...

And guess wat me and FOW manage to have fun in Hamleys =P Damn cool place..never get bored of that place (yea rite watever u call us..childish??) and we had a really good expecience in there (right? steph??)

and yea and the FOR and FOC manage to get lost in leiceter sq with their friend and in d end we plus another friend of the FOR went ard Leicester Sq and Picadilly Circus and Trafalgar Sq which is quite near to the Halls. (okok not that near mebbe 20 mins walking from the halls to leicester sq =P)

So I have to bring the other 4 ppl ard that area as i am the only one who is quite familiar with the areas over here...

And yes guess what, I fed the pigeons in Trafalgar Sq!!! haha so fun with the pigeon on ur hands...haha but there are like so many of them and i juz got a few onto my hands =( but the other 3 Sg guys they have some quite good experience with them and the FOW is so terrified of them lol...

We took quite a number of pics...haha and so bad coz the 3 guys manage to climb up the lion thingy at trafalgar sq and all we can do is to watch =( coz we gals go wear skirt.

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the best part is about to come...we pass thru trocadero (yes that place for the 1p n 2p machines) and guess what we see??

Storm troopers!!! hahaha so damn cool...thinking that it is some movie premieres of Star wars...

so ppl juz go up and pose...

well i was the good one to hold the camera for them...and guess what my friend just kissed that Storm Trooper!!!!

<---- see i got proof of that!!!

And after that...we had malaysian curry for dinner!!! Woohoo...really good curry eh~~~ all because of the halls that cook curry for us...make me miss food =(

kor kor i want to go back ur place...u cook curry for me la ok??

Well this day went out to be fine as there are 4 lamers ard... (ok 3 lamers and one who gets "drunk" when eating curry) and the weather is good. thx to those 4 ppl i manage to have a good time in Leicester Sq....

Well CTC ppl i still do miss the times where we went out together in CnR shouting ard at that place....and i miss the time where we juz walk ard during CNY.

And to those who read my blog...yes i am in London~! but wont put my pics up Lol

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ok mebbe i will

well here goes....

well we are those posers who juz want to take pics in front of mirrors and guys do that as well!!!

hmmm..tts a something new that i learned today apart from all the FOC FOW FOG and FOR thingy~~

leicester Sq is a place full of good memories for me from the CTC ppl to the penang ppl to the Hall ppl~~ Kinda miss those times u know

p/s: Some new defination that you shd find in wikipedia quite soon...

FOC = Full of crap.
FOR = Full of rubbish.
FOW= Full of waste. FOV = Full of violence(FOV and FOW is the same person)
FOG = Full of Garbage

and that makes up a group of ppl who are basically just... lame

swt swt~

Kena tagged AGAIN????

2006-09-19T16:31:00.000+01:00

Name 20 people you can think of and answer the questions below. Then, you can tag 5 people to do this survey.

1. Jiah Ling
2. Vin Yii
3. Siow Yng
4. Ping tee
5. Sanny
6. Hong
7. Jye
8. Lik
9. CK Piong
10. Kim Chuan
11. Huiqi
12. Justin Lee
13. Queenie
14. Thinzar
15. Rachel Ong
16. Jiayi
17. Seleen
18. Sian
19. CK Geh
20. Chuan wei

Question time:
1. How did you meet #14?
In my physics class…and she is that person who has exactly the same timetable as me…I see her everday til end of college I guess Lol

2. What would you do if you hadn’t met #1?
life will b so boring without her…she made my day =)

3. What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
They must be gay….honestly I dun think they even know each other

4 Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
#6 is taken…so practically nope…but they can work together coz both are future docs…juz that one is in UK one is in KL..good couple in the medicine field??

5. Describe #3
She claimed that she is straight and not a lesbian…so I believe her… but we hv lotsa good times together from our story (u know what la k?) to the team eagle missions…wakaka love her so much ~~

6. Do you think #8 is attractive?
Erm…for a guy to be attractive…haha nope, but if handsome…mebbe yes… Lol

7. Tell me something about #7
She is my darling hsemate who has been with me thru thick and thin…miss her so much…

8. Do you know anything about #12’s family?
I know he got 2 other younger bros…tts it…

9. What is #1’s favourite?
Nicholas Tse…haha she cant get over him man…

10. What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you
haha her bf will kill me on d spot (hope her mum is not reading this…)

11. What language does #15 speak?
perfect English, Chinese and hokkien

12. Who is #9 going out with?
Some gal from melaka I think….haha forever got gals around him one la…

13. How old is #16?
Just 18 (but she claimed herself to be 17++++++++++++ which equals to 18)

14. When was the last time you talked to #13?
30/6/06…tts the day when we send her to the airport….

15. Who is #2’s favourite singer?
F4 zai zai…. (eh gal F4 is over la ok??)

16. Would you date #4?
Definately because she is my lesbian prone partner =)

17. Would you date #7?
Of coz will date…as long as her other half wont complain but I dun think he will =)

18. Is #15 single?
right now…I think so gua

19. What is #10’s last name?
Ooi…haha Kim Chuan Ooi

20. Would you consider being in a relationship with #19?
Errr…..

21. What school did #17 go to?
PCGHS

22. Where does #6 live?
Sri hartamas, KL (I think…)

23. What is your favourite thing about #5?
Everything…my gossip partner, my Thursday date, my online chat buddy, my prom date (haha whoever believe that I take her as my prom date =P)

24. What do you think about #13?
She laughs for no reason and she always blame that I made her that LAME….

25. What do #4 and #18 have in common?
Both wear specs and come from M’sia???

26. What special qualities does #5 hold in your life?
I trust her as much as I trust myself…and I love her as much as I love myself…coz she is hell of a good person u will want as a friend forever =)

Tagged:
Tagged No. 1 Siow Yng
Tagged No. 2 Sanny
Tagged No. 3 Rachel Ong
Tagged No. 4 Sian
Tagged No. 5 Amoi

I seriously think the last 2 person wont do this but well…I still trying =)

After doing this tag....the 1st thing i want to do is to kill off Chuan wei for tagging me twice...so u better be careful the next time i see u~~

And I realise one thing...i miss all of my frens so much...especially those in that list...hope u guys do well in ur Uni and become what u wanna be in d future =)

Kena tagged

2006-09-18T18:01:00.000+01:00

I am taggging:
Jiah Ling
Sanny
Siow Yng
Rachel
Melissa
to do this

1.) Put your music player on shuffle 
2.) Press forward for each question. 
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question
4.) No cheating!

Questions:
1.) How am I feeling today

”Hey Mr. DJ put a record on I wanna dance with my baby
And when the music starts
I never wanna stop, it's gonna drive me crazy”
Music – Madonna

2.) Where will I get married

”Who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time
And who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose, only time”
Only Time - Enya

3.) What's my best friend's theme song?

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
一个像夏天一个像秋天 - 范玮琪
(One looks like summer one looks like winter??)

4.)What was High School like?

Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah! – Usher (feat. Lil' Jon, Ludacris)

5.) What's the best thing about me?

"I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
I promise you
For you I will
For you I will – Monica

6.) How's today's going to be?
Lonely…
Lonely - Akon

7.) What's in store for the weekend
Superstar – S.H.E.

8.)What song best describes your parents

What took you so long?
What took you all night?
What took you forever to see I'm right?
What took you so long - Emma Bunton

9.) How's my life going?

爱到不可思议创世纪到末期
不可思议 – 金莎

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?

Tell me why…ain’t nothing but a mistake…
I want it that way – Backstreet boys

11.)How will the world see me?

Volar – Justin 侧田

12.) What do my friends really think of me?

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall…
Mirror Mirror - M2M

13) Do people secretly lust after me?

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Jesse McCartney - Beautiful soul

14.) How can I make myself happy? 

What can I do – the corrs

15.) What should I do with my life?

S.O.S. please someone help me.
S.O.S – Rihanna

16.) Will I ever have children?
听妈妈的话 – Jay 周杰伦
Listen to Mama's Words (Ting Ma Ma De Hua)

17.) What is some good advice?

”I don’t need no good advice…”
No good advise – Girls Aloud

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?

And I don’t know what to do
coz I’ll never be with you
You’re beautiful – James Blunt

19.) What does everyone else think about my current life?

“It’s gonna be another day of sunshine”
Sweet dreams – Jang Nara

20.) What type of women/men do you like?

Superwoman – Gary 曹格

21.) Will you get married?

Listen dear
I need you to hear.
I cannot disappear
I've tried again and again and again.
Again and again - Jewel

22.) What should I do with my love life?

You should let me love you , let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Let me love you - Mario

23.) Where will you live?
”Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
Over the rainbow – Angela 张韶涵

24.) What will your dying words be?

Goodbye my friend,
(I know your going searching although I can still feel ya here)
It's not the end,
(You gotta keep it strong before the pains turn into fears)
Goodbye - Spice girls

25.) When Im having sex I say…
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)…
Buttons – PCD

(wakaka…wat the hell!)

26.) When I meet a guy/lady for the first time I say..

Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Don’t cha - PCD
(haha…of all songs)

27.) When my parents are angry I say… 

All that you gotta do
It's to set her free
That's what
That's what
What you do about me
What you do about me– M2M

A big 9/11 Bomb for me

2006-09-14T15:46:00.000+01:00

A bug 911 bomb is delivered to me on that night at ard 2120hr (GMT+7)...

haha u know y??

coz nearly kena saman....but luckily that police tak give me saman after making all the fuss and telling him i got no money to pay him..

Hope my parents doesnt blog or read this or else i am dead...

hope all my brothers dont see this or else i am screwed..

so ppl...dont tell my family members ok??

haha for dunno how long i drive 1st time kena stop by the police and u know wat i did? i sped off!!! WTH...

who knows the police stopped me wat...

okok i wont say this in detail in case it falls into the wrong ears...lol but it is a really big 911 bomb for me coz how on earth can this angelic wenying (ahem ahem..juz kidding) kena tahan by police?

The Chronicles of Penang: The Buffalo the Pigeon and the Eagle

2006-09-02T12:54:00.000+01:00

Dear Blog:

I have a few(okok i mean A LOT of ) confessions to make today.

This post shd b out by yesterday but i juz cant connect to this page.
I got 2 bottles of birth stone from KL (thru post lambat) which I have no idea how to use it. Sorry yea =)
I have a friend who thinks that she is too attractive and thus she got into trouble. She also claimed that we have lesbian prone feelings for her, that's y we shower her with some presents out of nowhere.
I never know stalking with 3 other sabai (傻白) can be so fun and addictive. Apparently, we started our journey from my place and we just walked into a zoo with a buffalo and a pigeon. And the amazing thing is a buffalo can actually drink and choose tea!!! And some ppl think that we have this obsessiveness of stalking ILLEGALLY....well, we stalked on an animal so it shd be legal, but that is a very speacial case...
I am sinful for getting myself so many things and spend a lot
I was so tired and i nearly slept in front of my computer when my friend is trying to send her so-called-professional pictures she took.
I am SUPER sinful coz this confession idea is from a friend
i THINK i want another outfit to go with the necklace...
...and oh yes i broke my promise of not getting myself a bead necklace (yea u know..the so called 珠珠 ( 猪？) phobia with u constantly pointing at all those beaded necklace which i am so afraid of a few months back??)

OK ok enuf of all those crap....

But i have to say yesterday was really fun, i had never been tat mad and enjoyed myself that much since i am back in Penang...told u PCGHS gals rockz no matter wat.. XP

Well that day basically didnt start well coz i woke up late...haha
but the afternoon went really well =)
So let me tell u a story of 4 person called lesbian prone wy,pt, sy and not-so-lesbian-prone.

Lesbian prone WY and Lesbian Prone SY loved their Lesbian Prone PT too much so they start to shower her with maroon all over and it took some time to get their love of their life some very maroon-y stuff aka a sling bag. Before that they tricked the lesbian prone PT on choosing her Valentine's Gift =P

So the lesbian prone PT is on time (for the 1st time) and so her die-heart fans a.k.a. Lesbian prone WY and Lesbian Prone SY gave her her gift and she was of course dazed and confused. SHe thought that we are starting to love her so she politely refuse to accept those gift. And this cause lesbian Prone WY to go very very mad and she was starting to use her superpowers to force Lesbian prone PT to accept those lavish gifts....

and after the commotion lesbian prone PT wanna repay back lesbian prone WY's kindness so she and the other lesbian prone SY took her to some place and get her a string which has a lot of round round stuff on it. It is looooong.....and they make lesbian prone WY tak it. Of course lesbian prone WY was not that intelligent to use that stuff so she juz keep it with that very grateful look in her eyes. As the 3 lesbian prone are bz choosing a string with funny stuffs on it, there come a not-so-lesbian-prone person. Being very not-so-lesbian-prone she too help out in picking a string for lesbian prone WY.

And so as the lesbian prone WY is not only lesbian prone, she is also some little gal from the streets that cant have enough of shoes. So the 3 other person tries to help that so ma fan lesbian prone WY to pick a white colour pumps with a small little ribbon at the side...haha white is nice but since when that lesbian prone is so into white shoes??

as that didnt take long, the not-so-lesbian demanded tea as there are some 3-6pm offer, so they headed for a place with a big yellow M on it and ordered a bread with egg in it and a cup which is cold with some white cream which melts (which normal homo sapiens called them as sundae ice cream) and they talk about how lesbian they can get in there for hours.

After an hr ++ under the big M sign they headed up to a place with very nice decoration apparently and demamded cushions to sit on...and their wish is fulfilled!!! (the author have a feeling that this happens bcoz ppl cant handle 4 lesbians and therefore it will b wise to grnt their wish) As the other 3 lesbian thinks that they cannot handle a 3-course meal lesbian prone sy felt very left out and thus she promise to finish all her 3 course meal to proove to the other 3 that she can "just do it".

and so, in between the waiting time for the 3 course meal, a few murder case nearly happened because of lesbian prone pt who is mad of the phrase Just do it (from Nike if u want to know) and for how many times she tried to point that fork and spoon and knife to the lesbian prone sy, and not-so-lesbian-prone is trying to tell her to "just do it". haha she memang a batu api there. but this murder is avoided as lesbian prones are also civilised people thou they are not really accepted by public. Lesbian prone pt keeps complaining about the others photography skill as she regard herself as a good photographer (who cant even remember to charge her camera battery /gg) and in d end lesbian prone sy cant finish her meal...oh well neither of them can finish and they juz sit there not moving as they are damn full...

And finally the missions starts after the dinner.
As they are planning to stalk on some person they spotted a someone in a place full of tea leaves... but they dont know them and she dont know us... so the curious not-so-lesbian-prone and lesbian prone WY go over and start looking at her...then suddenly not-so-lesbian-prone starts to jump and ran off!!!!guess wat...

She met an animal inside a place full of tea leaves!!!
and worse...it's a Buffalo!!!

Oh no Oh no!!!!

team eagle over over...

a buffalo is spotted in between tealeaves!!! and we suspect that the buffalo is going to eat up all the leaves...we need back up over over.

okok i will stalk on her and make sure that she dont eat up all the leaves, over

Team elite A keep an eye on the buffalo and her pigeon and beware that the pigeon might spotted u all as she got sharp eyes.

team elite b, get out of the placce and watch their back, make sure that no one is there to attack team A...

and so the operation goes

(well not much shd be revealed as this is a top secret mission)

and finally stalking is done and Team A manage to prevent the buffalo from eating all of the leaves, but they suspect that pigeon spotted them..

so the 3 lesbian prone and one not so lesbian had a great time after the meal and they will of course go back home with this very big grin on their face as they believed that they had a great time out there and their mission go on really well =)

Happee...

2006-08-30T08:39:00.000+01:00

Guess wat my friend is coming from KL to visit me today !!!!

haha guess u will know who...that guy who keeps saying "mieh lei geh..."

Haha damn hyper today coz i am happy coz its my birthday!!

And that mieh lei geh is in Penang...and is paying all of us in penang (my family, KC and the rest i presume) a visit...good bday present eh...thx a lot dude a.k.a "dei" ...

My lesbian prone partner tan ping tee tells ms that i need to speak like a 20 year old...haha
but u know wat gal, i cant change in a second u know...need time to let me change eh...

Got a really early msg from Sian and Wan...haha u guys are early man....
Got phone calls in d middle of the night from my lesbian prone partner and our dear Jiayi...
Some thru MSN...haha which is quite cool and some leaving it as Personal msgs on MSN and testimonials from friendster =) that queen of lamers, queen of gossips and king of lamers (haha all osso royalty eh??)
and a few of them miss called me...haha when i was busy watching Infernal Affairs I,II and III.
And a call from the Penang-nite KC ...so sweet of u
And another from the anti-London chohkhai... haha at least u know when is my birthday ald...haha remember eh (haha i want my present!! *Joking Joking*)
And a long distance phone call from my dear jiahling =) (Ok KL wasn't that far....but still its the furthest as far i can remember XP)
And Enrique..which is so nice of u to remember thou i juz know u for like a few months??
And queenie...that dear gal who is learning to b lame from me...
And from ej who is going off to Moscow soon...haha know that guy since std 1 and oh yea...both of us used to b class monitor who gang up and get someone into trouble (but failed i think /gg)
And our purple-Kelly-konniciwa gal Fuisze...thx a lot...really unexpected...
And the mieh lei geh...haha calling from some beach in penang =)
And the self-proclaimed Rasco prize winner of being lame...Daniel Lee (haha not malaysian idol okay??)
And his best bud GLO the gy...haha he damn walau eh...singing negaraku for me with his so so OMG type of voice...

Oh yea btw Happy 19th Birthday to Cheekuan and Sanny who are gonna celebrate their birthday on 31/8 and 1/9....the 2 very important ppl in my life...glad to know u guys =) U guys enjoy ur big day ok??

p/s: and finally as usual that mieh lei geh guy is late so in d end tak keluar osso (==lll sweat tmrw mebbe??

Hyperish Me

2006-08-28T14:43:00.000+01:00

I am starting to get lazier and lazier nowadays....coz i was kinda starting to abandon my blog...

OMG....

anyway its my blog's 1st anniversary yay!! (that is so out of point...but nvm)

nothing much really happen these few weeks...apart from some outing with some friends for lunch and coffee section and movie section...and not to forget a really scary result waiting which last for at least 24 hrs....

but glad that everything is over =)

and now, dear jiahling will keep me busy for a few days with her new forum thingy Bloggers Unite!Project Durian which she make me the adminstrator!!!yay!! Thumbs up for her =)

And not to forget someone's birthday is coming soon (i think i am hypering these few days...)

and mega sale is about to come to an end and i think i havent shop enough!!!
tell u what shopping is torturing and it really hurts to spend all the cash... But u cant deny that its gals nature to shop u know...
all gals love shopping =)

and btw jay chou's new album is coming out soon =) Thumbs up again!!!

of course life is not always like that with nothing to worry....these few days i have to make so many phone calls and do so many things and settle so many so-damn-troublesome things that are happennning around me...need to do some serious shopping (coz wat i normally do is some not-serious shopping ie getting myself a lot of shoes and clothes and some really not-suppose-to-get stuffs)

Can i learn not to cook?? Why my mum doesnt need to cook and i need to learn??? i know its good to know it but sometimes all the smell on ur clothes is so unbearable =(

Oh yea btw did i mention that i manage to take those really fun studio photo??

this month is not always that cool...but still coz someone's birthday is coming up so i have to make it sounds as if it is damn cool...wakaka

hypering again (==lll

Jobless

2006-07-25T14:48:00.000+01:00

I juz realise that i have been lazing around doing nothing for the past few weeks when almost all my friends are doing something good (eg. studying)
i hate to admit it but i have to say...i am officially jobless...no job no study..my god....
cant life be much more fun instead of having to luve such a mundane life for the rest of my life??
KL trip cancelled...(coz mum says so), another KL trip cancelled (coz mum says so AGAIN), no outing with friends (coz everyone is busy studying except ME), no good food to taste(coz everything has to wait til my brother gets back home from studies), no streamyx(only sucky dial up coz someone apparently using my add to register streamyx)...
What have i been doing this past few weeks??
after some red box session with my old classmates from primary sch...i have to say i seldom go out...except for 2 friends visiting us in Penang(so sweet of them...)
Oh well, when a someone from KL and kedah comes wat do penangnites do? Obviously we will make them eat and eat and eat....haha poor joseph and chuin ying...sorry we guys (me my bro KC Ryan and Justin) make u put on extra weight...
oh well their visit hopefully works out fine coz we (i mean me) practically juz stuff various food and offfering them a lot of the food...haha well seafood is a must, hawkers are a must some red box session is to waste our time and some korean BBQ for the next day is way so cool..haha KL ppl say they never have things like that?? (haha or mebbe its only him who never go out and eat??)
so means that is practically the fun part of these times...and oh not to forget KC's BBQ....
and tts it basically, never step a foot out of the hse...blimey
anyway need to help my mum out in her job sometime this week....

Haiyo...y life is so mundane for me....
let me b a student la...
or else life = no life

7/7/06 --> 8/7/06

2006-07-07T16:47:00.000+01:00

2037 hr
Its good to be able to sleep as long as u want and no books to study
Its good that i can take myself away from the biology and chemistry books

Life has never been this good since dunno when...

No classes to attend, no books to study and all i do is to have fun more fun and loads of fun =)

but sometimes i feel that this will b a pretty boring life if this kind of situations goes on...my goodness how can i sit at home for 3 months??

*********
2346 hr
Now i am missing all the lectures and classes and the get together times...
I am missing all the times where we can shout as much as we want and do watever we wanted to do
i really really miss my friends who help me thru those really bad times and who are with me during those really good times
i was wondering when i can ever see them again
Life has been good with u guys around with me, at least life become more and more colourful because u ppl are there to make my life good
i really wanna thank u guys...
but is there any chance that i will see u all again?
i juz wanted to say thanks for all u had done for me....
I love u guys, and i hope u all feel the same way too....

只想问一句，你好吗？
我这里生活很不错
那你呢？

我这里天快要亮了
那里呢？
我这里天气很炎热
那里呢？
我这里一切都变了
我变的不哭了
我把照片也收起了
而那你呢？
《戴佩妮--怎样》

I really really miss u guys and the times we had together....
will definately miss u all always and will treasure the friendship forever...
u people are the best...
especially the 5 person who had make life so interesting...
the soh poh, the queen, the sa bai, the mieh lei geh and the egg cake =)

love u 5 ppl and thx for always being there for me =)

***********
2356hr
I juz realise a year ago today the london bombing happened...52 ppl die and i think London is gonna have some ceremony held in the St Paul's cathedral...who knows...gonna check the news...

2358hr
Yeap i am right they are having some service in that place and the other 3 spots where the bombing happen ppl are laying flowers...i guess it is tough for those who lost their loved ones on that day... yea the flowers can be seen in King's Cross, Edgware Rd, Aldgate, Russell Square and Tavistok Square...hmmm.....i wish i was there to kaypo... wakaka

***********
0002hr 8/7/06
Very excited coz a few hrs later (about 11 hrs later) i am gonna meet ppl that i havent met since the past 3 yrs of y disapxpearance (some of them i havent met since i was 12...my goodness. I guess time flies really really fast)
gotta have some sleep for now =)

***********

2336hr
everything done finally...we manage to surprise a friend twice (yeap u heard that right...twice) as our friend here can smell her best friend somewhere around.../gg
it is nice to have a mini gathering of a PCGPS ppl...me June Jiahling Ghee Dan XY ewejin and another not PCGPS ppl (haha CLHS in fact) manage to get ourselves into red box(the biggest room in fact) and sang from 3 to 7 (but for me i ciou at 6 la...so bad) but it is kinda fun coz i am taking control of the microphone with my so-not-good voice...haha heck la...dun care at all
watch superman returns in d morning...alamak...the plan nearly terbongkar with me constantly giggling (haha sorry planner...but i think she doensnt know until she smell her friend XP)
it has been great today,..thou the weather wasnt that fine when i wanna leave the hse...

2343 hr
sleep adee la...haha btw ghee all d best in HK =)
prove to urself that u can do it...haha i bet u can
yea and remember u have friends in Penang and other parts of the world supporting u no matter wat happen =)

Carlsberg~~

2006-06-24T01:40:00.000+01:00

Suddenly just have the urge to listen to this song and watch the advertistment...haha i miss it so much...so I will juz post it, hope u guys out there enjoy...

that advertistment make me remember those rare occasions where i am allow to go out for movies during high school~~

BTW anyone who have the video can u pls pls pls send me?? coz i took forever to find a video of that which i can d/l...help me pls =)

thx a lot =)

Drift drift drift~~

2006-06-23T09:47:00.000+01:00

THE FAST AND FURIOUS: TOKYO DRIFT (2006)
(Click on the link to listen to music)

This movie is about this dude who went Tokyo and learn how to drift in a Japanese way (not the Jay chou way =P)....

(haha or else y is it called tokyo drift??)

well this movie is way too cool...my goodness, for a gal to say that it is cool it means that guys shd watch also =)
Learn the way how to drift and u will be cool ...wakaka
but the way they drift is so much better than the Jay chou's drift la..those ppl are way more professional, and the best part is, they drift in Tokyo's busiest streets!!! and in the car park !!! walau eh...

(tts a pic of how those guys drift out of the car park)

And the person who is best in drifting is call drift king (yea rite...it is also called as DK a.k.a donkey kong...lol) haha and only our main character and another black dude is not asian, the rest are typical japanese...haha

and the 2nd reasons for ppl to watch the movie is because...the gals are HOT!!! when i say they are hot they are REALLY FREAKING HOT!!! my goodness their legs damn skinny and nice and long la....semua wear short short skirts one...and good body...some of them summore damn "kawaii"....if a gal can say that other gals are hot it means that it is really hot ald okay??

it is a muz watch for those who seek for thrills...coz that movie is way too cool...and trust me, if u have watch before Initial D u will think that the cars in this movie drift 100 times better than Jay Chou...this movie is "walau-eh" cool you know...haha

it is not easy to use words to describe those adrenaline rush that you will feel while watching the movie...haha it is like damn gripping la...so cool =) haha when i watch that time rite, i am so sure that my attention was all on d screen when they are drifting...haha they are way so cool...those drift ppl...haha i want to learn... juz imagine me drifting at the way to the beach in Batu ferringih...haha it is gonna b so damn cool

And a lesson to learn, if u dont want to be caught speeding, u need to drive at least 180km/h ...know y? coz that way the police car is never gonna get you XP

Shd try somewhere in my neighbourhood when i have the chance? (but i am so sure i will b grounded for the rest of my life if my mum ever caught me do that~~)

--tagged-- (again???)

2006-06-12T22:21:00.000+01:00

This time kena tagged by our Princess Rachel....haiz....do for the sake of the princess~~

HERE IT GOES :Few Simple Rules of this TAG GAME:~

-The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.-Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.-Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.-If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.-Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT!! ^^

obviously...that person must be a guy (coz i am a girl...though i don't act like one...)
And he is NOT gay.... (no more brokeback mountain for me please....)
need to have a good sense of humour... (juz cannot imagine a life with a damn boring person for the next 50 yrs or so...haha sound like i have a future plan but actually i dont..^^) but not to the extend of being LAME...
~~good kisser~~ person who cares bout me more than anything else and give me unconditional love (haha i am demanding)
someone who can be trusted A LOT (note the capital letters)
Love and care...and loads of love and care and loads and loads and loads of it (i'm greedy~)
er...someone who can sit exams for me (alamak...i cannot think la...haiyo y muz it be 8 pts???)
who have money for me to shop...hahaha... (I cant think of any ald la...damn it y muz it be 8 points???)

Notice that some of the points are in the previous post??? haah coz i cannot think la... exam prssure is coming... and i dont have time to think so much about those things la...haha next time u ask me better..when i am in a good mood then i will tell u =)

And now its the payback time~

jiah Ling (No excuse given..juz do~)
Looi siow yng(U also...no excuse given coz ur exams over ald...)
sanny harlie (ok i am here to blackmail you...do or u die)
Amoi
june --> Jiah Ling's June (i Know you are reading this...haha )
guys...any will do....
whoever that happen to read this...
anyone basically.... (no apes no monkeys pls...i know i know we are close relative ^^)

Anyway been watching the world cup these few days...haha watch some of them la...but i have to say the match between aussie and jap is incredible..how did aussie manage that 3-1 comeback?? haha they are good man...1st timer win japan...

england didnt do as well as expected...but that goal i think it shd b beckham's goal la...it merely sweep across that dude's head only then kena own goal....haiz too bad for u mr footballer-from-paraguay~~

p/s: wont blog that often these few days coz nothing to write....exam coming...but if i blog then it will most probably be something on the world cup 2006 in Germany...

--tagged--

2006-05-16T22:52:00.001+01:00

Got Tagged by Jiah Ling...haiz...ok lo i do i do...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Wenying (note that it is not Wen(space)Ying )
2. Chin Wenying
3. WY

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my height?? not v tall but okay-ish la...
2. er.. my hair coz it is so so black...haha like advertistment like that
3. my eyes.... (My eyes are so big til it is sumtimes freakin scary la...but not everyone will have that big eyes)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my weight... no one is ever satisfied bout that la..no doubt
2. my height... I WANT TO BE TALLER!!! NOT TALL ENOUGH!!
3. my face...it looks real roti canai shape and i hate it...so many fats around it...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. hokkien
2. cantonese
3. tts it la...no more ald

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T STAND:
1. being lied, ignored betrayed by a someone u trusted completely
2. the 32 degree celcius Malaysian weather without air conditioning
3. ppl who juz accuse others without even thinking (yea i met one of them...who is complete rubbish...regretted for trusting him that much)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Insects!!!
2. being alone..
3. losing a good friend... (btw this 3 answers same as jiah ling)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SHOWS:
1. Full House (Korean...never get bored of it)
2. xian jian qi xia zhuan (a chinese series)
3. ...... (damn i dun watch many shows la)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE JAPANESE ANIMES:
1. Spirited Away (Best anime)
2. Howl's Moving Castle (Mine is jap version la...but if in english will b better)
3. Bleach (its a cartoon la..not the one u use on clothes)

THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Melody -- David Tao
2. Cai Hong tian tang -- Liu geng hong
3. shou fang kai -- Li sheng jie
(yea becoz of my current mood...this songs are the best in the world =P)

THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1. LOTR -- Eh jiah ling remember my broomstick?
2. matrix 1...only that coz the rest of the sequel sucks
3. Spirited Away (studio ghibili is good)

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH:
1. Da Vinci Code (heard it isnt that good but i still want to watch~)
2. pirates of the Carribean II
3. ~~Brokeback mountain~~ Any other nice movie will do...not gay movies okay?

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Computer with internet access (my comp is my date partner la)
2. food n water as usual
3. Music

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. My pants
2. my top
3. ...and the rest of the essentials....

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. trust trust trust...u dun trust a person then better dun start one...
2. Loyalty and sincerity....that is osso important
3. Love and care...and loads of love and care and loads and loads and loads of it

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. nice smile...(haha i know u got a real nice one)
2. sense of humour... but not to the extend of being over lame
3. ~~good kisser~~ person who cares bout me more than anything else and give me unconditional love (haha i am demanding)

THREE BAD HABITS:
1. Very very touchy a.k.a. perasan
2. Very stubborn and need time to accept ppls opinion
3. talks too loud (think i scare all the ppl around me ald...shoots)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. online
2. music
3. sing to myself...haha

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go out with you all again and again and again and again.......more of haagen dazs?
2. meet jiah ling...haha u know i miss u a lot...dont u? (not flattering u la okay?)
3. study well and get into a good Uni and do medic

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING:
1. Doctor (considering)
2. Pharmacist (still considering)
3. Tauke of some big big company (that will never happen coz i have no idea about econs)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. HK (I juz realise i never been there before)
2. Japan
3. whole europe

THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. my name
2. my kor kor's name
3. my di di's name

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be a doctor (that is impossible la...)
2. have tons of money to spend...not like now where i need to think before i decide to do anything with my money T_T so pathetic
3. Marry a person that i love....

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL (or guy):
1. i shop a lot...and more and more this few days
2. i can never get enough of accessories n handbags n shoes n skirts n dress (in short, nothing's enuf for me...and Ted Baker bags are awesome!!)
3. i can dress up properely like a girl if i want to thou it takes lots of time (haha...that is so not gonna happen)

INITIALS OF THREE CRUSHES:
1. Do~
2. Re~
3. Mi~

THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THE SURVEY:
1. Siow Yng....eh do this tag yea....since jiah ling do ald
2. Sanny Harlie --> U dun do u die (tts a death threat)
3. Anyone else la...whoever read this

爬得越高，跌得越重~

2006-05-01T23:45:00.000+01:00

爬得越高，跌得越重
希望越高，失望越重
期望越高，失落越重
信任越大，伤得越重

终于明白这些词的用意。。。

曾经信任你，曾经优待你，曾经仰慕你，曾经尊敬你，曾经佩服你。。。
你却欺骗我，你却亏待我，你却不理我，你却不信我，你却伤害我。。。

一次又一次。。

越伤越深，越骗越多

关系越来越远，话题越来越少，感情越来越淡。。。

Someone says that i sounded like an evil abandon woman seeking for revenge, well i dont mind you saying that but i am not any abandon woman...
and wat i mean is just a friend (whom i am damn close with but based on the reasons above i dont think he can b considered a close friend unless some changes is done by that other party)

I so hope that one again you will come here and read, you shd know where is the place that i normally go when i feel like crying~

i think i need to blog like my friend ald...thou mine is some mistrust by some person..
thou my case isnt as serious as that friend...
but
i have to admit...that really hurt a lot...
I so wish that you can feel how i feel right now and understand me more
but that is impossible
I have had enough of you, and i dont wish to be hurt in anyway anymore
you are just a normal friend and you hurt me as if i lost part of my limbs
but i guess losing my limbs wont b as hurtful as what u have been doing to me
All the mistrust and all the treeatment you give me
it will never be the same again

i have been hurt
i have grown up
i learnt a lesson
i hate being cheated
i hate being mistreated
i hate myself for being naive
i hate being like that...
and you are the one who causes all these to happen...

why do you need to do that to me??

But i realise that you are not worth my tears and my time, unless you make a move, or else i should
move on,
live strong,
never giving up,
and thank you for letting me learn a lesson for life

(P/S: y am i still thanking you when u start treating me like a 2nd class grade person when i shd b at least equal level as those younger generations? yea and i juz realise ur family is expanding without my notice...)

My opinion and nothing else, hope it doesnt offend anyone =(

2006-04-26T21:23:00.000+01:00

I heard a story from a friend today...which the story goes on for half an hour...
It wasn't boring. and it is kind of a lesson to ppl outside this world...that person is telling me about a story and the experience, which i have never experience before which when i hear about it i was very angry about the person involved...if hitting people is not wrong in this world, i will promise i will give the one who hurts u a good smack and wake that person up from what she has done to my friend. Maybe its me who have never know what does the real world look like,maybe the world is always cruel to treat good people like that....

After hearing one side of the story, a lot of things have gone through my mind...

oh well how shd i start...

1st, love means affection to a someone....a lot of people find it real hard to say that word to the person he or she likes...it is kind of a mixed feeling inside someone...which is not easy to understand or wat-so-ever...and once you started to love a someone and devote ur life to be with that someone, make sure u do it well.

2nd, to love someone is to work hard, hence both parties should work hard to maintain a good relationship. homework has to be done by both parties. if there is only one person who does the homework then the relationship will not be built and be maintained. and if that persist for long, it will cause a lot of unecessary things to happen.
But i wonder what if both parties does the homework? then why does the word seperation exists?

3rd, when u have ald love that speacial someone of yours, i think that means putting on all ur trust on that speacial someone. you will have to trust that person, and the person has to trust you too. trust is one of the important part to built up a good future, a good relationship. Trust is the key to all harmony in this world. Trust is particularly important in a relationship. Just imagine living with a person which u have never trust. u will have nightmares, u will never live well. u live with fear. with regret. with hatred. with disappointment.

4th. every problem has its solution. sometimes it seems that some problems are difficult to solve and seems like it is the end of the world. yea i have to admit sometimes there are problems that are quite impossible to solve, it's like the problem is until the "unsolvable" stage. But 1st things that needs to be realised, why is there problems? problems are almost everytime caused by humans. Therefore, whoever started the problem is the only one who has the most power to solve it. Problems are most probably cause by human error and if that particular person does not want to fix the error then that means the problem will never be solved. However there might be a small amount of problem which is not caused by human...there might but i dont know...

therefore i have something to say to that person who has hurt my friend(s) so much...

If you want to love a someone, make sure that you dont hurt that someone that u love and loves you. Remember, to love someone, u have to make sure that that person that you love will be happy, will get the love that he/she should get. you dont need much, just some words or actions that show that you care is more than enough for that person. Trust, care is important in a relationship. Only if you can give a person ur everything and readily sacrifice for that someone, or else dont bother to start to love that person. because if there is no chance that u can sacrifice urself for that person that you love, you are not only wasting that person's time, but u are also wasting their energy, their effort on you. And the worst thing is by doing this you have hurt that person that loves you.... that is what i call selfish and unreasonable...
And remember do not ever ever cheat on the person that loves you. By doing that you are hurting that person more. Imagine the impact on the person when he/she realises that you have cheated on them for so long when they have put their complete trust on you. Dont be so selfish to hurt ppl around you. This is not the way to live a good life in the future. By cheating and cheating, it will not bring you to anywhere except misery and sadness. there is no point to love a someone if what you are doing is planning to cheat on the person non-stop.

To the person involved, when i hear the story from my friend, i have to say, i feel very angry about what you have done. We can see how much time and energy that person has spend on you. I feel that it is so not worth it for that person to treat you that well after what you have done to that person.
As a friend for that person, i feel that what you have done is not reasonable at all. therefore, i will hope that you will not do the same to others in the future. Maybe the situation now is very difficult to save, but i wish that in the future, you will learn the lesson and learn to change,

And to my friend(s),
I am not a good counselor. I never know how to solve problems and console people. i was too afraid to say anything. All i can do is to tell you that watever that happens you still have friends around you. yes, you might look down at me because of various reasons ie i dont really know how it feels or wat-so-ever. but i have to say, if i can i will help. But one again, i am not a good counselor and i dont know what i shd to to make you feel better. maybe its me that cannot understand you. Maybe i am not the right person for u to tell and sought comfort coz i dont know how to express. I am not good in expressing in actions. i cant express things verbally. all i can do is write and write and write and i am sure that one day you will read this and know what i am trying to say and do.

Häagen-Dazs~

2006-04-06T23:34:00.000+01:00

Häagen-Dazs ice cream is so so so nice...

I finally manage to eat the oh-so-famous Häagen-Dazs ice cream that i dreaded to try...and finally, i have the opportunity to sit in that place and eat that so damn nice ice cream...which is damn expensive...but heck la...let me try once lerr...

well this post shd b telling ppl how nice Häagen-Dazs is i guess...lol...anyway...

It has been a busy week, with me constantly going everywhere this week..but i like it...coz i am not alone~

I hate the feeling of loneliness, but i think this week is the time where i wont feel lonely~

which is nice coz my whole week is occupied...

i am in my dreamland again...oops!!

Häagen-Dazs is nice, handbags are nice, walking around is nice, having my whole week occupied is nice, coz at least i have something to do...or else u will find me rotting at home really soon if i was at home whole week... which i dont think anyone would want to see..

but i have to say...shopping is not that nice coz it means $$ gone...sob sob and it is very addictive u know...

Oh no.....

but the reward of shopping is nice...coz u can get nice nice things...

like what i got...mwahaha...

too bad i didnt use it when i go out...there is things like pantang of using things that u just buy immediately...which a person as pantang as me will do... so have to keep a few more days...

which i think it will b ages before i next go out ald...

i want Häagen-Dazs, Häagen-Dazs and more Häagen-Dazs....

~鱼和水的故事~

2006-04-05T19:14:00.000+01:00

鱼和水的故事完整版

鱼说：“你看不见我眼中的泪，因为我在水中。” 　　
水说：“我能感觉得到你的泪，因为你在我心中。”　　

这两句对白很经典，几乎谁都知道，但却很少人知道故事的全篇..　　　　

鱼儿从小就是一个顽皮的孩子，她从不像别的孩子那样安静。她喜欢在水里蹿来蹿去，先是个50米冲刺，然后来一个急刹车或是一个急转弯。　　

每每这时，水儿总是微笑地看着鱼儿…… 　　

有时，鱼儿会碰到一些令人丧气的事，但在这时，温柔的水儿总是静静地倾听着，抚慰着鱼儿。

白天，水儿把鱼儿轻轻抛起，让她跃出水面，看看外面的世界，然后再将她稳稳地接住。　　

到了夜里，水儿就成了最温暖的摇篮，他总是轻轻地摇晃，哄着鱼儿让她入睡。在夏天的夜晚里，水儿总是会将鱼儿拖到水面鱼儿渐渐长大了，她发现心里有一样东西让她牵挂??那就是水儿。

一天，鱼儿终于鼓足了勇气告诉了水儿她喜欢他，水儿却沉默了。

“你为什么不说话？”鱼儿问。水仍旧沉默着，只是开始轻轻地摇着头。妈妈说鱼儿不能爱水。这是大自然的规律，就好像斑马只能爱斑马，花豹只能爱花豹；条纹的只能爱条纹，斑点的又只能爱斑点，而斑点却是永远不能爱条纹的。

鱼儿不明白，如果条纹真的爱上了斑点，飞鸟真的爱上鱼而鱼儿真的爱上水，那又该如何呢？

鱼儿不明白，她吐着泡泡对水说：“我爱你！”

水儿再次沉寂，鱼儿没有再说什么，只是静静地躺在了水的怀里……

许久，鱼儿的开口打破了沉寂：“你看不见我眼中的泪，因为我在水中。”

水说：“我能感觉到你的泪，因为你在我心中。”

鱼儿急了：“那你为什么不爱我？”

水却只能说：“我不能爱你，我居无定所，时常到处漂流，你和我在一起会很辛苦的。”

鱼儿又坚定地说：“我不怕，我要永远和你在一起！”

可是，水终究逃不过漂流的命运，他流入了一条大河，鱼儿一直寸步不离地陪着他。他们相拥着饶过暗礁和险涛，流过江湖，跃下瀑布，流入一条小溪中。一路上，水儿将鱼儿轻轻抛起，又接住，再抛起，再接住，嬉闹着。水流越流越暖，最后竟快断流了！

“太好了，我们终于可以定居了。”鱼儿欢呼雀跃。

“不行，水面太浅，太危险了，乘现在还有退路，你赶快往回游吧！”水儿紧张地说。

“不，不管怎样，我决不离开你！”鱼儿坚决地说。

为了减少水的蒸发量，白天，鱼儿静静地躺在水的怀里，不作任何运动。到了夜里，星星全落到了水里，鱼儿才开始嬉戏，把星星一颗颗吞进去，又吐出来，再吞进去，再吐出来，乐此不疲。

六月，火红的太阳照射着水面，尽管他们做了各种努力，可水儿还是在一点一点的蒸发。鱼儿的脊背渐渐地露出了水面，水儿努力地激起了波澜，湿润着她的脊背，不让太阳将她灼伤。可是这样，更加加速了水的蒸发。终于，最后的一滴水也离开了鱼儿。鱼儿躺在了龟裂的土地上，奄奄一息。鱼儿的心脏在完成了最后一次跳动时，一滴眼泪从脸颊滑落。

突然，天空划过一道闪电，在几声响雷之后，大雨倾盆而下，鱼儿又回到了水的怀抱，水儿呼唤着鱼儿，可是鱼儿再也没有醒来，水带着悲伤的心情载着鱼儿像风一样地奔驰，撕裂心肺的哭声，任谁都可以听到……

水儿载着鱼儿，奋力奔跑，流到了一棵干枯的小树旁，水儿侵入了泥土里，把鱼儿的身体埋进了泥土，水儿对着鱼儿已腐烂的尸体轻轻地说：“我们不用再到处奔流了，我找到了你的住所，从今以后，你中有我，我中有你……”

不知道过了多少年，树顶上长出了嫩绿色的新芽，在上面有一滴水珠，阳光下闪闪发亮，那是鱼儿流下的眼泪……

鱼说：“你看不见我眼中的泪，因为我在水中。”　
水说：“我能感觉到你的泪，因为你在我心中。”

鱼对水说：我一直在哭泣，可是你永远都不知道，因为我在水里.
水说：我知道，因为你一直在我心里。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，你能看见我寂寞的眼泪吗？
也许，因为这是寂寞的情人泪。

鱼对水说：我永远不会离开你，因为离开你，我无法生存。
水说：我知道，可是如果你的心不在呢？
我不是鱼，你也不是水，我不离开你是因为我爱你，
可是，你的心里有我吗？

鱼对水说：我很寂寞，因为我只能待在水里。
水说：我知道，因为我的心里装着你的寂寞。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，我寂寞是因为我思念你，
可是，远方的你能感受到吗？

水对鱼说：如果没有鱼，那水里还会剩下什么？　
鱼说：如果没有你，那又怎么会有我？
我不是鱼，你也不是水，没有你的爱，我依然会好好的活，
可是，好好的活并不代表我可以把你忘记。

鱼对水说：一辈子不能出去看看外面的世界，是我最大的遗憾
水说：一辈子不能打消你的这个念头，是我最大的失败
我不是鱼，你也不是水，现在的我只想要一个一辈子的承诺
可是，你负担得起吗？

鱼对水说：在你的一生中，我是第几条鱼？
水说：你不是在水中的第一条鱼，可却是我心中的第一条。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，我们都不是彼此生命中的第一个，
可是，知道吗？你是第一个我想要嫁的人。

鱼对水说：你相信一见钟情吗？
水说：当我意识到你是鱼的那一刻，就知道你会游到我的心里。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，我以为我对你的感情不会长久，因为那是一见钟情。
可是，我错了，感情如酒，越封越香，越长久。

鱼对水说：为什么每次都是我问你答？
水说：因为我喜欢在回答中让你了解我的心。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，为什么你总是让我等待？
难道，你不知道，等待=失去信心=放弃？

如果我是鱼，而你是水，那该有多好！
水永远都知道鱼的想法，因为鱼在水的心里。
但是我不是鱼，你也不是水，
你永远都不知道我的爱，因为我也许根本不在你的心里！

如果我是鱼，而你是水，
我可以游入你的心里吗?

作者不详
~Copy from tsj's blog~

What say ur name and ur birth month~~

2006-03-26T15:51:00.000+01:00

Instructions:
What you do is find out what each letter of your name means.Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU.
(Its TRUE !!)…(Isn’t it GREAT !!)
PS : If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.

For Example : J E N N I F E R

J Jealously
E You are a very exciting person.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
F Everyone loves you.
R You are a social butterfly.

~~~~~
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, don’t be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgmental.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
J Jealously
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people’s standards.
V You have a very good physique and looks.
W You like your privacy.
X You never let people tell you what to do.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You’re always fighting with someone

So now, lets see what my name means

W You like your privacy.
E You are a very exciting person.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
N
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.

Oh well...not exactly true la...but i have to admit i cause a lot of trouble...not like u guys dunno me..mwahaha and i always want a break, thou i cannot say exactly that i like to work.
I DONT have exellent ways of veiwing ppl i think...
and i doubted that this thing is evert true la...where got thiss kind of meaning thing one la rite?

-Copy from Sanny Harlie's blog-
(sorry la never ask ur permission)

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---------------JANUARY--------------------

pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time torecover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn.

----------FEBRUARY--------------------

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on theinside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

-----------------MARCH--------------------

Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy andreserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generousand sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle upfeelings. Observant and assesses others.

------------------APRIL-------------------

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind andsympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Goodmemory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookfor information. Able to cheer evryone up and/ormake them laugh. Able to motivate oneself andothers. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure andtraveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

-----------------MAY-----------------

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed andhighly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves todream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Goodimagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Lovesliterature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislikebeing at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.

------------JUNE-------------

You've got the best personality and are anabsolute pleasure to be around. You love to makenew friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirtand more than likely have an a very attractivepartner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likelythat you have a massive record collection. Youhave a great choice in films, and may one daybecome a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,you've got the looks for it!!!

----------------JULY--------------

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moodyand easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy attimes.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully. Caring andloving. Treats others equally. Strong sense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges peoplethrough observations. Hardworking. No difficultiesin studying. Loves to be alone. Always broodsabout the past and the old friends. Waits forfriends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut takes long to recover.

------------AUGUST---------------

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds onattention. no self control. kind hearted. selfconfident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.independent. strong willed. a fighter.

------------SEPTEMBER---------------

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tendsto regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving andcaring. Suave and generous. Usually you havemany friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivatesoneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover canunderstand.

---------------OCTOBER-------------------

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Lovesto takes things at the center. Inner and physicalbeauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angryoften. Treats friends importantly. Brave andfearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt butrecovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Doesnot care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

---------------NOVEMBER--------------------

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate anddangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towardsyour inner and outer beauty and independentpersonality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotionaland temperamental sometimes. Meets new peopleeasily and very social in a group. Fearless andindependent. Can hold their own. Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, thegreatest men are born in this month. If you everbegin a relationship with someone from this month,hold on to them because their one of a kind.

---------------DECEMBER---------------

This straight-up means ur the most good-lookingperson possible... better than all of these othermonths! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitivein everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential inorganizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know. Easily influenced bykindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots ofideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends todelay. Choosy and always wants the best.Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves tojoke. Good debating skills. Has that someonealways on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.Able to show character. one guy/girl kind ofperson. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to gettingcolds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves todress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom showsemotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.Sensitive.

No worries~~

2006-03-25T11:47:00.000Z

well after some talking with someone i think i finally realise that everything will be fine

glad that problem solved

well people sorry for having such a depressing post...but i think and i hope things will turn back to normal real soon. give me a few days and i will b back to normal...i promise =)

but anyway, i just wanna say if u have got something in mind just talk to the person involved and things will always turn out fine...trust me on this. No point keeping things inside your heart forever. this will make u feel really bad and things will seems like they will never be allright u know...but if one day i juz spill out to that person who is involved then things will be allright...

anyway...need a few days of mind therapy to be back to myself again~~
haha jokin jokin =P

I am fine la~

To that someone who will never read this~~

2006-03-24T00:48:00.000Z

What will you do if one day...
one of your close friend jut walk out of your life without telling you why?
one of your close friend jut walk out of your life when u feel that you have done nothing wrong?

To a friend who will never read this,

I consider myself to be perfectly normal at this point as i have no idea what has happen...
As far as i know i have never offend you in whatever sense...
But why are u deserting me and treat me like i was invisible when i didn't do anything wrong...
I dont mind who you hang out with, who your best friend is...
I dont give a damn on what you have done...
I dont even bother what are you doing
But at least tell me what's wrong with me and what have i done that has annoy you...
I know you have a wide social circle.
U have a lot of great friends
U have great personality
And of course, i was lucky to be your friend.
Lucky enough to be a person you used to trust
And of course lucky enough to be one of your friends that u used to cherish
But things has changed over this few weeks
We barely talk
We never hang out anymore
We seldom see each other
Is not like 2 good friends have a fight...
We haven't fight at all rite?
But the thing is rite
I havent do anything bad or anything that offend u as far as i am concern
so i need an answer to this problem
...
What happen between us this time I dont know.
Have I offend you? i dont think so
Have I say something bad about you? Not at all
Have I ever broken the trust u have on me? Never..
I trusted you as much as you trust me...and I am very sure i have never betray your trust
But things changed overnight~~

of course i cant bear to lose a friend like that when nothing bad has happen between us
I cherish my friends very much...
I respect those who treat me well
and i treated them well too
That applies to you also...
In fact i have to admit
I treat you better than the other...
Is you who is assuming that i was invisible and in the end completely ignore me straight
Of course at 1st i thought u have too much things in mind and need time to cool down
well i think i give u time
and finally u became allright again, as a friend of course i am happy to see that
but the thing is
i have a feeling that u are allright to everyone but our friendship is not right....
I dont know whether u are trying to act as if nothing has happen in front of ur friends or wat...
but at least dont act in front of me pls...

of course i was very sad about things
at 1st i was angry...and i try to ignore you
but now things are getting worse and worse...
I have been sitting here alone or so long to try work things out
I have been talking to someone about this...
I have to admit...telling someone about it is not easy
tears welled in my eyes as i am speaking
of course because i feel sad about the fact that you dont understand me at all...
when u used to be the person that knows me the most...
and i try to act as if nothing has happen....
because i am so sure that you will say i am touchy bout things

We have great times together...
we use to talk a lot online
we use to share all the tears and joy together
we use to talk about every single things in life
from the not-so-important to the very important things
And i think i have been so attach to a friend like you
and when you start to walk out of my life...of course it is a real bitter pill to swallow
I need time to get over the fact that this friendship starts to sink
Do you know,
ships only sink when something happens that prevent it from functioning properly
but this ship that we are riding
is sinking without any valid reasons.....
i hate to accept this fact, yet i have to
This friendship is sinking without you realising it
U might say that i am touchy
but trust me...for once...i think i am right
and unless we both try to mend it, or else i dont think this ship will survive this weather
I want to play my part in mending it, but i need you to tell me which part of it is wrong so that i can fix that as soon as possible

I dont think i can continue writing this anymore...
the more i write the worse i feel
I havent been that sad for a long time ald...and i have to admit this is the 1st time where i feel so hopeless as i cannot do anything to solve the problem
I have a feeling that you know whats happening, try not to pretend please...
I hate people who are not true....you know that
so please treat me equally as you treat your other friends
coz is quite impossible to ask u to treat me like before
And i will of course treat you well

If i can turn back time
i will change all that has happen that cause our friendship to crumble
i will make sure i treat you as well as how i treat all my friends

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...
.....
.......
.....
...
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i have written all i want to say to you here ald...and i am pretty sure some of my friends will be reading this and they will know...and i hope you are one of them. I am not good in expressing myself in speech, not like you. I can only write my heart out...not speak, so i hope that one day you will notice this post and let us both do something about it...u have this URL...i know you have.

To that friend who will never read this,
I sincerely hope that one day you will juz read this post...althou i know it is close to impossible...
but i still have hopes
i still wish upon a star,
that one day things will turn out fine, like how i wanted it to be
and turn back to those good old days
where we still remain as good friends

finally...
tell me wats wrong about me and i promise i will change
U know who you are

p/s: I hope i was wrong about everything, i hope that it is juz me who is touchy...if i was really wrong tell me
p/p/s: I forcibly make you read this...so u shd know who am i talking about... and tell me what shd i do if i was wrong in any sense~

Bad day =(

2006-03-11T21:32:00.000Z

Today is definately not a good day....

problems are starting to come...and those problems need to be solved by me....
not exactly by me...cause i dont have the power to change things
but it is still sort of a problem that needs solving...

wat the heck am i talking....

anyway...juz to say that that song which is played (read the previous post...that MV) has a good title...it just means that today is not my day..and it is so true....

argh!

dunno how to say lerr....words are not coming in my mind...lack of skills to express myself....oh shoots...

watever....

p/s: i am too bored and not in a good mood tts y i write this...coz there is no way i throw my temper or get sulky when things doesnt get right,rite? so means i need to work hard and solve all the problems...no use complaining and bloggin about it....
and now wat the heck am i doing here???

(boring boring boring post....ZZZZzzzzzz..............)

Addicted to....

2006-03-10T12:03:00.000Z

Recently addicted to this song which i spend ages to find the MV...

very nice song in fact...

enjoy the song!!!

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

The random 7

2006-03-05T21:57:00.000Z

I got this idea from someone else’s blog…and since I am that bored, so I will start doing this…=)

7 things that scare me:
1) When my bank account reaches $0.00 a.k.a no money (touch wood)
2) being deserted by everyone in the world(thank god it is not happening)
3) No uni to get in (choi x3)
4) Interviews….
5) insects,amphibians,reptiles especially cockroaches….they are juz friggin disgusting
6) I ended up being 老姑婆 (touch a lot of wood !!!)
7) and a lot more….

7 random facts about me:
1) I can talk very fast
2) I love SHOPPING!!
3) I have short-term memory loss
4) I can be quite compassionate and caring at times…
5) I love having new handphones even thou mine is still working fine
6) I day dream A LOT
7) I hate my hair for being that unmanageable

7 things I hope to do before I die:
1) marry someone I love~
2) get a good degree in a good uni
3) Be rich
4) Get myself a Mini cooper and a volkwagon…they are just so nice…
5) get a house a Beverly hills, or at least a decent place to stay and 养老。。
6) spend lots of time with my family and my friends
7) achieve my goals...

7 things I can do:
1) talk very fast
2) shopping
3) eat (duh…)
4) talk nonsense
5) giving people hugs when they need it (even thru MSN à emoticons)
6) play poker and black jack (I just learn how to play that…)
7) keep secrets….

7 things that you like:
1) Accessories like earrings, hairclips and necklaces
2) Cute stuffs such as soft toys
3) Ben’s & Jerry’s ice cream
4) MP3 player
5) Shoes, shoes and more shoes…
6) Jay Chou’s song
7) Money (well who doesn’t)

7 things you just can’t live without:
1) money
2) computer + internet
3) friends
4) food (duh~)
5) My brothers and my family
6) Nice pair of shoes à at least need a nice pair of sandals/wedges
7) Music ~> music is part of my life

7 people that should fill in this:
1) Jiah Ling
2) Looi
3) Huey Sian (I doubted but still..hopefully)
4) Ah Moi
5) Sanny(mwahaha...u muz write or else i kill u...)
6) er……….
7) ………I dunno la, all my friends don’t blog one eh =(

~Happy Valentine's Day~

2006-02-14T19:47:00.000Z

Memoirs of a geisha~

2006-01-30T19:23:00.000Z

"I certainly wasn't born to the life of a geisha..."

All because of this movie i have to force myself to finish reading the Memoirs of a geisha by Author Golden...the book is reall good. it explains in detail how a life of geisha is. this book sounds like a biography, but the true fact is that the main character and the rest of the characters never exist. Interesting? thought there is such times as world war one and world war two...

Set in a mysterious exotic world, which still casts a potent spell today, Nitta Sayuri (Zhang Ziyi) tells the story of her life as a geisha. It begins in a poor fishing village in 1929, when, as a nine-year-old girl with unusual blue-gray eyes, she is taken from her home and sold into slavery to a renowned geisha house. We witness her transformation as she learns the rigorous arts of the geisha: dance and music; wearing kimono, elaborate makeup, and hair; pouring sake to reveal just a touch of inner wrist; competing with a jealous rival for men's solicitude and the money that goes with it. Despite the treacherous Hatsumomo (Gong Li) who nearly breaks her spirit, the girl blossoms into a legendary geisha under the guidance of her mentor Mameha (Michelle Yeoh). Beautiful and accomplished, Sayuri captivates the most powerful men of her day, but is haunted by her secret love for the one man who is out of her reach, the mysterious Chairman (Ken Watanabe)

Well, the book is marvelous...describing every single part of the geisha story well and is truly a gripping book. Well, after 2 consecutive nights reading the book (with some sleep) i manage to finish the book before going for the movies with some people...

I was really expecting this movie to be a really good one, based on the fact that it is directed by the director of Chicago, Rob Marshall, and a very strong cast and crew-- Steven Speilberg as the film producer, actresses such as Zhang Ziyi, Gong Li, Michelle Yeoh(she is buatan Malaysia you know!! Hail Malaysians!! B proud of her!!), Ken Watanabe and some others...

And after some time waiting u will hear a very familiar voice which indicates the start of the movie...

"A story like mine has never been told"

Well i just sit there watching the movie for 2 hrs i guess..not sure thou but if u dont want to be lost in the movie my advise is to read the book before u enter the cinema...or else u will never know what the heck is this movie all about.

Actresses are pretty la...the acting is erm...so so... It muz be because of all the very crappy english from Zhang Ziyi and Gong Li. FYI, Michelle Yeoh speaks perfect english. Hey she is once a Bond girl you know =) But i like the way they make those actress plays the role. In the book, Hatsumomo is supposed to be the evil one to torture and bully our innocent-looking-grey-eyed main character Sakamoto Chiyo. And i think Gong Li plays well as Hatsumomo and so is Zhang Ziyi. 'Bout Mameha...erm not bad la...based on the fact that she is Sayuri's mentor so she is a geisha who has to look more like a mother of Sayuri and i think she did well.

Bout the selection of scenes....hmmm..they did good. I like the part where Sayuri stands at the top of a mountain that one...damn nice...but the problem is right i cannot find that part in the book...lol.

After the book and the movie i think i have seen more of a japanese culture than before. Well the critics dont think so. but this is my personal thinking~~

But i think the part where Sayuri is dancing looks a little too exaggerating ald. She dances well, but the way she dance is damn scary though i have to say it really catch your attention. What i think is that it is suppose to look sweet so that you will see the beauty of a geisha. but in the book, as sayui is mentioned as a geisha who can express sadness and those type of feelings in the heart so i guess that's why the dance is like that. But i have to say, when u watch her dance, u can actually feel the sadness she is expressing. Good dancer~~

Anyway the book is great, the movie is good too...so if you have the time this is a movie which is worth watching. I will ensure you the money u pay to watch this is worth as long as you have read the book, or else you will have no idea what is that Zhang Ziyi talking(oops a little too exaggerating) But if u read the book before you watch the movie i think it is more worth it.

Kudos to the cast and crew for making this movie such a good movie!!!!

Not-so-Interesting Facts =P

2006-01-24T19:10:00.000Z

有一種朋友
有一種朋友,叫做損友
是常在你心愛人面前挖苦你,虧你,吐槽你
是常常扯你後腿,
但他卻是個從不真正傷害過你的人
有一種朋友,叫做開心果
是吊兒啷當時多,正經八百時少,
是常常惹的你火冒三丈,逗的周圍的人捧肚大笑,
但他卻是個從不做出令你無法原諒他的人
又有一種朋友,叫做真心朋友
他或許不常陪你歡笑,但他卻是個能與你相擁而泣的人
你或許常常忽略他,不常找他,但他卻是個願花時間陪伴你的人
他或許不是詼諧逗趣,
但他卻是個曾叫你感動莫名的人
真心朋友,他是個呆子,
他不會讓你露宿街頭,他會為了你的棲身之處而到處奔波;
他把你的事當作他的事;
他不會讓你感到無助;他不會丟你獨自一人孤單
真心朋友,是個呆子
卻是你無法捨棄,一個你最愛的呆子!!

您幸福嗎？

幸福是睡得好......
幸福是您喜歡的人也喜歡您
幸福是隨便走走沒目的什麼也不想
幸福是冬天等巴士時喝熱維他奶
幸福是看一本精采的好書
幸福是想起心上人而偷笑
幸福是情人用體溫為你送暖
幸福是生活簡單
幸福是和心愛的人一起看星
每個人都需要幸福
您幸福嗎？

Not my thing~~

2006-01-24T18:14:00.000Z

Blogging has not been that appealing to me these few days coz i am real busy...with sumthing la...no point telling coz no one understands LoL

And the 2nd reason is that now that everything is over i dont have the mood to study as i am really really drained after so many thing to do

and the 3rd reason is that nothing really interesting is happening around me these few weeks. Even Chinese new year is not as interesting as it is at the past few years; I guess it muz b because i am getting OLD....sobz...

CNY used to be really interesting until when u hit an age where u are about to be an adult...u just realise u cannot shout like the kids...cannot go begging ang paus from elder ppl like wat u did when u are little, cannot run about like a kid and u have to sit down prim-and-proper so that u wont throw ur parent's face away when u meet ur uncles and aunts...

CNY has never been that bad until recently...dunno y...muz b bcoz i didnt celebrate CNy with my family ald la...every year there muz b some ppl missing fro the CNY dining table since my bro go UK ald...never complete...so tts y i guess i start not to like CNY ald...

when the whole family cannot get together and eat a proper reunion dinner during CNY then what's da point of having a reunion dinner at new years eve when the whole family is not reunion at all....with ppl missing from the dining table~

back to my topic...

i am so so so tired...mentally..no mood saja...some really unhappy things happen though so of them i am not directly involved...my frens are involved la...but still...

How to be happy when u have so many troubles in ur mind??
How to be in a festive mood when some of da family members are at somewhere else of da world?
how to celebrate when ur mind is worrying about something else more important...

haiyo~~~

Sigh...

虫儿飞

2006-01-01T01:51:00.000Z

虫儿飞
黑黑的天空低垂
亮亮的繁星相随
虫儿飞虫儿飞
你在思念谁

天上的星星流泪
地上的玫瑰枯萎
冷风吹冷风吹
只要有你陪

虫儿飞花儿睡
一双又一对才美
不怕天黑只怕心碎
不管累不累
也不管东南西北

A song sang by a group of kids. This is one of the song in da movie “ 风云 ” starring Ekin 郑伊建 and Aaron 郭富城。。。

this is kinda and old song, but it kinda soothing u know....a simple song , simple lyrics yet it is full of feeling and the lyrics is meaningful. If u listen it when u are sad i can bet that u will cry...those kids...aarrgghhh!!!! their voices kinda calm u down....makes u reminisce about the past years...

after JJ 一千年以后 this is sort of my new favourite song....this is written while i was online with my fren...haha we are kinda trading songs online during new year so as i wait i write this post.

Happy New Year!!!!

haha so its a new year ald..this is da 1st post of the year...a new start apparently

It kinda portray my feeling..the mood...lonely sad bored to the max....

and I bet that person will never know wat i mean in this song...haha since that person never read this blog so...oh well....never mind

haha better stop complaining

New year resolution??

haha i think is to accomplish my 2005 year resolution, since i have not achieve anything last year(which is like 2 hrs ago when i was typing out this post) haiyoyo havent done anything at the whole 2005......but 2005 has been a really interesting year coz

ppl thought i was missing

ppl thought i was avoiding them

haha i know it sounds kinda mean and kinda bad...yea yea i am so so sorry....haha especially to jiah ling...sorry ar i go missing for so long....

2005 has been real interesting i meet new people, i pick up a pet-brother, i have work experiences in da hospital, spend a good summer though not many ppl went out with me...

and here is to thank some people that i never have the chance to say thanks to:

Cheers to my best mate Jiah Ling...haha u dont know wat those things u have done means to me =) yea yea i know i wasnt a real happy kid at 2005 but at least meeting up with u makes me happier and thats the time where i can really be me...although i cannot see you that often(haha u know what absence makes the heart grow fonder...woo...love me??), but we really have a chat, sit down at a coffee bar chat like old frens, talking about almost everything that as happen to us at the past year where we seldom meet, went playing pool, game arcades and spend loads on the cars(yea i still suck big time on that =P)...sharing my biggest secrets with u, being lame and act dumb around you, going red box (haha FYI i only sing in front of people that i am close to...XP) Yea i am sorry i didnt go to KL and visit u...(haha tts one of my 2005 resolution which is never accomplish) hope that we have more time to hang around, chill out (coz it's cool and cold during winter...haha i'm trying to be lame ler), talk nonsence like we usually do during high school times.... i miss those times, and i think u probably do too...wit sia vin yii...haiyo dunno when will be the next time where 3 of us can sit down and talk nonsence again...

And to Huey Sian (who will never read this blog) yea i am glad i pick up a great friend like u, we aren't just normal friends right now, not normal KDU classmates...we are colleagues...lol and yea, great to hang out with u coz again, i can be myself when i was with you. and i am glad that u have spent half o ur summer to accompany me, going out, having lunch (Our unforgetable garlic bread and Nando's), movies and lepaking in front of my house, near the fence where we spend time talking for hours at those last few days...although it's always Gurney but still i appreciate it coz having spend time with u is fun!!(and i believe that u are the person who spent da most time with me in Gurney and during the summer break)NOt to forget we actually spend time making Nisha's Bday presents and preparing our bday present for da future!!!! Haha the keychain remember? it's still with me =) And we have a real wicked time in da hospital, chatting with that real lame joker si-safri...talk rubbish while settling da computer stuffs in jenny's room, crashing into each departments while visiting each other, going out after work (and make me abandon my job to fetch my brother from school...) short time that might be, but it is memorable...and i have no idea when will be the next time where both of us cn do da same thing again...

My 2005 is filled with surprise, sorrow, joy....and i manage to make some real good friends get to know new friends, manage to go some places, new environment...And i have learn to appreciate my family more, learn to treasure friends more....thanks for u guys or else i have no idea how i will survive this 2005.

2005 has been rather amazing,there are a lot of 1st times happenning, eg 1st time i go UK to see my bro alone, 1st time i see snow in UK, 1st time going in an OT with a doctor to see an operation, 1st time working in ward helping out da patients, 1st time going to gurney almost everyday with huey sian, 1st time play in a game arcade(FYI, i normally watch i dont play), 1st time go to a coffee bar in M'sia, 1st time drink, 1st time nearly get drunk, 1st time play pool and tennis, 1st time hang around with guys n gals together after 6 yrs (fyi i was in an all girls school during sec year), 1st time need to do make up to attend dinner (which i kinda enjoy it but it is expensive to let ppl do make-ups for u)....

Memorable 2005 is gone and i haven accomplish anything...lets hope that 2006 will be a better year for me

"D" for dating??

2005-12-27T12:54:00.000Z

Before you read this, please on ur speaker, got nice music =) (I like means nice...LoL)
Btw da controller is at the end of da post...

I have been reading ppl's blog a lot...since i am so damn bored and i found out something in a frens blog and make me realise something...

“喜欢的人不出现，出现的人不喜欢。。。”

And relating to that word i juz realise somethings rather obvious durnig this festive season..

haha now wat season is this...i have been going online rather often this Xmas and i just realise a lot of my friends MSN nick name...haha not only just Xmas spirit.... wat i think is a lot of them are actually in Love...woo.....tts interesting...
u can find ppl writing things like that in their MSN nick... and that keeps the Kaypo me wondering a lot...

Wat month is this?? Dating month?? haha is december..and "D" does not stand for dating!!!!
Yea yea i know Xmas is a time for u and ur loved ones to share together....
But how come everyone?!?!?!
And even people like me put quotes where u learn from movies and my frens are saying that i am in love???? wat madness is that??!!??!!

Anyway....back to that chinese sentence.....
it's from a chinese song which i dun remember who sang it or the title of the song....

After some chat with an old fren....who i have never meet since secondary school...
I think is rather true also....maybe for lots of people...i am trying to sit on the fence now....so dun ask me whether that sentence apply to me or not...lol (And yea, i dont talk as if i have a bf like that okay...haha dont simply think all sorts of rubbish lol)

In my opinion,
I think that sentence is good...haha...
some people met their soulmate at the right time and thus their case is 喜欢的人出现在对的时间。。。
Not all people are as lucky as them rite?

and i would like to say some things since is my blog (no offence yea...sorry to those if i DID say sumthing really bad or wrong...)
Things like that depends solely on the time factor, when the time is right u will meet the one that u like, maybe the person is already around you, is just that you have never notice his/her presence
Like i say..time factor...this needs time to realise, to discover, to start to love...
to like a someone depends on the timing, not how much u work ard for it...sometimes even you work hard to get the person u like, u may never know the person u have always like is taken long long time ago...
timing is the only factor in relationship like these...
So guys and gals..look around, u might think that the person u like is not there but hey u never know maybe there is a someone around you who is actually waiting for u....
Maybe u might start to like that person...who knows
Wat is important in this is the feeling.... there is no such thing as planning to search for da Mr or Miss Right. Some might even end up liking their Mr/Miss Wrong!!!
Like i say just now, relationship is not about how hard you try to find it. It is about the time where you happen to meet the person you like. And later when you have found the person u like, hard work is wat you need to maintain the relationship. effort have to be put inside so that things will always work out fine for u....
SO guys and gals, quit rejecting people even if that person is not your Mr right/miss right. wat i think is as long as ypu have feling towards that person, even if he is not your Mr/Miss right, y not give it a try??

So people be more sensitive about things around you, dont keep things like that to yourself, if you like them, say it...dont keep it to yourself, if u never try u will never know. there might be some rejections but MAYBE the person u like has been waiting for u a long long time ago, waiting for u to say that, rite?

所以说。。。这些事需要时间，可能有一天喜欢的人会出现，出现的人会喜欢。。。你永远不知道。。。
对我来说， “爱”是全世界最难解时的字，最难让人明白的字，字典解释也解释不了的。它，没有解释，不是因为它太深奥，是因为它太简单。。。简单得不需要字解释。。它不是一下子就说得清楚，它要靠感觉，靠时间，靠知觉。。。

Haha i know this post might sound a little bit absurd with lots of grammar mistake but who cares, i wrote that down at te moment where things come into my head...thats wat i wanna tell people around the world bout wat exactly i am thinking... those words come from my heart and you dont alwiz get me saying things right from my heart since i am person who tends to keep things/ troubles to myself...lol (And yea i translate that directly from chinese so it might sound a little bit odd...lol)

Took me an hr to string all da words i try to say....that shows how bad is my english and my chinese... I lack writing skills...lol

Some things that might interest people that are still waiting for wat we call their "true love" O.o

Mr.Right/Miss Right

許多人往往在抉擇伴侶時，容易東想西想，不知所措，
就是因為害怕一時做錯決定，看錯人，造成終生的遺憾。

諾貝爾文學獎得主蕭伯納說：「此時此刻在地球上，
約有兩萬個人適合當你的人生伴侶，就看你先遇到哪一個，
如果在第二個理想伴侶出現之前，你已經跟前一個人發展出
相知相惜、互相信賴的深層關係，那後者就會變成你的好朋友，
　
但是若你跟前一個人沒有培養出深層關係，感情就容易動搖、變心，
直到你與這些理想伴侶候選人的其中一位擁有穩固的深情，
才是幸福的開始，漂泊的結束。」

愛上一個人不需要靠努力，只需要靠「際遇」，
是上天的安排，但是「持續地愛一個人」就要靠「努力」，在愛情的經營中，
順暢運轉的要素就是溝通、體諒、包容與自制(面臨誘惑有所自制)。

有許多人總是為「際遇」所迷惑與苦惱，意念不停、慾念不斷、爭逐不散，
而忘了培養經營感情的能力才是幸福的關鍵。
所以不要去追問到底誰才是我的Mr.Right / Miss Right，
　
而是要問說在眼前的伴侶關係中，我能努力到什麼程度、
成長到什麼程度，若沒有培養出經營幸福的能力，
就算真的 Mr / Miss Right出現在你身邊，
　
幸福依然會錯過的，而活在猶疑與遺憾當中，
這不就是許多愛情虛

無症的遭遇與心態嗎？
若你此刻已有一位長久相伴的伴侶，
不要再隨便三心二意地猶疑了，
　
我們往往不易察覺感情中的一個陷阱，
就是「近親生慢侮」，也就是經濟學中的鐵律
「邊際效益遞減法則」，
　
跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木與忽視，
而新鮮的「際遇」總是那麼動人可愛。

在感情對待中，難免有摩擦與無心的傷害，
而且論得罪自己的次數累加起來最多的人，
當然是跟我們在一起最久、最親近的人；
　
而新歡呢，又還沒開始有得罪你的機會，
再加上他的刻意討好，所以新歡怎麼看怎麼可愛，
舊愛怎麼看怎麼討厭。
　
但別忘了，新歡身上總是有不確定的未知數，
舊愛身上就是有難得的熟悉感、確定感、信賴感。
千萬不要隨便在偶然的「際遇」中迷失了自己，錯放了幸福溫暖的手。
　
所以蕭伯納的話，是要提醒情人不要太鑽牛角尖於尋覓那唯一，
應該把精神用在學會經營幸福的能力上，
同時也提醒我們「溺水三千，只取一瓢飲」。

若有幸遇到了難得的伴侶，就不要再三心二意了，
因為我們永遠不知道一生何時會遇到兩萬個其中的幾個，
所以要知福惜福、活在當下。

幾米........文章:
　
我遇到貓在潛水，
卻沒遇到你。
　
我遇到狗在爬樹，
卻沒遇到你。
　
我遇到夏天飄雪，
卻沒遇到你。
　
我遇到冬天颳風，
卻沒遇到你。
　
我遇到豬都在結網了，
卻還是沒有遇到你。
　
我遇到所有的不平凡，
卻一直遇不到平凡的你。

人的不快樂往往在於不知道珍愛自己有的, 卻去羨慕別人有的
人的失敗卻又常常源於不懂得開發自己有的, 卻去妒嫉別人有的
緣份是找到包容你的人 ^o^

So yea to those people (U know who) dont get over depressed for not getting a bf/gf, take it as a challenge from God to test your patience, one day u will get what u want =) Good Luck yea

一千年以后
歌手：林俊杰专辑：编号89757

心跳乱了节奏
梦也不自由
爱时的绝对承诺不说
沉到一千年以后
放任无奈淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守着你走来
我的泪光承载不了
所有一切你要的爱
因为在一千年以后
世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手
浅吻着你额头
别等到一千年以后
所有人都遗忘了我
那时红色黄昏的沙漠
能有谁解开缠绕千年的寂寞

@God Bless@

p/s: Click on da title to listen to the JJ 林俊杰 song...

p/p/s: my longest post so far i think =)

p/p/p/s: if u are wondering how come i write this...haha it is inspired by CK's blog...dat old post bout da song...

Wake me up when September ends~~

2005-12-23T22:34:00.000Z

My current favouite song~

The original MV is very long...da girl in daMV is very pretty...haha
but i think i like this Final Fantasy version more...
so hope u all like it too (i doubted anyone will read this ler....lol)

Wake Me Up When September Ends -- Green Day
Footage : Final Fantasy Advent Children

This link below actually takes u to the real MV...haha real sweet MV lerr...i doubt anyone will watch it here...haha since this song is rather old ald...but i like since this is my blog i post songs that i like =)
Wake Me Up When September Ends -- Green Day

after about half an hr muddling around da internet to find da URL of the song i still cannot find it..damn stupid...

never mind...

so enjoy this Final Fantasy : Advent children version of this greenday song!!!!

Emoticons!!!!

2005-12-21T15:02:00.000Z

Oh where oh where have my emoticons gone???
Oh where oh where have u been??

Damn..dunno wat happen to my computer, all my MSN emoticons are gone!!! Yes, you see that right!! They are all GONE!!!!!

Sobs~~

i didn't delete lerr...but still dunno wat happen, apparently all my emoticons juzt vanish in thin air today morning when i turn on my computer!!!! My beloved emoticons....

Sob sob sob...

Now my MSN conversation is gonna be so damn boring without those so-damn-cute emoticons ...i simply miss those emoticons...

So anyone reading this if u got those emoticons that i used to use then please please please send it to me please okay? ur help will be much appreciated~~

Bored out of my wits...

2005-12-20T22:00:00.000Z

I wanna stop blogging for some time but i think i just cannot resist the temptation of blogging when seeing ppl's blog is still active, not like mine...
I have not been blogging for at least a month...recently i juzt continue it so that it doesnt die off...
but the big problem is nothing to write lerr....
like da last post, i write it bcoz i am desperate to keep my blog alive. haha. lame excuse.
i have been writing Xmas wish list to keep me occupied ald but still i cant think of anything....
I am bored bored bored...
So damn bored, though this Xmas will be fun but it is not fun...

Imagine when wat u need is a friend to celebrate Xmas with u but they are not there
Imagine when u need to talk to someone and they are not online during Xmas...
Imagine when u meet someone u desperately want to talk to but u dunno how to start a conversation when he/she is finally there online
Imagine when you have lots to talk but u have no one to tell
Imagine when u wanna do Xmas shopping but u have no one to go with
Imagine when u wanna shop and ur parents wont give u money
Imagine when all u need is a credit card and ur parents wont allow u to have one
Imagine when u are all alone during Xmas, where it is time for u n ur loved ones to come together
Imagine when u need that someone who is so near yet so far to celebrate Xmas with u
Imagine when all ur friends are celebrating Xmas without u
Imagine when ur loved ones are celebrating Xmas without u
Imagine when ur friends never show that they care duing this Xmas
Imagine when everyone is having fun during Xmas and u are left out

I want a great Xmas...who can give me? I have never been that desperate to celebrate Xmas in my whole life, just this once, can anyone tell me wat to do so that i can have a great Xmas? i want to celebrate with my friends and people i love, but how??

Anyone??

P/s: my family doesen't celebrate Xmas so they are not counted ok?

Btw,

Merry Christmas and have a great year ahead!!!!

~Have a wonderful Xmas~

1st post of da month....

2005-12-15T16:28:00.000Z

I havent been blogging these few days..not that i am buzy (er..maybe yea..i am buzy) but the main reason is i am lazy to blog, nothing to write also. this month nothing in particular happen, mayb those upper 6 ppl are finally free as they have finished their exams...congrats yea =)
Anyway...Xmas is coming...so...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

haha..rather early Xmas wish lol

anyway, i am so in this Xmas mood til i can forgot bout all the thing i am doing...all i wan to do is to have a great Xmas with friends (coz my family wont celebrate Xmas) hang out...chill out 'til u freeze XP and erm...celebrate Xmas!!!!! Woohoo....

I wanna celebrate white Xmas like skiing or go sumwhere where there is winter with snow all around and fun to hang out...sumwhere like Paris...haha but no money so wat to do?

A new year is coming so...i am sarting to build my Xmas wish list...i have lots n lots of wish that i wanna make, have lots n lots of things that i want from santa, i think i will need a bigger sock for santa to actually fit all da presents in it..so i will b wishing real hard...mwahaha...

From the bottom of the heart...

2005-11-20T02:02:00.000Z

Just a note of gratitude:

To my friends(especially my 'brother') :
I know i have been down these few days,
I know i have not been myself
I know i have been feeling down
I know i have been feeling very depressed nowadays
I know i have been acting like a zombie nowadays
I know i have been acting strange due to some problems i am facing
I know i have not been really approachable these few days
I know i have been using u guys to release my stress
I know i have been wasting ur time to listen to me
I know i have been making you all to comfort me unintentionally
I know i have been making you all worry bout me
I know i have been desperately searching for someone to talk
I know i have been really pessimistic bout life nowadays
I know i have been deserting you guys
I know i have been avoiding u guys everytime
I know i have been trying to be alone by not joining you guys
I know i have been making you all worry where i have been
I know i have been making u guys suffer because of my own problems

But i am grateful to have u guys as my friend,

You all have been:

Helping me to get over my problems
Helping me to boost my confidence
Lending me ur shoulder to let me cry on
Lending me ur ears so that u can listen to my problems
Giving me strenght to succeed
Giving me courage to face my problems
Giving me a rel big smile to make me more optimistic bout life
Giving me a real big hug when i feel like crying
Spending ur precious time on helping me
Spending ur time on listening to my problems
Making me feel so much better for giving me strength
Making me more prepared to face all da challenge i am gonna face
Understanding me thought i have been acting strange
Understanding my problems and try to help
Standing by me when i have been weak
Standing by me when i have not been me
Keeping up with my very bad mood
Keeping up with my weird behaviour
Believing in me when i lose my faith
Believing in me when i have been down

And for my 'brother':

Just a simple thank you cannot express how much u have done to me. I am forever thankful:

For all those times you stood by me when i was down
For being the one who held me up when I fall
For being the one who saw me through it all
For being my strength when I was weak
For giving me faith and believe in me
For giving my faith back to me when I lost it
For trusting me when I feel so down
For trusting me and giving me the confidence

Words cannot describe how much I owe you guys, just a simple words of encouragement lightens my heart, and now i know where true friends lie, they are the ones who will always walk beside you when u need them, the ones who walk behind you when u have succeed in life, the ones who will help you with your problems, the ones who always expect always to be there for you, the ones who have their shoulder soggy with your tears...

To all my frens who have been putting up with me when i was down, just a simple thank you won't be enough...i owe you guys a lot... I am okay now, thanks for caring bout me, thanks for being a true friend, thanks for listening to my problems....

Words fail to describe how grateful i was for all of your help....Arigatou...

Thank you...

A friend in need is a friend indeed

and the song of gratitude specially for those who have helped me through my 19 years of rough times and those who make me a better person:

~Becaused You Loved Me~

Thanks!!!!!

Life is....

2005-11-14T19:39:00.000Z

I have been hearing from lots of friends...complaining bout life. How life sucks, how things are unfair, and how they desperately need someone to fill their empty heart, how luck is never on their side, ow stress they are, how uselss they are, how hopeless they are, how things never happen what they want to be.....

And now i think this is true...

Life is damn PROBLEMATIC!!!!

Aarrgghh...stress 'til the end....haiyo got so many things to do and so little time, so many things to study but dun have time, so many things to worry but cannot solve all the problems...feel like life is so damn shitty.... feel damn useless now....

and i realise how all those people who have been complaining to me feel now....

and i found this really interesting article on Jiah Ling's blog...sorry ya i have been stealing...

Truth about girls:
1. Gossip isnt a sin. Its an art.
2. We arent ashamed to cry.
3. We must go to the bathroom in groups.
4. We have this thing called feelings. Dont hurt them.
5. We dont wake up looking pretty. It takes time and effort.
6. Sometimes is just never quite enough.
7. We need girls' nights often.
8. We hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to us that hurt.
9. It doesnt matter who dumped who or why. Whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us. Not because we're not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.
10. Makeup can hide so many things, like puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart.
11. Never ever ask a girl what she weighs; or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little. Just dont do it.
12. Never ask a girl if shes being so bitchy because of PMS..because other things annoy us..duh.
13. As much as we say we didnt like you that much..we did.
14. Girls notice every little thing so be careful what you say and do.
15. Our eyes are located in our heads. Not our chest or butt. When you're not looking in our eyes, we know.
16. We get a feeling in our gut when things are wrong.
17. Sometimes we trust you because we want to even when we know you are lying, and it hurts.

that's about it i guess.... I just need a place to complain ...anyone..sorry ya..this post might be boring...

Fireworks....

2005-11-11T00:58:00.000Z

Fireworks are the best in UK during Guy Fawkes day....but who the hell is he ?? Well. i will put some information bout this Guy call Guy Fawkes...so at least ppl like me who know nothing bout UK will know some day...

Guy Fawkes

Guy Fawkes (April 13, 1570–January 31, 1606), was a member of the group of Roman Catholic conspirators who attempted to carry out the Gunpowder Plot. The conspirators had planned to assassinate King James I (James VI of Scotland) and all the members of both branches of the Parliament of England. To do this, the House of Lords was to be blown up during the formal opening of the 1605 session of Parliament. Guy Fawkes was primarily responsible for the latter stages of the plan's execution. He was discovered before its completion, however. Following an interrogation, Fawkes and his co-conspirators were executed for treason. His capture is commemorated in Britain with Guy Fawkes Night.

Gunpowder Plot

Effigy of Guy Fawkes, being paraded by the Cliffe Bonfire Society as part of the Bonfire Night celebrations in Lewes, Sussex.Main article: Gunpowder Plot
Guy Fawkes is most famous for his involvement in the Gunpowder Plot of 1605, which he was placed in charge with executing due to his military and explosives experience. The plot, masterminded by Robert Catesby, was a failed attempt by a group of provincial English Roman Catholic conspirators to kill King James I of England and VI of Scotland, his family, and most of the Protestant aristocracy in one swoop by blowing up the Houses of Parliament during its State Opening. Guy Fawkes was first introduced to Robert Catesby by a man named Hugh Owen.

Fawkes and the other conspirators were able to rent a cellar beneath the House of Lords. By March 1605, they had hidden approximately 2.5 tonnes of gunpowder in the cellar, with the intent of detonating it during the State Opening of Parliament. Several of the conspirators were concerned, however, about fellow Catholics who would have been present at parliament during the opening. One of the conspirators had written a letter of warning to Lord Monteagle, who received it on October 26. The conspirators became aware of the letter the following day, but they resolved to continue the plot after Fawkes had confirmed that nothing had been touched in the cellar.

Lord Monteagle had been suspicious, however, and the letter was sent to the secretary of state who initiated a search of the vaults beneath the House of Lords. Fawkes was discovered and arrested during a raid on the cellar in the early morning of November 5. He was tortured over the next few days, after special permission to do so had been granted by the King. Eventually, he revealed the names of his co-conspirators (who were either already dead or whose names were known to the authorities). On January 31, Fawkes, Wintour, and a number of others implicated in the conspiracy were taken to Old Palace Yard in Westminster, where they were hanged, drawn, and quartered.

therefore on this day (5/11/2005) they will set up a lot of fireworks just to remember a guy who try to blow up the house of parliment...mad huh??

anyway, those are the pics i took from my friend(haha sounds like kind of stealing from other's blog, but ...eh people send it to me to let me see 1 lerr...) and i have like so many pics and i seriosly cannot post it all up so...

all of them are damn nice fireworks.....=)

Good songs again~~

2005-10-30T19:30:00.000Z

I have been rather addicted to post songs on my blog...lol
this time the song is a duet...by 潘玮柏 and 弦子
this song is currently new... i guess and is sweet..haha never imagine 潘玮柏 can sing such great songs..but muz have that lady's voice only is good...

Don't ask me why but nowadays i am rather addicted to duets..especially chinese ones..think those songs are sweeter than those normal ones... all duets are love songs(only a minor are not, but i can't think of any right now) and i think that muz b the reason where those songs are better than others. i think because they need to be good enough only two singers would want to sing the song~~

And i juz realise... 潘玮柏's song are damn good when it's a duet...rite? 快乐崇拜 with 张韶涵 is good rite? damn cool rite? and the other song "Tell me" with 小S is not bad also rite?

Love 潘玮柏's songs!! Way to go man!!

不得不爱 ---潘玮柏弦子

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

是我们感情丰富太慷慨还是要上天安排
是我们本来就是那一半还是舍不得太乖
是那一次约定了没有来让我哭得像小孩
是我们急着证明我存在还是不爱会发呆
Baby

不得不爱,不知快乐从何而来
不得不爱,放下悲伤从何而来
不得不爱,否则我就失去未来
好象什么尤其不能自己很失败
可是每天都过的精彩

天天都需要你爱
我的心只有你在
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把他挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

会不会有一点无奈
会不会有一点太快
可是你给我的爱
让我养成了依赖
心中充满爱的节拍

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

Wine tasting...nearly get me into SERIOUS trouble~~

2005-10-29T02:48:00.000+01:00

I actually attended a friends birthday party a few days ago..I have no idea wat is that place call but I know it provides lotsa alcohol...haha and good food...=) making me get fatter
So as I love to try new things out I started drinking. Think that is half wine/vodka mix with half orange juice. And it is just only half a pint... Taste ok-ish lerr since there are more of the orange juice flavor than the alcohol...
and the problem starts. I thought I can drink pretty well but in turns out after that half pint, my face started to get normal--> pinkish---> red !!! I have no idea bout that at all 'til all m friends started to ask me "Wenying ur face is really red, u okay?"
Shoots!!!! OMG!!! Did I just drink too much?? But that is impossible wat...

My History of drinking...(FYI not trying to boast here okay? i'm just telling the truth of me..or else what are blogs about?)
I can drink things more alcoholic that what I drank on that b'day party. I used to drink those chinses alcohol which as about 14% alcohol..And I am still standing straight and normal a.k.a not drunk. Maybe u will say I juz drink a little...but I drink Quarter to half a pint without fail for 2 weeks jus to finish that drink and I actually hate the Chinese alcohol...Smells disgusting...I also used to drink beer la...And that is noting much lerr... And the BIG problem and the Question is the ones that I drink has so much less % of alcohol..So how did my face go THAT red ???

Die la this time....Shoots..Cannot ald..Next time cannot drink anymore liao...

But the interesting question is WHY?? I'm dead sure the % alcohol of that particular drink is so much lesser that those Chinese alcohol but WHY?? Need to find that out before I start drinking again...haih...I might sound like a bad girl but I don't la...Drinking is only for some parties and special occasion saja...okay?? i not addicted to it at all (hehe need to clarify here 1st...or else u all think i so bad but actually i am not) I know how to control myself 1 la...seriously =)
I juz wanna tell u guys whenever u feel that u hv a burning sensation on ur face and ur face is starting to turn red please stop. because the next thing that will happen if u don't stop is u will end up drunk...haha seriously trust me i've seen ppl like that before and i think i am so close to be one of them on that day!!!! whew!!!

And i think i need to clarify some things for the sake of peolpe like me...
When we girls drink it does not mean that we are bad. We only drink when we have to and we don't really like it. We think that it smells weird and not appealing. And WE prefere cocktail/wine so that we look more classy...though wine has more % alcohol in it and some of us are okay with beer. We know that drinking is BAD for health but we drink ONLY when we have to. We like to try new things ont but that does not mean we love to drink. We know when to control ourselves and we know our limit of drinking(though i hve frens that never know their limit and get drunk in the end..haha). And there is no such thing as girls that don't drink are good girls because a lot of them who can drink are also good girls...those people don't drink because they cannot stand the smell of those alcohol. And good girls drink when they think tht the occasion is important.

That's about it for the clarification

Wenying xXx

GOOD LUCK to those of u taking STPM!!!!

2005-10-28T19:23:00.000+01:00

I doubted anyone will read this but i just wanna say to those who are taking STPM....

加油！！All the best in the Exams!!

Luv,
~Wenying~

A Lesson to learn

2005-10-26T01:36:00.000+01:00

I learnt a lesson today...
the save button is there for u to use wisely, not just for deco...
hate myself!!! i actually produced a good post just now and i accidentally deleted it!!! sob sob... wasted all my time ald....
So please press the save button whenever u wanna navigate from one page to another ok?

Bristol is damn COOL...

2005-10-25T23:54:00.000+01:00

I went to Bristol yesterday and guess what..i LOVE the place man...
it is a long journey there but me and CK made it there..haha(not to forget that he actually forget our tickets...lol)
So..Bristol is a city..might be smaller than London but is much cooler than London...
Bristol is actually a great city...damn cool!! it is actually a city stretching from the hillside to the hilltop..Cool rite? bet u havent imagine that.The shops are situated along the slope and one need to get up and down the slope in order to walk around the place. and one can see the Uni of Bristol Faculty of Law from below. it is a very very old building and it has a tower like structure. the building is actually 200 yrs old ald...surprising?? damn cool right? the shopping centres are not located at the city centre. in fact the Uni is more central than the shopping places, and there is also a lot of night life here with all the pubs and clubbing areas and riley's etc. etc. It is actually a harbour also and the Avon River(a real artistic name...i didn't invent myself) will pass throught there. As it has a high altitude then it has a rather windy and cold weather...haha when i mean windy it means really windy til u need to fight the wind real hard to get to there...lol
So..a little shopping before we met up our friend(FYI tht is the main purpose we go there)..
Aftee lunch we headed for the not-so cool british Industrial Museum and look around then to IMAX before heading to the Clifton Suspension Bridge. the name tells it all. it is a bridge suspended on a cliff...and guess what the bridge is great!!! unexpectedly beautiful(better than i imagined lol) the bridge is built by dunno-what-name and it is about 200 yrs old...woohoo..surprising rite but til now it is as steady as a rock... i was kinda expecting that it will b really suspending in the air and be really shaky. but in actual fact, the bridge shd b a little shaky(or else why the bus is not allow to pass?) Cars are allowed to pass through, so are humans. So 3 of us went to have a walk on top. and now the best bits come in...
When we walk across the sceneries are the most beautiful u have ever seen. It is overlooking the City of bristol and the coutryside. one can see bristol and lots of lush greenery surrounding it. It has really green hills surrounding it and it kind of make a contrast with the city. is a little bit like a contrast from london to countryside la but i think bristol makes a good picture. Even the air up there smells fresh...nice nice...3 of us juz stood there and enjoy the scene for a few minutes and then is photo shooting time~~
So after some time on the oh-so-famous bridge we headed for Temple Meads Station.It is about 200 yrs od and according t our friend there there are the real parts and the fake parts of the station. The fake ones are the more beautiful ones.lol we spent a few minutes there and then we headed for the student hall as i wanna take a look at the place.That takes another bus ride again~~
So we leave that really cool place at 8 and managed to get back on time..haha ...

I LOVE BRISTOL!!!!That place is super cool...i wanna study in the Uni there!!!!BUt it's gonna be a long long way...

p/s this is the 2nd time i write this ...the reasons is stated on the next blog...haih... =(

Being Chinese is Good~~

2005-10-16T21:56:00.000+01:00

i used have some unanswered question bout me and chinese ...

Why did i hate to b a chinese when i was young?
Why did i hate to listen Chinese songs?
Why did i hate hate to study Chinese?

and the answers are always the same....chinese sucks and is dificult to write and read and study...

but i realised i am so wrong.....being Chinese is good.....i should love being a chinese...coz i AM one....being chinese u can actually learn a new language which is the most difficult language to learn....and can actually show off to others that cannot speak the language...the most important thing is no matter what i try to do...i still cannot deny the fact that my ansecstors are chinese...real chinese from china....bwahaha....being Chinese is cool...coz u can talk to so many people...FYI China has the most population in the world so dat means if i speak chinese i can speak to at least a few billion people!!!!woohoo!! Chinese songs are nice...damn nice man...okay..maybe it doesn't have like hip hop /R nB things like that but at least the way they string chinese words together can make a something sound damn nice...u know those chinese idioms..they are bsically a few easy words arranged in a way tht they have a different meanin and a much more softer tone...i mean the language is beautiful for us to speak....

when u know chinese u can listen to more than one type of songs and not stucking to sucky english songs(some english songs are really sucky...believe me) and some chinese songs are so so good.....english rap sucks(apart from eminem..he is a good rapper but is ok-ish for me la) chinese have good rapper.... english singers cannot dress properely eg spears...chinese ones can..lol u can talk bad about people who doesn't know chinese(haha...bad eh..but that makes a good point..)

i have not been brainwashed by anyone..i juz realise by listening to more n more chinese songs and having start to hate to speak english...haha(though i still don't like to have chinese tuition classes) and i realise i need to be good in Cantonese....so that i can go to HK next time ALONE!!!for what?? SHOPPING and HK DISNEYLAND!!!

SO chinese is good...haha...damn good language....

My Song of the day~~

2005-09-23T22:10:00.000+01:00

I am not myself this few days..nothing happen but still i got this feeling...hmmm...

Anyway i ave been stuck in front ofmy computer for long so i have been listening to a lot of old songs those durin the 90's and just concluded that this is my song of the day...the lyrics doesn't describe my feelings, but the tone of the music is....love this song man!!!

最熟悉的陌生人
歌手：萧亚轩

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀?
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神

如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

Friendster update

2005-09-22T23:17:00.000+01:00

I think by the time i write this everyone knows that u can customise ur own profile page right?

So i am here just to tell everyone erm...customizing friendster page is damn susah and tiring...took me a few hours to do it properly need to add raining object lerr...find URL of the songs and pictures and find the music video codes lerr...i know it won't be hard for the rest but still i am quite compuer iliterate so erm..i need more time
so erm..whoever read this got time if can go and see how my profile looks like coz i think is good(c'mon 1st timer marrr....lol)

BTw how did u think about my blog page? nice?? what didya think?? comments? anyone?

Wenying

Something Form Elle China website

2005-09-09T17:30:00.000+01:00

异域情爱大取经

夏威夷：“爱的星期五” 在夏威夷的星期五，从来不穿黑色，因为从来都只有“爱的星期五”：男人们穿上印有五彩斑斓夏威夷花朵衬衫，女人则往往在耳朵后插上一朵香气袭人的赤素馨或披带花环。一切以浪漫为终极目的地。

古波斯：戒指代表我的“性” 戒指在古波斯是属于帝王专用的。后宫嫔妃们在“不方便”的日子戴上银色的戒指，平时则会戴上金色的，于是君王就可以心领神会了。快和你的男伴分享这个秘密，把它夏天戴在赤足的脚趾上，共享性感情趣。

日本：和服与温泉的温柔重奏日本和服，是对美丽“颈”致的最大宠幸。每年在日本夏天的花火大会上，女孩们穿着短袖、低襟，露出颈臂曲线的简式和服，和心爱的人一起去看满天的花火，青春的性感气息呼之欲出。日本的温泉更是闻名于世，最让国人津津乐道的是他们的男女共浴。露天而建的浴池可以在其中观赏北海道之雪或是满天繁星，“失乐园”中的役所广司抱着黑木瞳，动息之间，水就溢出了画面。

埃及：学会“吹”吻埃及人的吻，嘴对嘴的接吻局限于情人和夫妇之间，而且在公开场合是禁止的，所以便有了另一种吻，被译为“吹吻”，方法是将右手掌张开，用嘴向手掌吹一口气，把“吻”吹给你要传递的人，现在就试着吹吹看，你一定会发现这个动作妩媚之极！

芬兰：桑拿浴的故乡和情侣一起桑拿，绝对是最惬意的享受，但只有在发源地芬兰享受它，才能领略另一番滋味。在温度80到100度左右蒸气浴过后，最理想的“退热”方法就是下水游一圈，所以芬兰有不少位于乡村地带的桑拿，都建在“在水一方”。冬天时，虽然水面都是冰雪一片，但当地人还是会在水面上挖个洞，让你和他下水一泡，够刺激吧！

哥伦比亚：绿宝石的致命诱惑绿宝石，神秘，却不失纯真，是最让男人浮想联翩的宝石。由于绿宝石在哥伦比亚产量居世界首位，所以那里的女人都喜欢为自己心仪的男人佩戴绿宝石。除了绿宝石的首饰，你还可以选择带彩色隐形眼镜，绿色、蓝色、紫色都颇具魅力，不过黄色和红色就另当别论了。

海湾：黑袍里面的性感新天地捂得再严实的黑袍也有被微风吹起下摆的一瞬——黑袍内外风光迥异，海湾女人其实最喜欢艳丽的色彩。到飞往欧洲的国际班机上去看看，脱下黑袍的海湾女人开放得叫你大吃一惊！所以你也不妨学学海湾女人的“欲盖弥障”，赴爱人的约时，明明是一身保守简洁的黑大衣，突然抖开，露出你最性感的行头，给爱人一个“魔术”般的惊喜！

君士坦丁堡：从咖啡屋到咖啡磨砂按摩 “咖啡”一词源自希腊语“Kaweh”，意思是“力量与热情”，而咖啡屋则起源于伊士坦丁堡。出于对咖啡的钟爱，赞美咖啡是“最珍贵的赐福”的巴赫，还将他的1732 音乐作品命名为“咖啡乐曲”。如今，你还可以让男友为你进行咖啡磨砂按摩，当咖啡的触感和醉人香气，通过他的手，传遍周身，那才真算得上是“味道好极了！”

朝鲜：秋千上的爱朝鲜女孩喜欢头戴一种麻制的帽子，称为“福巾”，身穿带花纹的五色彩衣，进行荡秋千比赛。她们以一处树花为目标，看谁先踢到或咬到为胜，也有在高处挂上铜铃的，以先碰响者为冠军。你也可以和男友试试这样的秋千游戏哦！

土尔其：浴袍的暧昧缓冲成龙在《特工任务》中在土耳其浴室大打出手，一袭浴袍下露点频频。土耳其浴名声在外，浴袍当然也是功不可没。从浴室到卧床，保持一种暧昧的缓冲，浴袍和睡衣形同神不似。

希腊：把爱琴海带回家大海、天空、窗棂的“蓝”，雪“白”房屋搭配天体浴场、天堂海滩的“肉”色，构成不可不瞧的希腊三原色，接受完爱琴海和阳光的洗礼，竖琴，一定就成了你心目中最性感的西洋乐器，搬一架小小的竖琴，摆在卧室里，让你对爱的想象力，也像这琴弦，指尖轻拨，便能幻化出无限诱惑.

你爱国吗?

2005-08-17T15:40:00.000+01:00

你爱国吗？

我很爱国哦。。。（作呕）。。嘻嘻 =>

不好意思喔~~我知道现在的我是有一点点的。。erm。。问题。。。sorry la。。。

(10 minutes passed)

冷场。。。。咻。。。

又过了5 minutes~~

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这次真的真的够冷。。。。（我在这儿干嘛。。。没话说还要写一个post。。。）

不玩了。。。。真的真的很“显”

recently juz recieve a msg from other ppl...and found this rather interesting(and lame at d same time)...juz feel like sharing it...

New National anthem:
Negaraku
Tanah Tumpahnya Jerebu
Rakyat hidup bersesak dan layu
Rahmat Bahgia
Penjual Topeng Muka
Raja Kita Kena Pakai Juga

this is seriously wat the hell type of national anthem leh....
those real 'sweat sweat' type....

time for some laugh...

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p/s:i am so damn stress now...arrgghh...som need to post things as lame as dat....

~Me~
XOXO

Starless,Starless night...

2005-08-12T10:38:00.000+01:00

So much of a starry starry night....think that' s not d case right now...there ain't stars for u to c now...all b'coz of the haze...wat the...

the haze is making me sick.....haih...

i know it's not that bad compared to KL...but still...
All b'coz of the haze i am now sick...and i still need to work somemore...
i am a little blur~ rite now....think my brain is lack of O2...breathing in too much of the air outside makes my brain having insufficient O2 to let me think..LoL
i osso dunno when the haze start to b worse..but i think it's coming up north...
so bless those ppl living in southern part of penisular M'sia...

i am very very blur now.....help...

indoors is not my type..but now i have to stay indoors...and i am just wondering how ppl will go to the 夏日8° 演唱会...c'mon,don't tell me people is gonna party in Padang Kota Lama wearing...mask??the haze is wrecking parties...

hope i'm still breathing normally by d time i finish d post...sick lerr~~

Just Catch Me...

2005-08-05T07:38:00.000+01:00

recently read this book...n think the author is damn skill~~damn con man...best conman in d world....he is SERIOUSLY damn skill...Frank Abagnale...if u can hv a little of his con skills(but u will end up in jail like him...)

anyway...it isn't a very bad week 4 me....at least i meet up with my friend from butterworth n go out everyday(n she is the only reason i am broke...wat der..everyday go out 4 lunch then ask m to buy all sorts of rubbish with her...now i regreted...)

working in a hospital wasn't that bad anyway...though it will b rather boring if there isn't much patient there undergoing chemotherapy,but if there is many..then u really hv to do lots...run here n there...but my main purpose is to gain experience so dat i can actually 'show off' in my personal statement..haha..(every1 osso do the same thing 1 lerr...apply uni muz do this kind of things 1 lerr..)By the way...hospital work is rather cool also eh..talk with the nurse...and kacau-kacau the nurses and the staffs there...but c where u r workin lerr..if it's like something like records office then u r unlucky lerr...dat 1 damn boring 1 lerr...but others is okay..not many problem...

Back to my topic..people reading this...if u got time...so read 'catch me if u can' by Frank Abagnale...damn good book...ok??

~From ME~
XOXO

i need a break...

2005-08-04T15:05:00.000+01:00

damn bored...
sitting in front of the computer is not what i want my life to be...
but i dun have anywhere else to go. i hate the idea of sitting at home leading the same old boroing life here...i need a break....
~that's what i am feeling rite now,juz wanna get out ad have something to do *sigh*~

anyway...i manage to play pool someday ago...coz my this so-darn-great fren is here...and we have nothing else to do after 2pm...(damn the red box karaoke...giving us only 2 hrs of singing time??wat the...) and no car-racing for me... so..we ended up there with 2 other guys...and mind u..2 person cannot play pool(no offence k?)...makes me look as if i am a good player(but actually i'm not...and i look as if i 'trash' them but i actually didnn't)...but my this so-damn-good fren is seriously so-damn-good in pool...dunno how she play 1..or izzit me that is juz too lousy...aiyah i dunno lerr...anyway...at least i got the chance to polish my s0-called skills..LoL

there goes a day...at least it's fun...and back to the boring life again...sit in front of the computer...anyway..got a friend(2 in fact) is coming to visit me this weekend..YaY!!

Crush~~Mandy Moore

2005-08-03T07:04:00.000+01:00

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

P/S: this song is dedicated to a person...n to myself i think =)

第一次。。。

2005-08-03T06:37:00.000+01:00

这是我的第一次。。。

my very 1st time i am posting a blog....
it's no fun at all..coz wat u r doing is actually telling everyonee what u do,what u did,how u feel rite now...duh..
took me ages to post in a blog...
neway the 1st is for testing..it works....but i still need to learn how to use it...
I actually think it's kinda weird to post this blog..telling people what u have been up to when what i usually do is to keep things to myself..i hate telling people stuffs though i like to talk...

anyway......

here goes..........

我的第一次。。。

my very 1st....

~$imply Me XOXO~